| I've always treasured both of them. Love both of them deeply & till now, it remains. Regardless of their breed or sizes or age, i've always adore both of them equally. And I do know they loved me as deeply too. Days when they were around were just too wonderful for me to deserve. The looks of overjoy when they saw me coming home, times when they sat by me quietly while i was rushing through my assignments & the kissings i get when i hugged them, that was the best days of my entire life. I know I won't live to regret but yet, right now, I regret deeply not to say how deeply I love them when i had the chances to, why did i not kiss them goodnight before going to sleep each passing days they were with me & how did i managed to let them drifted so apart from me. So faraway that I can't even see them anymore. Maybe not anymore during this life. I miss them badly. But can they hear me? Will they understand it? I've been grieving for months i've not counted though I know it'll do no help at all. But tell me what can i do other than that? The only two that can once deprived me from pain are now causing so much pain in me. The pain inflicted on me are far too much fot me to endure. I love Collar & Totto. Where are you both? |
