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march 2004 tuesday - march 30th, 2004 updates: 1. i passed my Canfitpro,practical exam!! whoo-hoo!! 2. went for my pre-op exam on Monday. looks like i'll be going in for surgery at 9am, which lasts for 1.5 hrs, then they keep me for another 3hrs. probably won't leave the hospital until after 2/3pm. also, i can't have anything to eat after midnight Monday or after the surgery. they say i won't be hungry, anyway, after the surgery. we'll see... 3. me and bub, are me and bub again. love him. working on saving for the house! friday - march 26th, 2004 yeah! my practical exam for the Canfit pro certification, is scheduled for this Sunday. i'm teaching an Athletic Training class. i'm nervous. scared that i'll mess up big time. but confident, too. i'm a good teacher, and as long as i keep it simple and take my time, i'll do fine. oh. bub (i guess i can call him that again), asked me to 'marry him'. i put that in quotes, because i'm not the typical girl that sits, waiting around for her boyfriend to 'pop the question'. and we've been going out for years, so it's something we've discussed alot. but it's a little surprising now, because for one, we're supposed to be on a 'break' and seemed to be doing well with that concept, and now this. so i gave him a 'conditional' yes. i'm not sure if he's serious, or is just thinking that to go out and find another person that he loves, trusts, knows is a good person, etc, is too hard and that he doesn't want to 'waste', what we've had together. beside, maybe i want to explore. i had said that i wouldn't be running out to find someone one, but, the idea of dating again, is starting to appeal to me. (i saw the really cute Fed-ex driver again, yesterday. he's not our regular guy, so i don't know his name, but i wouldn't mind, possibly, seeing if he'd want to 'go out'.) don't have a fit bub, if you're reading this. love you! wednesday - march 24th, 2004 taught an Intromediate Lo-Impact class, last night. it went ok. they seemed to enjoy it. my cd threw me off, though. i didn't like how it sped up really fast. not good for doing combos. i'm teaching a Basic No-Bounce on saturday, so i think i'll just freestyle, and do simple combo's. i'm trying out a new out-fit today. a skirt i got at Costa Blanca, that actually fits me (a size large there, is like a small, anywhere else). i'm wearing it with a plain long sleeve brown top and a belt, as an accessory! i only ever wear belts to actually hold my pants up, so this is new for me. it's a little funky. i'm trying to work on getting more outfits together. friday - march 22nd, 2004 monday, again. haven't talked/emailed to Shel in awhile. And I haven't talked to Sen. I should give them both a call. did i mention i'm having my gall bladder removed? the operation is scheduled for april 6th. i'm anxious to get it over with, so i can eat fat (in moderation and the occasional Cinnabon) with out worrying that my gall bladder will explode. soccer tonight. late game, 10:45. and oh!, i drove Curtis' car this week-end. we went out for wings on saturday night (which went really well, as us just being friends. and he let me drive home. it wasn't as hard as i thought. the only hard part really, is getting moving from a full stop and then remembering to change gears. he is a good teacher! friday - march 16th, 2004 end of the week. i feel good this morning. tired and a little sore, but good. i taught a body blast (weight training) class last night. i worked them hard. and then i took the cardio pump (an interval/weight training) class after. i worked very, very hard. going again tonight. just aerobics. then i'm teaching again on sunday. another weight training/cardio class. no plans this weekend. my dad wants to see 'The Passion of the Christ', so maybe we'll make it. i was thinking. tuesday - march 19th, 2004 aww... it's tuesday. yesterday was good. went to the gym, had some fun. talked to bub. actually, he saved me a $100! also, we talked more about our 'break'. he's scared to lose me, but at the same time, want's to see what else is out there, 'cause he's not sure i'm the one. i understand. i really do. of course i don't want to lose him. he had come by the other night and told me he missed me and needed me. which i love. but i still want him to be sure, i'm the one. so this year will be interesting. i really have to get some more friends. i'm very un-social. i'm too much of a loner. somethings wrong with my archive pages, and i can't figure out what it is! help! saturday - march 13th, 2004 it's been awhile. i haven't had a chance to go on-line since i started working. i did take the mat leave position. i like it a-lot. the people are nice. it's a small office. it's close to home. i actually wake up in the mornings at 6am, refreshed. make my breakfast, if you can believe it. and still have time to study spanish for a 1/2 hour, before i leave at 7:20 to catch my bus that gets me to work for 7:45! working close to home, rocks! now, only if i had a car..... also, i've re-committed to losing 25lbs. the whole not being able to eat fat thing, because of my gall bladder helps. but i was still eating too much sugar. so i've stopped that. i've got a chart in excel at work, where i type in everything i eat and the cals, so that i make sure i don't go over a specific amount and to ensure that i eat enough. so i'm eating more fruit's and those mini carrots are addicting! good to munch on. so my main goal right now is to just eat good, exercise daily and save, save, save! so thing's i've crossed off my to do list: -Can-fit pro exam. i did it and i passed! who-hoo! now i have to schedule the practical. -Finished reading The Alchemist it was okay. all about finding your Personl Legend which is what i've been trying to do. figure out what i'm meant to do. the book talks about how you have to at least try. if you know what your dream is and don't try, then you will regret it. well, i'd try, if i knew what it was. the book also talks about being afraid to try, when you do know what your Personal Legend is. maybe, i know what it is, but i'm afraid of failing, and therefore i'm actually obscuring my dream, from my-self. (if i'm being verbose, chalk it up to 'Dawson's Creek'). i'm going to read it again. i wouldn't say that it is the best written book (maybe that's because it's a transalation from Spanish), but the message is good. and about 'Dawson's Creek'. i got a little hooked on that while i was off. i discovered that it came on at 11am during the weekdays and it's also on 7am to 9am on saturday mornings! my friend Dorena used to always watch it, but i, at the time, thought it was ridiculous, and had 'Buffy', so didn't bother. oh my gosh. it's so hilarious. these 14 and 15 year old kids, that talk (or should i say gesticulate), with such maturity and complicated big words. it cracks me up! they constantly reference things such as Shakespeare. Pacy, while in a cell with the rest of the gang (they got caught at in illegal party), in response to something Joey has uttered, says something to the effect of, "i'm merely the greek chorus, here but to observe and repeat what is heard". god, i remember that from high school, when studying Hamlet or something! it's great stuff! journal archives: jan feb ap |