Angst
poems by quicksylver
enigmatic, mildly disturbing...depressing
angst in love...not in love cause more angsty.
Epiphany
you know the exact measure
to hurt me. you know me
inside and out
we are like the same being
first you say you love me
and pledge your undying fealty
then you brand my heart with pain
your eyes show me you enjoy it
i threaten to leave
i scoop up my things and flee
but you catch me at the door
and entrap me in your strong embrace
you kiss me with tender lips
and touch me with gentle fingers and aplolgize profusely, tears on your cheek
and as always, like a fool i beleive
but now to you my dearest one
i say , no more!
no pain, no tears, no childish fears
to bind me to you
my eyes are dry, my heart
toughened over time
my mind is wise to you
find some one else to hurt
you are nothing to me now.
How do I love you?
how do i love you?
she askes, her skirt flowing
ripped and bloody
in the cold dark wind
a single tear rolled
down a mud streaked cheek
her eyes, glassy orbs
as one who has seen much of life
her delicate hands
cut by barb and broken glass
once held porcelin dolls
now equipt with knives and guns
her feet, once smooth
now torn by the harsh world
across the barren land she went
holding purpose in her heart
her hair once golden
now limp like dead grass
a broken china doll
she goes on
how do i love you?
more than life
with my heart, my soul
never again to be separated by fate.
Is this a dream?
is this a dream?
i pray not
for to dream the end of love
is not a foretelling of reality
ah, this i must accept
the gem thought perfect
now flawed and crack'd
and crumbles like new founded pastry
how perfect your visage
you hand or foot or heart
or any other part of a man's body
their momeries are mine forever
shall i live and learn
and love again
or join the pits of crying women
wailing with grief for lover's lost
is this destiny's toy?
to be like a binary star
trapped in each other's orbit
close but never again to touch
** i was studying Shakespeare
at the time...sweatdrop.
some just plain angsty...
Pretty Girl
pretty girl
hair like spun gold
skin like silk
smile like the sun
pretty girl
clear pretty eyes
and a pretty smile
laugh like soft breeze
pretty girl
voice like a song
everyone loves
to hear her
pretty girl
fall in love
light of his life
heart of his heart
pretty girl
hollow inside
waiting for fullness
togetherness
pretty girl
tired of waiting
pining away
pretty girl.
No name ( got a taste of death too.)
make it stop
she shouted, over the din
make it end, she cried
tears from her eyes flowed down
the agony of it, the burden
of unbearable pain
to beg, to scream, to plead
nothing helps
the cuse of ages, all hope
of redemption gone
once more she pleaded
please make it stop
resolve set in, she made her choice
no longer will her voice go unheard
even if it continues forever
she will never feel the pain
the earth her final comfort
yet it still goes on.
some...well
Sorrow
sorrow
it is a pit
dark and endless
overwhelming
i fell it cling to me
like a dark, heavy robe
i tryt to take it off
in vain, it weighs me down
i scramble up the side
looking up i see the light
iat the top
the sides are too smooth
they look at me
pity anger sympathy
i see on their faces
they make me cringe
i feel nothing
outside my body
close, but not to touch
the world
i became useless
depressed indifferent
i care for nothing
nothing is what i am.
help me i cry
silent tears
and silent screams
lost forever.
Alone
alone
alone at last
dripping into an endless sea
darkness
embraces me like a lover
surrounds me, calling, sing my name
come, it says
silence
thick, deafening
peace in it's wake
it makes me think
laughter
so far, echoes in my ears
i want it too. it teases me
fading away
work, think do
so many things, so little time
where does it go?
where does my life go?
immagination
my good friend, a thought
takes to far away
but cannot save your life
alone con't
words
everywhere, nowhere
all words
no true meaning
love
what is it?
a look a kiss
what?
regret
burns me like a flame
what if...what if
nothing in place
rest
rest is good, yet bed
solitude sanctuary
from unhappiness
this
is what i have
it is mine
Thank you God
end
so abrupt, so final
never more
to continue
**oh my...what was i thinking?
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