Isn't it Obvious?
Chapter 18
...Closer and closer until their lips met.  It was soft but rough at the same time.  For both it was complete bliss.  The feel of eachothers lips sent them on a rocket to heaven.  Madison couldn't think.  She couldn't believe this was happening, she had thought about it quite a bit but never assumed it to become reality.  Then one thing came to mind: Marie. She pushed Justin away. 

"Justin we can't" Madison said.
Why do I have to be so God damned noble!?!?! she asked herself.

"Oh God Madison I'm sorry it was just-" Justin started before she cut him off.

"Don't worry about it" Madison said "Just let's not say anything about it and we can forget about it" No I can't!! They both thought at the same time (it's fiction people i know people don't normally think things at the same time but work with me here.)

"Umm... Ok" Justin said.  All of a sudden their night that had begin wonderfully turned awkward. 

"Things are gonna be weird not huh?" Madison asked not looking at him.

"No, They don't have to be." Justin said quietly. 

"Maybe we should go home" Madison said.

"Ok" They walked to the car.   They drove in silence until they reached their houses.  Madison quickly got out of the car, she felt like soon she would burst with tears gushing her eyes.

"Thanks Justin" She said quietly

"You're welcome"

"I'll see you later" She said and turned around.  She quickly walked in her door and as soon as the door was shut tears poured down her face.

"Why can't i just have him?" She asked herself outloud through sobs. 

"Madison, you're here" Madison looked up to see Jaime standing in front of her.

"What's wrong Maddy?" Jaime asked concerned.

"JJ he kissed me" Madison said the words and thoughts only made her cry harder.

"What? When? Where?" Jaime asked pulling Madison to sit on the couch.

"He kissed me... Today... like not even an hour ago... at crystal bay carnival. He said he wanted to go so i went with him, well i didn't know where i was going so i just went with him and that's where he took me.  JJ that's where we first ever said 'I Love you' " Madison finished everything she said was barely understandable because of the sniffing and sobbing. Jaime didn't know what to say.  She just hugged her,  and honestly it was what Madison needed.

"It was so wonderful, Jaime" Madison said after a while.

"What was?" Jaime asked confused.

"his lips, his touch, the kiss everything being with him!" Madison said. "I want him Jaime. Why did I have to be an idiot and leave. I was a stupid wimp."

"Madison listen to me" Jaime said roughly.  She pushed madison away from her and made her sit up. "He obviously still loves you if he kissed you.  Think about it.  He's engaged but he kissed you" madison sat there and thought. Was it possible?

"But Jaime he's getting married for crying out loud, doesn't anyone understand that. Am I the only one that actually cherishes the communion of Marriage?" Madison asked frusterated.

"Maddy, we all cherish it but not when it's someone you don't love" Jaime said.

"So what are you saying he doesn't love Marie?" Madison asked confused.

"I'm not saying he doesn't love her he just probably doesn't love her like he loves you.  Believe it or not there is a difference." Jaime said.

"Yeah i understand the difference.  But if he doesn't love her like that WHY THE HELL IS HE MARRYING HER?!?! why isn't he marrying ME!!" Madison asked even more frusterated.

"Because you were gone this whole time and he needed to move on! We didn't think you were gonna come back, and to tell you the truth i was the one who set him up with Marie!" Jaime said loudly.  Madison was speachless.

"Yeah Maddy i set him up with Marie.  You were gone for 3 years! 3 years! That's a long time he needed to move on.  Marie helped him and he must have thought you weren't coming back either because he proposed to her and now they're getting married.  So stop complaining because you yourself are the root cause of all your problems!" Jaime said. Madison didn't know what to say.  She was speechless once again.

"I know it is my fault" Madison whispered and started to cry again.

"Maddy i'm sorry but you just needed to know that." Jaime said

"I know. I deserved it.  Jaime can you go? I kind of wanna be alone right now." Madison said.

"Ok i'll see you later" Jaime said getting up."and Madison please don't do something stupid"  She walked out the door.
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Justin stepped into his large house, he was greeted by Prince licking his hand. "

"You want dinner don't you?" Justin asked remembering Prince hadn't eaten yet.  He went to the kitchen and grabbed some of Prince's food that was in the pantry, he slowly opened it and carefully poured it in the bowl, then set it down for Prince.

Justin wearily sat down on the table and watched Prince.  Jeez women are crazy Justin thought I love Madison, but I love Marie too, Jeez this is so confusing.  Why can't someone just tell me who i'm supposed to be with? Justin sighed then someone popped in his head: Molly.  She had always been the right person to talk to. He grabbed the phone and quickly dialed the Kirkpatrick residence (it was on speed dial so i guess he didn't dial but whatever you know what i mean)

"Hello?" Chris answered the phone.

"Hey Chris man is Molly around?" Justin asked not stopping to chit chat.

"Yeah" Chris said with no intention so far of giving Molly the phone.

"Well can I talk to her?"

"Why you wanna talk to my woman?" Chris asked acting like one of those overprotective husbands but in reality he didn't care, it was just Justin.

"Come on Chris please just let me talk to her" Justin whined.

"You wants some cheese with that whine? Ok here she is"Chris said.

"Hey Justin what's up?" Molly's voice rang through the telephone.

"Hey Molly I need some advice." Justin said.

"And you called me?" Molly asked.

"Yeah well you're good at this stuff you're a mom" Justin said.

"Ok whatever Justin what is it?" Molly asked with a laugh.

"I'm completely confused, and i need help" Justin said.

"we know you do Justin" Molly joked.

"MOLLY! Work with me here I'm serious" Justin said frusterated.

"Ok Sorry. Can you explain to what everything is about?" Molly asked all of a sudden turning serious when she realized he was.

"It's Madison and Marie." Justin after a deep breath.

"Oh umm what about them?"

"I don't know which one to choose, there's Marie and sweet and perfect one or Madison the... i don't know she's just Madison." Justin started. "She's perfect" he whispered.

"So let me get this straight you're stuck between choosing Madison or Marie?" Molly asked.

"YES!" Justin said.

"Ok well why did you suddenly start thinging of Madison again?" Molly asked.

"I didn't all of a sudden start thinking of Madison.  There isn't a time when I don't think of her.  And I kissed her tonight and it was wonderful but completely confusing.  I think i'm going crazy here!" Justin said.

"Justin you aren't going crazy... You kissed Madison?" Molly asked with a smile, which he obviously couldn't see.

"Yeah I mean we went to Crystal Bay Carnival because I at least wanted to be her friend so we were talking and I kissed her." Justin explained.

"Did she kiss you back?" Molly asked.

"Yes! She did! But then she said how we couldn't kiss or be together because it was wrong because of Marie!!" Justin said.

"Ok Justin, just calm down." Molly started

"I am calm" Justin said (he was yellin' like a maniac he was not calm)

"Ok fine.  I can't make this decision for you Justin it's too huge it'll affect your whole life because if i tell you to go with Marie you'll be wanting Madison all your life and if i tell you to go with Madison you might be wanting Marie back" Molly said. "I think you should think about it think of all the reasons why you love each of them, there has to be something about them that you love.  So Justin don't worry now you'll pick soon." Molly said.

"BUT I'M SUPPOSED TO GET MARRIED NEXT MONTH!!" Justin said.

"Well it looks like you have less than a month to decide now don't you?" Molly said. "Justin don't worry let it go and you'll see what happens. Just follow your heart. I have to go Kaela has to go to bed. I'll talk to you later ok?"

"Ok Mols thanks for listening, and please don't tell anyone about this." Justin said.

"Ok bye" Molly said and hung up.  Justin was left with nothing but a dial tone and some quite useful advice. What do I love about each of them? Justin asked himself.

          He slowly walked up to his room.  He sat on his bed and looked out the window.  He looked over at Madison's house. He saw her in her room sitting on the bay window, he watched her she appeared to be crying and at the moment he realized it his heart broke. 
Why can't I be with her? Justin thought and lay down in his bed to go to sleep.

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