After biblestudy this morning we took Mom's cousin's to Duluth and the North Shore. Duluth is my favorite city in Minnesota. I love the downtown area and the harbor. Minnesota point is awesome and watching the big 1000 footers go under the Bridge is wonderful. The trip was great. We ate at "Grandma's Bar & Grill" for lunch and at "Bettie's Pies" for supper. Think I might put pictures of the Mesabi Miner (1004 Ft) when she was coming into the harbor.
For the first time in weeks I realised that I actually didn't think of Kaylene for more than an hour. Of course we started talking about lamb and mutton over dinner which started a train of thought which eventually lead to Kaylene :p
I've been thinking of my future. I'm coming into my Junior year at Highschool and college is coming up fast. What should I do and where should I go? I was born a country boy and I would love to go into agriculture. It runs in the blood on my mom's side. I started thinking about sheep and I remembered a really nice display I had seen at the Minnesota State Fair on wool production and sheep in general. I wonder if I would be able to provide for a wife and Kid's and still go into agriculture. I've been somewhat lead to believe that it's vary hard to survive financially with all these old family farms dissapearing. I hope I can make it work. That would be fun rasing sheep for a living. Mutton is expensive . . . It just might work. If anyone has any information on sheep farming please send it to me.
Thinking of Kaylene,
~ Rover Hashu
Yesterday was kinda scary. We had some vary severe storms come by and tore up the area. Trees were uprooted from the ground. Guess who I was thinking of the entire time. . . You guessed it, it was Kaylene. I was wondering where she was and if she was okay. I kept imaging the worst case scenario which was vary similar to the nightmares I've been having. I havn't heard anything so I don't think anyone got hurt.
Also yesterday I got an e-mail from Kripa Rose. She sent it to several people something about telling the differnce between guys who want to get in girls pants and guys who actually care about girls. Wonder what happened to make her write that up. Also wonder how she got my e-mail, not that I mind or anything but I don't remember giving it to her. *Rover Shurgs* I wouldn't mind getting more e-mail from other local people. *Wink*
Today we took my mom's cousins from ohio up to Lake Itasca to show them the headwaters of the Mississippi River. Missy slipped on a rock and the headwaters and fell in which was really funny. Unfortuneatly mom was juggling four camera's and didn't get a picture.
Had a little accident on the way home from Itasca. Was driving south on Highway 71 when I ran over one of those big square fans. Who the hell would leave a fan in the middle of a busy highway? Anyway we totaled the fan but the car was okay. Mom made us take it home to throw it away instead of leaving it on the side of the road. We where lucky it didn't damage the van.
G'd Night
Thinking of U,
Rover Hashu
So I guess I need to catch up. Don't remember when I last wrote. Schools been out for a few weeks. It's been hell. I don't really like summer this year. Nothing to do . . . no on to talk to . . . nobody important to be with . . . I've turned to TDZK and Guild Wars for any kind of socializing whatsoever except for sunday when I talk to aleksis.
But the bad part is Kaylene. I can't get her out of my head. (Not like I'm trying to or anything) I followed how she was doing in track through the newspaper but couldn't find out where they where. Next year I vow to go to every one I can.
I don't know anything. Is she still going out with Jake? I know I "like" her but do I "love" her? How can I tell the difference? I've never had someone in my head like this before. I'm always wondering what she's doing and how she's feeling. It's gotten so bad that I have nightmares that she's died and I'm always asking myself how I would respond. That bad ones are when I don't learn that she's died till a long time latter. Those just eat at your heart.
Since school I've seen her only once. That was last friday at "Relay for Life." I'm always checking every car that goes by looking for her. Weird isn't it. . .
Friday night was both good and bad. Kaylene saw me and we waved at each other but that was it. She was surrounded by friends. I'm really shy and I just couldn't make myself walk up to her and start talking. I so wanted to but I just couldn't. That was a huge blow to me.
Meh . . . my dogs whining and want's to get out so I'll let her out. It's like 11:05 PM so I probably should go to bed but I just had a bunch of caffiene so I'll go watch TV for awhile. Hopefully I'll write tommorow. So long . . .
~Rover
