01.14.98

Sidewinders & Pall Malls…bad ass Dope ass Cute Fucking Red Head lapdance – titties so close I coulda licked em – red pussy in my face – bumping & gridning so hard on my left leg…but never hard on.  Ward by my side we chillin’ together ah yeah baby Alice in Chains – “Rooster”

“Here we come to snub the rooster.
AHHHH   YEEEAAAAAHHHHH
You know he ain’t gonna die!!”

Whetherhult is so fucking shitfaced  Stumbling back to his bunk right now…FG Now 0030 – 0130.  OK I can’t sleep anyway w/ all the talking & goofing going on – several just pillowed Beeson (actually it was Chappel) - -feathers all over the damn place.  Angerhauser is taking WH’s FG shift cuz WH is incapacitated.

The dancer had an ivy tattoo round her belly button & a ring – great ass & white white skin – decent sized tits cropped hair blue green eyes…I wanted to touch her so badly…
Highlight of the night that dance, for $20.00…

3 diff cabs =$20.  Sidewinders club, then Sun Spa ($80 for a handjob – I think Not scamming ho) Loaned Robinson & Mendoza both $40…no money to spend at Susie’s, the next stop, the next stop “home” no sucky, no pussy…tomorrow’s pass I’m heading to that strip club, then Susies for the works…Commissary, Main PX for teddy bears Mom & Jus…

AH got $90 Bobby at Sun Spa, nutted 2x – good man he didn’t get scammed.  Mathews, Mendoza, & Navarro at Susie’s…

Ngatcha freaked at SW and ran out w/o his lapdance that Nav covered for…

Cabbies giving advice & stories – interesting night…

“Can I graduate!
Can I get my punk ass off the street?”
(Band=?)

Flying to SC Friday – bus to Lawton Airport at 0645…hit Columbia at 1430 – hit the city, club, booze, cigs, show?  Report Jan 16…Alpha Company AG BN
(Reception I believe…)

13:08 on the run I found out exact on the docs being carried to SC – Ft. Jackson…Out processing.
158 lbs I am just weighed.

So this is it – the last day I spend here in Oaklahoma – last day I ever see so many ppl I feel I’ve known all my life now…Carpenter also – he failed his PT run – going to FTB & starting w/ a diff AIT class probably…

“When you’re strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you’re strange
No one remembers your name”  Doors

I’ve been a strange man most of my life, doing odd things and saying private inside jokes to strangers, quoting odd phrases:

 ‘In the room woman come and go/speaking of Michaengelo” TSE

“Faith is a fine invention
For gentleman in need
But microscopes are prudent
In an emergency” ED

But soon it all begins anew, new home, new faces, new friends.  Maybe women, shows, drunken stupos even.  Maybe even sex – though that is on tomorrows agenda.  Being around so many men, typical lusty men, looking for pussy, my ideals have changed a bit.  I’m eager to get some action now, and too tired of waiting for a love I don’t see on the near horizon.  I was actually in a whorehouse four hours ago, a shit fine lapdance four & ½ hours ago…
She had a beautiful face & smile too…laughing w/ her friend on Ward about it too…

I got Rob’s $ back, but Mendoza has to wait till AIT – hope I get it…I trust him, just not necessarily the possibility of further contact…