Things are gonna change so fast...Winter ~ Little Earthquakes

Those words have so many meanings to them.  When Tori sang them during her past tour...fans felt them like never before.  They saw in their eyes the events of the attacks on America.  I can say, from personal experience, those lyrics mean many things.  Mostly, my happiness.  Things are gonna change so fast...my marriage (that ended in divorce)...the death of my grandmother...and the abuse that I have felt over the years from my family and from those who felt they had to violate me. Tori Amos has been a musical therapist for me.  Not only have I become a dedicated fan of hers, I've seen things, I've heard things and felt things that I've never felt before.  That's why I became a RAINN hostess for the 2002 Fundraiser this year...and will try to continue year after year depending on the condition of my health.

Can't stop what's coming...can't stop what is on it's way....Bells For Her ~ Under The Pink
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Hi, my name is Karen Elizabeth Waters.  Most of you know me as Karen...in the music world, I go by my middle name, Elizabeth, in the Wiccan community, I�m known as Amethyst Rose Silver Moon.  And to top that...in the Tori world, better known as the Ears With Feet community, I�m known as Supernova Juice.  Wow, I know...I could make your head spin with all my names...sometimes, I wonder who I am myself. ;o)  I decided, after being a long and faithful dedicated EWF and a survivor still trying to cope with not only my past abuse, but my ongoing health problems, that it�s about time that this small town of mine needs a little RAINN.  For over a year now, I�ve been through some major mental heartaches, and I�m still trying to break free of these chains.  All the therapy and the constant changing of medications for depression, mood swings and anxiety attacks just haven�t been cutting it.  It�s about time I put my foot down and do it on my own or at least try to.  Gee, I feel like I making a political speech.  No, but seriously, not only have I been violated, but many women and children and even men have been violated against their will.  RAINN may not be able to send the troops out to our rescue, but they can be there when we need them, 24 hours a day.  Life is precious, even if it may seem terrible at times.  Even when those who we have turned to for help or tried to talk to have walked away or ignored us, someone out there will listen.  So, before you think that bottle of pills in that medicine cabinet is an easy way out or that butcher knife in the kitchen is sharp enough to kill the pain for good, think about it...call someone...if a friend or family member won�t listen, those at RAINN will.  That�s why RAINN is here! That�s why this fundraiser is here, so it can be here!  Don�t try and hide the pain and pretend it never happen because all it will do is destroy you in the end.  Forget those who won�t listen, even if they are your parents, or your brother or sister, or even your best friend in the whole wide world.  Unlock the silence!

RAINN Storms is my own little Tori Inspired Creations page created especially by me for you, where you can purchase clocks and iron-on�s.  All proceeds from your purchases will be donated to RAINN for the
2002 Happy Birthday Tori! RAINN Fundraiser! I will also keep this page updated with a little journal of minutes...or what I�m going to call Journal of RAINNdrops to let you know how my actual fundraiser here in Clearfield is doing.  Keep reading the Journal for updates as well as personal stories and other little things.  My other plans for the fundraiser are handing out RAINNbuckets.  Below is a sample of the graphic I designed to put on the coffee cans.  Tori's picture will actually be cut out and be placed at the top of the can in the back, so the words will be easily seen.  I'm using the 11 plus ounce cans.  The same size cans you see for other fundraisers such as the SPCA or American Cancer Society.
If you live in Clearfield and you�d like to help, or if you live in the area, please feel free to email me at [email protected] At that time, I�ll give you my home number so we can get together.  I do need volunteers to help pass out the RAINNbuckets.  As for the pages with my merchandise, they give you instructions on how to go about making your purchases.  If I come up with any more nifty ideas, I�ll add them.  I�ll continue adding new designs for the clocks and iron-on�s...as I come up with them, check on eBay for my items as well.  At this time, I can only accept payments by money orders and PayPal...but if you buy one of my items through eBay, I accept eBay payments.  Well folks, that's it for now.  This page is still under construction, so hang in there. 
And remember what I said, this is coming from a woman who understands what it feels like to be a victim,
if you feel you can't go to someone you know and talk about something private, call
1-800-656-HOPE
Don't try to take your own life, it's not worth it.  I have the scars to prove it.
RAINNdrops have fallen on this page since July 12, 2002
"RAINNdrops on pages..."
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Here's a banner I created for RAINN Storms, if you'd like to add it to your website, you have my permission to do so. And some other important banners to my sites as well as other sites.
With love, Karen.
"Write your tears in the RAINN Tears of Times...a guestbook or  journal for you..."
last updated on September 10, 2002 at 3:27pm eastern time
"Tears from the heart and soul..."
Above is a link to my guestbook.  It's just more than a guestbook...it's a journal...or rather a shortened version of one for you to sign letting me know what you think of the page or just to say a few words or share some thoughts and feelings that you or a friend have experienced.
"we'll see how brave you are..."  a personal friend's page
"Once upon a time is now...Emilie Autumn's official web site"
"is that what I taste, your supernova juice?"
"a sorta fairytale with Tori Amos...her official web site"
"Black Winged Roses a tori sTori V 3.0 ~ the Scarlet's Walk journals:"
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