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| Why do people driving down the interstate pass sign after sign that says their lane is ending and still ride that sucker down to the very end before trying to get over, often damn near running someone else who was smart enough to go ahead and get in the other lane off the road or into another car? |
| How stupid is the statement (made by a cop I know by the way) that if you aren't doing anything wrong then you shouldn't get nervous if a cop is riding behind you on the road? I don't care how good a driver you are if a pig is behind you all you are going to think about is "What is this bacon going to pull me over for?" You don't have to be doing anything wrong and they know it. Hell I'm sure some of them rely on the fact that just because they are behind you, you are going to do something stupid because you are so nervous. |
| Why, when people ask how are you are, do they get a weird look when you tell them? "HI I'm Amy and I'll be your sever tonight, How are ya'll doing?" ME " Hi Amy, I'm pretty damn tired and you are way to fucking perky for this time of night so just bring me a cup of coffee and leave me the fuck alone" Amy proceeds to stare wide eyed at me as she scurries to get my coffee, and then proceeds to ask if I would like anything else....yes she was blonde, so I reminded her that as I had already stated, NO I just wanted coffee and and for her to leave me the fuck alone. Still not getting it she says "are you sure?"... I'm pretty sure strangling a waitress for being annoying is illegal in this state but at that point in time, I was seriously considering it.... |
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| Why is it most people seem more willing to believe an obvious lie than to believe the obvious truth? Why do people take a liars word for anything? Why do so many people feel the need to lie like a rug in the first place? and WHY do I always seem to catch the shitty fallout from other people's lies? |
| I am so tired. I guess I'm what you call sick and tired. I'm tired of people I don't know talking shit about me and then getting mad at me when I call them on it. I'm tired of people I don't know believeing lies about me told by other people who don't know me. I'm tired of catching the shit from my ex-husbands lies. I'm tired of struggling to ignore the idiocy of the people around me. I'm tired of the day to day grind that never changes except maybe to get worse. I'm tired of business owners who'd rather pay untrained workers to do fucked up work just because it's cheaper than to keep trained personnel who do excellent work. I"m tired of spoiled kids throwing stupid fits. I'm tired of being a peacemaker. I'm tired of everything and everybody. I'm just tired. |
| Isn't it amazing how much you can miss little things? Like the sound of someone's voice, or their smile or even just the serious look they get on their faces when they are really concentrating on something? Isn't it also amazing how quickly you can start missing something when you know you aren't going to have it any more? I'm no longer seeing KN and I already miss him. Love sucks, especially when you still love someone but it's better for you both to be away from each other. |
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| Ever been really attracted to a guy so you get friendly with him just to find out that he doesnt want to mess up ya'lls friendship with sex? What he really means and doesn't have the balls to say is that you just aren't hot enough for him to want to fuck you, but otherwise yeah he likes you. Basically he gets all the girl attention he wants without having to actually do anything to keep you happy like he would if you were a "real" girlfriend. He gets the best of you sans sex and you get zilch. |
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| Texas Sucks big time. |
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