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OK so you have decided to enter good job! NOW i own you ... if you are checking this out cause you want to get to know me TRUST it isnt worth it I am a bitch and have an issue keeping the friends I have now ! if you are here cause I know you and you thought you would come see what I have been working on dont tell me it sux I already know that shit tell me why it does and what the hell I fucked up on cause I know there is something so what is it huh huh huh ! |
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Let me walk you through the world that I currently stay in You can take a look around and tell me if im mistaken you can even talk to everybody that I live with maybe you could tell me why everybody's so distant is it me or maybe when I look around daily I dont even know the people I can put my trust in lately people that I used to hang wit now there actin to different im still the same person why doesnt anybody listen can somebody please just explain to me what happened to the way that we always said wed be right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through and I am losin hope |
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let me walk in through the world that I currently live in not a think is forgotten not a thing is forgiven nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but nobody can take the blame for thier own mistakes so what do you do when somebody lets you down and you wanna say somethign butyou cant cause thier not around inside you think they know the extent of the pain but they wont even admit it theat they weree the one to blame can somebody please just explain to me what happened to the way that we always said we'd because right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I go through and I am losin hope
You know you dont know what goes on in this life unless you know the streets I came from the gettho and no matter how much you can take your self out of the ghetto you can never take th the ghetto oout of you !
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I cant stop thinkin thinking about sinkin sinkinf down into my bed I call my mother she's just a cunt now she said I am sick in the head she said you aint special so who you trying to fool dont try to give me a line but I cant stop thinking about seein ya one more time but I already left you and your better off left behind
Talk to me softly theres something in your eyes dont hang your head in sorrow and please dont cry I know how you feelinside Ive been there before somethings chaning in side you and dont you know
Give me a whisper and give me a sigh give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye dont take is so hard now and please dont take it so bad I'll still be thinking of you and the times we had
this is a link to AJ's page ! |
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Ok well if you know me then you know I have a daughter and she is my world I love her with all my heart and soul I adore being a mommy ! There is nothing that I wouldnt do for my peanut! Airyanna Jade ( I know it is pretty you dont have to tell me that shit I also have some pages going of just picutures I am still working on the link just click one of the above fairies they will bring you to the same place below is the link to AJ's page and a page with me and her bare with me this thing will all be offical once I am done if you know me then you also know that I can wirte I will post someof my poems up here once I get the chance ! |
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I am a lil bit of lonliness
A lil bit of disregrad
a handfull of complaints
and I cant help the fact
that every one can see these scars
I am what I want you to want
what i want you to feel
but its like
no matter what I do
I cant convinse you
to just belive this is real
so I let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that I'm not
but I'll be here cause your all that I got. |
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