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March 4, 2002 Monday

Bluh. Another night at work. Not much is going on. I put in an application for a job at Walgreens. Meh. Haven't been up to anything too exciting I guess, just sorta hanging around, which is fine. I wanted to start killing things a few nights ago. My mom isn't going to let Lilly come down and stay with us over my spring break because she doesn't want Lilly to miss school, like that should be her fucking decision, she's such a control freak. Like you didn't know that already. What's even more lame than that is she thinks she's being rational about everything. Makes me feel so violent. Anyway, this is stupid. I'm going to stop writing now.
~blue

March 9, 2002 Saturday

imagination melon. imagine dreams. happiness, clouds. hop skip and a jump away from stabbing needles and plastic toenails. flowers in your eyes. too young to be real. too far away now. only in midnight dreams, in guilt. run. scissors. black feathers. raindrop raven. *oh, just shut up you're only sixteen* i hate regrets, even other people's regrets. "write about the mud puddle rather then the rainstorm" i don't know where that quote is from. my back hurts. but it's okay. *sneeze* *is numb* yeah.

FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE FUCKING WHORE SHE WAS A FUCKING WHORE
~billy corgan

fuck. fuck. fuck. ha. fuck. you know i think sugar is as addicting as cigarettes. *eats an oreo cookie* sugar is good.

*chews fingers short*

what?

"ask yourself why" ~jones soda cap. i like crushed melon, it tastes like starburst candy

*miles and miles of perfect skin, i swear i do i fit right in*
~the cursed courtney love

she is such a bitch

i am so happy. fuck you.

"and i weep, at your feet, and it rains and rains"

sunday, what the fuck good is sunday worth?

*what if what is isn't true, what are you going to do?* ~billy

haha, who reads any of this.
~blue?

March 18, 2002 Monday

Happy Birthday Billy Corgan!!!!! (a day late) You're gettin to be an old man (35) okay, so I'm kidding. You've got nothin to worry about you're still damn sexy.

So how was everyone's St. Billy's Day......er....St. Patrick's Day, hey billy's middle name is Patrick....anyway, hope you all didn't get too wasted. I didn't.

Spring break is coming soooooooon! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

I plan on........well i don't know what i plan on. Hopefully having fun. :) I am staying in town. No Orcas this year. This summer I plan to go back for a while though, hopefully at least a month. I dunno though, if I get a job I may have to stick around so I can move out. Yaaay, moving out=happy good fun. My mom says I either have to get a full time job, go to school full time, or go live with my dad this summer. But meh, hopefully I can move out. I hope all you lovely people are doing well!
~Blue