Well it's been a while since I was last here. It seems to me that Summer is generally a quiet time for Purple - I guess she goes on her holidays or something - not that she ever truly disappears more like she takes a real back seat and doesn't really show her face. I wonder why it always seems to happen over Summer ?
Anyway she's back now thats for sure I can feel a bit a major league phase coming on and I mean major. Body hair has gone again - bar the legs as there might still be a few shorts days left or maybe swimming, I ain't got the bottle to go to the pool with shaven legs, it feels like abit of a major advert you know ? and while I'm not ashamed of who I am it's not something I wanna announce to all and sundry. A bit like my tattoos : I like being able to choose who sees them - knickers and nighties are everyday things and I'm only feeling really at ease when I've got my tits on which is a new development in that for the first time I'm feeling more true with female features than without. Looks like I've moved another notch along a line somewhere. Still I'm moving ever more firmly entrenched in my view about never losing my cock. Aside from the fact that I can't imagine wanting to be a full time woman I really got off on the Shemale vibe - is it a contradiction in terms to think of a girly cock ? 'cos thats i'm seeing things lately: my cock feels right smooth, hair free and caressed by satin & lace, surely a non masculine image ? And thats me right now not a male or female but shemale thats my form of sexual expression and I'm not feeling masculine at all but much more passive and receiving than I've ever felt before.
Had a bit of a shopping spree as well lately : �58.00 in Marks 7 Sparks undies department, �125.,00 at littlewoods on boots, tops, nighties & a body. Still want more of course, I need more skirts and make up and I been thinking about hip-shapers too. ( note to self: you are out of tit tape !) Oh and I got ripped off by the Avon lady ! Got a catologue thru' the door, ordered and paid for some cleanser, face mask, facial cleanser and a body mask bit never got the body mask - Bitch ! never trust the Avon lady she's the spawn of Satan out to con all innocent trannies everywhere : kill all members of this evil cult on sight, take no prisoners!
What else ? Something that occured to me after one spliff too many, it's probably not surprising that it's difficult to meet other tv's/admirers or whatever that you really click with 'cos mostly there's only the one shared interest in common after all it's hard enough to find real friendship in the general scheme of things so how much more difficult is it gonna be in a somewhat more niche market ?
Oh yeah, I came out to another friend the other week. She's an ex who got in touch a while back and we've been seeing a bit of each other (not romantically) and I figured that if someones gonna be a friend then they need to know so I told her albeit cowardlt by bringing up Eddie Izzard and that saying "thats me!" (funny how i still can't actually say the words I'm A Transvesite , seems they just wont come out) She was totally cool about it and wants to see me dressed and maybe she will, maybe not, dunno yet.
That's it for now, at least it's got me back here in cyberspace again.
Take Care
x
Here we are again then, didn't take long this time did it ? Told you it was back big time didn't I ? Had a stupid major fit of jealousy earlier on down in Safeways. I was just picking up a few beers and 2 girls came in to the fag counter, on their way to a fancy dress party both of them were glorious in red satin and black lace dresses - very french can-can/moulin rouge showgirl: Fuck me but how jealous was I ? I WANNA DO THAT !!!!!! There I feel better now I've got that off my chest.
I got an email from someone telling me off for not replying to her earlier email and then having the front to whine about the difficulty in making new tv friends. Now in my defence I've been offline for a while but I have a sneaky suspicion that I deleted it cos it was from someone I didn't know and as a well indoctrinated good techno citizen therefore assumed it was loaded with a killer virus which would destroy the world. All this despite firewall, virus guard, email scanner blah blah blah. But the real worrying thing is that if it's that easy to deny contact thru the anonymous medium of the internet how easy is it to do that in the real world and often do we do that ? How many potential contacts do we cut off thru' this constant capitulation to a unseen unknown fear ?
Anyway onto something much more uplifting and groovy. i went to the Beautiful Days Festival this year - and for those who don't know Organised by The Levellers, music festival in gorgeous Devon small scale and truly alternative in ethos.- and it was so utterley beautiful just perfect but the thing that might make you smile was there was this stall called Fairy Wonderland (?) which was basically a supermarket for all things fairy, spangly, sparkly, bright,fluffy, girly and gorgeous: skirts, wings, bits & pieces, wands you name it ! so the festival site was doted with these wonderful flighty fairy creatures dancing about aged from about 2 - 60 ! Just brilliant.
Night then
x
