Within Me.
I only see darkness,
I only see pain.
Crumbling emotions
In acid rain.
I see no end.
I�m at the beginning
Of a race
I know I am not winning.
The blade returns
But does no harm.
Just thunder storms
Within the calm.
I sleep alone
In this bed.
Dying dreams
Swarm from this head.
What do I have?
Nothing, no one.
Pen and pad
Help only words come.
Meaningless, pointless
Words of wisdom.
Tell myself and you
I need them.
But today I see
The real me.
And realised something
That I have missed.
Words mean nothing
When you�re pissed.
I see no end.
I�m at a beginning
Is it a race?
Am I winning?
I care not now
Or ever did.
Just an angry
Lonely kid.
One in which
The heart died young
And out popped a demon
With a foreign tongue.
A language that
Cannot be heard
But read.
A language from which
The child fled.
The blade returns
But does not harm.
Cannot out run
This demons charm.
I sleep alone
Below the ground.
Dreams are lost
But I am found.
But what do I have
Nothing, no one
Pen and pad
Help only words come.
RavenLife