(MaY!)




May 23, 2002

Let me first start off by saying I HATE YOU ALL (grrr) and today was a very shitty day, where's a gun? ... The end turned out nicely, a show... yay. Just what any Thursday night needs... and I take pride in knowing about it and going instead of all the losers who think it's tomorrow and are going to be left in the cold, bwa ha ha ha ha. Lets see, my day started off by losing a contact lense and having to wear my ugly ass glasses to school (booo)... I had planned to dress up in my new shit from VV's (plaid shirt, spiderman shirt, mmmm) but felt like shit because I then somehow managed to really hurt myself comming into my bedroom. I got into a large fight with my aunt this morning, and then got yelled at by my mom for not getting along... and then when I left the room so she wouldn't see me cry she got even more pissed and told me it would be better if I bottled my emotions up because I'm too hard to handle. Mr. Dudridge AND Mr. Cowling both lectured me for being late and having attitude problems... I hate the LA room, I'm in there because I was kicked out of class, NOT BECAUSE I SUCK AT SCHOOL DOUCHEBAG. They always treat me like I need everything spelled out, the shit they were getting mad at me for today was fine, it's just later on Cowling was hovering and kept asking constantly if I needed help when I was writting a letter... pffffff.... I don't know, nothing bad actually happened, like dying... just my whole mind set was crushed and I felt as if I were slowly being ripped apart. Everyone seemed to be getting pissed off... at me. BLEH. I was taking the regular stupid jokes seriously and getting upset if someone looked at me the wrong way... After lunch I had a little break down... it sucked. At 2:00 I got to leave school to go to the hospital and get my shots for Brazil... YAY FOR NEEDLES!! My glasses broke in the place, snapped in half... fuck. I was bliiiiind... yay... So I went to my stupid eye doctor who gave me one pair of contacts and sent me away... I went to Travis's... went home... then came back and went to the show and met Kyle #2 (!!) and Darcy... t'was fun, I convinced them to go bowling with me because it's fun. I might be gone for a long time because the cable will be gone since I move in 6 days... so BYE or maybe not....


Thought of toasters... 05/23/2002, 10:45pm.


May 19, 2002

I wanna go to the fireworks... *cries* everyone else is there except me, oh and amanda... BUT I WANT TO GO... I just got home from the lake, it was awesome... I even went wakeboarding! The water was FREEZING so I used Larry's dry suit and I looked like atlas boy... Larry's a pretty big guy so it was HUGE on me and I couldn't move in it very well. Judy and Fumiko wouldn't stop making fun of me because I walked like a penguin in it... Heh. Friday was hilarious, everyone was just happy and being fun. After school me and Fumiko were in Food Country and we were walking like the crotch man (this WEIRD guy we saw up at the college) and we bumped into the guy who I was talking to last time who works there (I don't know if I mentioned him, he thought I was his friend which led to us talking) and we got all embarassed and ran away... Then later we were getting something for my mom and I turned around to glance back at him and I walked into this shelf and an old lady started laughing at me... Fumiko found great entertainment in the fact that an old lady was making fun of me.... Speaking of entertaining........ Heh, me and Fumiko had to sleep on the mouse poo beds because we suck... Mice got into my cabin, again, I don't care anymore, we got new foamy things so it's not a problem, but the second one hasn't arrived yet so me and Fumiko had to get the old on down from the rafters and as it was falling foam chips and mouse poo and grass stuff all fell on us, and then we had to sleep on it, fun. We were going to use the air one but it was taking too long to pump up so we gave up and just put a cover on it. It wasn't bad, the thought of sleeping on an upside down mouse nest is a tag GROSS. I stole an Incubus cd from Travis not too long ago, Make Yourself, that's the one... Anyhoo, I really like it, I didn't think I would... but yeah, I love the first song, mostly because it's the one they're always playing at school, but who knows... Aaaand speaking of TRAVIS, I miss him, I'm pathetic, I've been gone for 2 days... oh well, I'm pathetic, deal with it. Weeeeee! I rented Student Bodies FINALLY. It's such an awesome movie, if you haven't seen it I highly recomend renting it. It's about this 'Breather' who goes around and kills teens from this high school after or while they're having sex. He calls them on the phone and pants into it and doesn't say anything else and the students get all freaked out... It's SO cheesy, I looooove it. I also got The Sandlot, because, well, it's a classic movie from my childhood and I wanted to see it again. Tomorrow I'm hopefully going to Travis's (NO SCHOOL! YAY for Victoria day!!), if my mom forgets that my grounding isn't supposed to end until Wednsday... Time to go watch The Oblongs! Catch ya'll later... Go hump Theresa because she finally got her new layout up and she needs YOUR love!


Thought of toasters... 05/19/2002, 10:13pm.


May 15, 2002

I'm bored with this layout... lol I've already started a new bright one... but this one suits my moods better... Oh well, it's not like I'll ever finish it =) School was horrible today.... it wasn't bad, I just made it seem that way inside my head. I ended up going home right after lunch and spent the majority of my day lying on my bed starting at the top bunk. I can't wait until I get my new bed so I can actually stare at the ceiling. Heh, in PE yesterday Amanda, Ashley, Danyel, Fumiko and I and to present our made up 'minor' game to the class... It was so stupid... fun at first, but then it just got annoying because I was supposed to be reffing the game but no one would listen to me. So I just said 'fuck it' and held up my goal thingy until Mrs. Webb said that I should pay more attention and call things... It was just stupid... stupid stupid oopid. Well I'm on the topic of PE I'm going to bring up the fact that Serina (or whatever the fuck she wants to be called) grabbed my ass today... We were playing her groups game and the point is to grab these tags off of people's belts... So, as I was running away from her Nicola pushed me (sort of... more like ran by and is bigger than me therefore I get pushed aside) into the wall and Navgi (serina, whatever) went to grab my tag but fell into Nicola and grabbed at my ass to keep from falling.... Now, almost anyone else and I wouldn't have carred... it's just the fact that I really really dislike this girl, so it got to me... I just threw her a look as I went to go sit in my hula hoop, and she giggled and smiled at me... Meh. Fumiko is comming up to the lake with me this weekend (Yay! May long weekend!)... It shall be fun. Brining up some drinks, bringing up some sex, bringing up my waaakeboard, of yes it shall be GRAND. Kidding about the sex though, but we'll see what happens ;) (still kidding) ..... Ohhh time for dinner, toodles.


Thought of toasters... 05/15/2002, 6:40pm.


May 12, 2002

Hahahahahahaha me and Fumiko are SO stupid. I went to her house to drop off her bike and contacts and ended up staying to harass copper (her fluffy dog thing). We went outside to play with the goats (don't be sick, we enjoy torturing things) and we found this red ant hill stump thing... So we poured gas on it and set it on fire and watched all the ants shriveling up for a good 10 minutes. Then her dad made us put it out because 'the ants have things to do'... After we finished with the ants she came over and I staightened her hair. We were siging the Arthur song when my spike fell off and went down the drain. So Fumiko got the brilliant idea of taking apart the drain and fishing it out. Only, it wasn't that simple... we had to use all this drano to get it to come out and the water stunk like poo (literally) it was so gross. Heh, now my eyes burn from the drano, ouchie. Fumiko eventually found it stuck in the piece we unscrewed, by that time the bathroom was a huge mess, there was water everywhere, and we both stunk like the water. Last night was Brad's party, I was allowed to go after all, yay. It was really fun, you don't really need details because it was just fun... FUN.


Thought of toasters... 05/12/2002, 11:00pm.


May 10, 2002

No going out tonight for me... grounded for a century! Wow, that rhymes, I'm so smart... Sooo Jesse got her lip pierced, yup, I finally did it... and my mom had a fit. Well, she yelled, said I looked ugly and disgusting and then made me cry. But I'm happy now, and she can't stop me from having it. So *PFFFFFFT* to her. My sister came home again last night though and she talked to our mommy and now she's not as mad. After hours of begging I'm even allowed to go to Brad's party tomorrow, which means missing a trip to Vancouver to visit grandparents yippee! I'll even get to spend the night at either Brad's or Travis's so I'm not going to complain to much about how I'm missing an awesome show down by the civic right now. Kyle and Pierce *might* stop by tonight after the show, I'm not counting on it but it'd be nice to have visitors... hehe ....Well, off to finish that layout... I've only got one piece left to do (like I said, it's basically the same) but I'm stupid and it's causing some problems ;)


Thought of toasters... 05/10/2002, 7:06pm.


May 7th, 2002

wOOt!

What a fun day... It really wasn't *that* great, I'm just happy, which makes it feel like it was. The first 2 blocks sucked, well, English was alright, but the LA room stinks like poooooo. CAPP was, well, normal. I filled in a form, made fun of Amy and shared road kill horror stories with my peers. Heh. After school I took the gabe bus downtown with Travy and went explorin'. I bought SLC Punk and Animal House (for trav) at A&B Sound, and also picked up an application which I just finished filling out.... Our journey then took us down the street to the wonderful Electric Lettuce. We talked to the guy at the piercing booth thing for a long time, he figured I was 17 or 18 so tomorrow I'm getting a piercing, bwahahaha. I want my lip, but sooo many people have it (even Trevor) that I think I'm gunna go for either the spike through the top of my ear (goes through 2 parts, it's COOL) or the nice big fat one that goes through the middle. I want both, but I don't have that much BLING BLING!! (Bleh, sorry, english was WEIRD today) ... We then went up to Travis's, but not without first ending our 'adventure' at the "Mmmmm mmmmm gross" smoke shop. Upon arriving at his place of residence we made Kool aid (Ohhh yeeeah) and watched the end of the 3rd Indiana Jones movie.... Wowee, what a day!

Oh and new layout comming... I'm serious this time, I started it last night, it's basically the same as this one, I HATE CHANGE, but different... so everyone scream 'YAAAY'.


Thought of toasters... 05/07/2002, 8:52pm.


May 5th, 2002

Bleh... it's been an odd week. Sorry I wasn't around to tell you bums about it... Actually, I'm not sorry, I'm just sorry to myself maybe, I dunno... Anyhoo, here's my week.

Monday: No school. Went downtown with Pierce and Travis, it was so fucking hot I honestly felt like stripping down and walking around in my underwear a few times... haha . . . We didn't do anything to unusal, went to Fansinating Rhythems and got movies, then I got left behind in the store and was lost for a few minutes. There were REALLY creepy people in body suits "dancing" on the rocks down at the sea wall. TO me it looked like they were humping them... the bridge too... People in Nanaimo are weird. That night I went out for dinner with Penny and saw Panic Room. Awesome movie, too bad the people in front of us were annoying as hell... I think Andrea, Pierce's ex was one of them. *snort*

Tuesday, Wednsday, Thursday: Nothing, weekdays are boring. I went to school, went to Travis's, went downtown, went home, sat in the band room and listened to Steve, Taira, Peter, Ryan and Robbie play...... *pfffft*

Friday: The morning started out the obvious way, school. First block, CAPP, sat with Travis and Pierce and annoyed hip hop kid. B block, PE, we had a sub so basically it was make up your own rules soccer. Of course, I was the only player who could do so, I make the rules, bwahahaha. Ummmm... between blocks Pierce and Travis both got suspended for smoking on school property, heh, losers. Pierce is going to be DEAAAAAD soon, his parents don't know he smokes. Ohhh well... C block and D block stunk, you don't need to know about them... AFTER SCHOOL... Me and Tyson (Fumiko's boyfriend for you dumb ones) walked down to Travis's where we found Travis, Dave (his step bro), and Pierce watching Billy Maddison. Dave had never seen it before so we finished it then went downtown. We caught the bus up to woodgrove and ran to the theater to buy tickets for Spiderman. Too bad none of us were smart enough to find out that it wasn't playing there... So we called Fumiko to tell her our misfortune, heh, she said she'd join up with us in a bit. To pass time we went 'shopping' .... I got a shitload of junk, meaning cool pointless stuff... =) And I dunno... it was just really fun... Pierce ate the naughty pez in the food court (hahahaha) and Travis almost threw Jessica in the fountain... We ended up seeing Duces Wild... it was pretty good, I enjoyed all the fighting scenes. After the movie the mall was closed, but we found a way to get into the back halls, so we ran around and skated through there until Tyson and Fumiko's ride came. Travis, Pierce and I missed our bus so we had to call my sister to pick us up. Travis came over and we watched The Lost Boys, he ended up spending the night.

SaturdayTravis went home early because his dad was pissed about him just comming to my place without asking. It didn't matter though because we had to go to the new house and plan renovations, we have to be out of here by the 29th, eek. After leaving the house me and Palmira (my sister) went to Wendy's for lunch. On our way there we stopped at a church garage sale (hehe) and I got a TMNT for 10 cents, WHOOO-HOOO! and she got some glasses for when she moves again. As soon as we got home my mom put us to work in the basement going through filing cabnits and throwing shit out. Palmira had a job interview downtown at 5 so I begged her to take me into town so I wouldn't have to work anymore... heh. So I spent most of the night at Travis's, t'was fun, I got home around 12 and crashed. But then was up till 4... Bleh. Noe today is Sunday, duh, and I have tomorrow off... yay.


Thought of toasters... 05/05/2002, 1:25pm.




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