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| OK well if you know me then you know my ultimate taltent is writing here i am going to share some of my works with you if you like let me know if you think that things could be improved let me know I am always looking for a critic thank you for taking the time to read in advance! |
| I have a wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can�t reach in You can�t reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can�t see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again So brick by brick this wall will break As love replaces every ache This wall has fallen and I am free But some of the debris is still Deep inside of me |
| You can't see behind my eye's , what really lies beneath it all.
You don't know when I cry or when I'm afraid. you can't see the Real Me, Because I try to hide my face. I hide in the corner where its all black and gray, where everyone's afraid to go and would rather just stay away. They think I'm jut a girl who wants nothing to do with anyone. But Really do they know what's going on. I hide in my corner and in the rain and cry my eyes out so no one sees my pain. People act like they care, but they really don't . they make up jokes and think I don't know . The pain really hurts only if they knew. But they don't because, I just refuse. I can't help but have all this pain. Which will make me remain the same. Huddled up in my little black and gray corner , All alone Again. But I guess that's just where I'll stay. |
| Green grass, Blue skies
Sick people, Sad goodbyes Dark days, Empty nights People dying, Violent fights Frightened kids, Scared moms Divorced parents, Lost bonds Starving children, bloodthirsty thugs Innocent victims, Kids with drugs Devil worshippers, Constant crime Shot of a gun, nothing is fine Confused youth, careless adults Child abuse, countless faults Selling drugs, peer pressure Spreading AIDS, prostitute pleasure Daily abduction, victims of rape So much pain, Few ever escape Turning to suicide, Ending a life Psycho path killers, Blade of a knife Agony of loss, A broken heart Painful love, Being ripped apart Homeless people, The joy of hurting A love child, So many uncertain Pregnant teens, Unstoppable STD's Ashamed heritage, So many wannabes Sibling hatred, Dangerous obsessions Opinionated critics, Unwanted suggestions Killing family, Betraying friends As today begins, Yesterday ends Hopeless tomorrow, Doubtful future Destroying the mind, Sickening humor Never-ending sickness, Too much disease Does it ever stop? Someone tell me please Animal torture, A newborns cry Abandoned infants, Do we even try? Sleeping around, Simply for lust Deceitful lovers, Losing all trust Breaking the law, Getting away Courtroom injustice, It's the victims who pay Who is wrong? Who is right? Criminals admired? Have we lost sight Broken families, Few who pray The doubtful outlook, Getting by each day Forgotten morals, Money hungry fools Disgraceful greed, Those who use So many questions Yet so few answers The wanting to know Happens much faster When did it happen? How did it start? Who is to blame.. For letting our world fall apart? |
| I want to help you
I can see ur grief tell me what you want so i can provide relief I reach out so far but I cant feel ur touch I wish you could see that I love you so much you complain that you ryhme but its a gift you posess and with words alone my soul you caress I think that you think that I dont think of you alot but I do assure you all I have of you is thought |
| This is my favorit linkin park shit and it describes me to the fullest I am sure you all know it but I had to put it here. I am a lil bit of lolieness a lil bit og disregard a handfull of complaints but I cant help the fact that everyone can see these scars I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel but its like no matter what I do I cant convince you to just believe this is real so I let go watching you turn your back like you always do face away and pretend that I am not but I will be here cause your all that I got |
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| if you only new what was in my heart
if you only new how much weve grown apart if you only knew what I kept inside if you only hears all that I know I hide if you only smelt the essence of my soul iif you only smelt how much ur love grows old if you only saw what you did to me if you only saw all that I could be if you only felt what I felt for you if you only felt what you put me through if you only felt what what you put me through if you only tasted the love of my tounge if you only tasted the love you hung if only you knew maybe you would see if only you new how happy I could be |