I�ve never felt this feeling before,
Never have I thought about what true love was,
Never have I sat on my front porch thinking about it,
Never have I listened to the sound of the birds outside,
Never have I smelt the smell of a fresh rose,
And I still wait for the time,
I�ll finally be back into the light,
Because now I am nothing,
I�m just in a place,
Where the air takes my breath away,
And hopefully one day,
I will find someone who cares enough,
To pull me out of here,
And give me the strength,
To move on out of this place,
And into the light that I�ve longed forever.
-Red
I live off of the pain,
They call me all of their names,
Nobody understands,
My heart is weak,
I don�t understand,
How being different is bad,
I did nothing to hurt others,
But they hurt me back,
I still search for the one,
The one and only person I can trust,
And the one I can talk to,
But it seems I�ll never find,
That one and only person,
Who I need to talk to,
But when I think I found the person,
It�s the wrong one,
I hate the way life is,
I hate the taste of the air,
I think I like him,
But maybe I don�t,
Why am I always after him?
If he�s not the one,
Since my heart is telling me I�ll be hurt.
-Red