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Girly

Ok, so you may be asking yourself, how can you be girly and transgendered. Well, think of it this way; from a male perspective I am feminine. I have been brought up and socialized as a female and have always had to see things from a female perspective. This is the environment that I have been raised in. I am also sensitive, I have a spritual side that usually only girls have, I am commited to my beliefs and all of those other attributes that make me girly (i am not trying to say that men don't have some of these attributes either). Also, I am still female to most of my family, so I kind of have to act the part. Although if you look at me it does not seem that way at all. I guess I have a female heart and a semi-female mind. Also, I want people to see me as a female sometimes.

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This has to be one of the easiest things to explain about me. Well, easy for me to explain, but probably alot harder for you to understand. Let me put it this way, if you are female, what makes you feel like a female? If you are a male, then what makes you feel like a male?
I think of myself as a guy inside of a female body, It is like a desire. I want people to see me as a male sometimes, and since I am only starting to find most of this out about myself, I am sill not completely sure how far I want to go. Yes, I do want to start binding (and I have), but I don't know if I could ever have surgery. Steriotypically I look like a guy and I act like a guy. Ever since my hormones started to move I have liked girls, I don't think that there has ever been a time that I have ever looked at a guy in a sexual way. I realized that this was something different then the majority of people when I was 14 and ever since then I have been learning about myself. It wasn't until a few months ago that I came to realize that I truly feel like a boy inside. It has always been there now that I think about it, but it is not something that I decided to look at about myself. And now I wish that I would have faster. I have no regrets about how I have lived my life so far because I would not have the knolwedge and experience that I have, but I hope to change my way of life in the future.

I guess I am just in between. I want to be seen as neither male nor female. I am ME and I want people to look at me for me and not a gender or sex.