The light that kept me away,
Now you probly hate me!
But you don�t care do you?
You think your all cool being what you are,
But that�s the opposite of what I think,
I feel you�ve left me to think of escape,
From you,
The one person I need so much,
But you keep me from letting me express myself,
You refuse to listen to what I have to say,
I don�t know why you do this,
You just do at your own will,
I don�t even think you care I exist,
Well guess what?
Nobody else cares either!
So its hopeless thinking you could help,
Your way too into yourself,
All of my friends tell me your not worth this,
And maybe your not,
But I feel inside I need you,
I really don�t know anymore,
My emotions confused and lost�
Because of you,
The one I deeply need through this time,
But you still refuse to talk to me,
No matter what the case,
Almost as if your scared that I�ll ruin your rep,
Well, you shouldn�t feel that way,
Because my reputation is already wrecked,
I changed to a person everyone hates,
A person everyone laughs at,
Even my best friends are against me!
I wish you were back to that guy,
The guy who helped me through life,
But you�ve changed too!
So now I�m left to think for myself,
Only myself,
To think of what to do,
And the only thing I know is
That I need to talk to you!!!
-Red
Sirius Black
I look up in the sky,
Wondering why you left,
Thinking of what I�ve done wrong,
As tears slide down my face,
Because nothing can bring you back,
Even if I screamed and fought,
Your smile will never return,
As your eyes were cold as ice,
And your heart stopped,
I can still hear your singing voice,
While you smiled and laughed,
Those days I�ll never forget,
Because in my heart you�ll always stay,
And I know you�ll watch over me,
Since I�d have done the same for you,
My memories of you will keep me going,
And the thought of you will eat me alive,
Because I wanted you to be there forever,
But things go wrong,
And nothing can last that long,
Even if we say it can,
Sooner or later I knew it would happen,
But it happened soon enough,
Thank you for always being there,
Since sometimes I needed you,
And you were always there to help,
So that only proves one thing,
That you were the best Godfather any one could ever have.
-Red (To Sirius From Harry)
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