Awww, you're a confused lost little anime lover aren't you? And you came here for help... that's really sweet but I'm not exactly a fountan of knowledge. If I get questions that I know the answers to (at least if those questions pretain to this site) I will post the answers here.

That's really more then you need to know, dear. To get one for free (so you can download my episodes via ftp) you go here: Cute ftp.