(DecembeR!)




December 31, 2003

I woke up to a snowy little paradise, so I spent most of the morning in the back with Temperkill. He loves the snow so much, I had a blast with the little shit. I finally found someone to wrestle with and throw snowballs at for hours... I love playing in the snow.

I convinced Ashlee, Matt and Alex to come play downtown with me, and after some dinner later on at my house we went sledding out at the bowl. We had a mini garbage bag and a kids bike with flat tires... so much fun... Walking up that hill was so hard though, I fell so many times... so wet, so cold, SO HAPPY.

I looooooooove the snow.

oh... i edited the cast page a bit, i was just about to add josh and brady when i was rudely interupted by a demmanding drunken josh. oh well, talking to him made me happy... why do all of my favorite people live so far away?


Dreamed of toasters....12/31/03, 1:19am


December 28, 2003

I need a fake id. So many shows I'm too young to see. Goddamit.

Brrr, it's fucking cold in this house...


Dreamed of toasters....12/28/03, 7:44pm


December 10, 2003

And to think, I had given up on the kindness of strangers...
I sold a cigarette to a woman outside the cambie today. She stayed and talked for a bit while petting the puppersnark, smoking... and then went inside. Awhile later all the kids showed up (piled out of Alex's car) and loaded me up with AWESOME GIFTS (oh man, 2 dart guns, a bow and arrow, a ninja sword, an army helmet, a book about space monkees, braclets, pez, ummm various little toys, A MOOOER, and and A PIE) that were extremely hard to open (DAMN YOU AND YOU PACKAGING TAPE ALEX). So many people in the Cambie gathered around the window to watch me open presents... it was pretty funny. Anyhoo, the woman came outside a few minutes after we devored the pie in the street and handed me an envalope. Inside were two $10 gift certificates for the Cambie... Since I feel as though thank you isn't enough... haha there's nothing left to do but this *raises can of beer* this one's for you random nice lady.

oh yeah, I have beer
how cool am I??
Obviously very cool if I randomly found 2 cans of beer (in my home, not off the street... who do you take me for?) and am now drinking by myself... at least I don't have hopes of getting drunk or something...
I just like beer... *shrugs*

Oh oh Coheed and Cambria are comming to Seattle AGAIN and I will probably miss them AGAIN!! *cries* life isn't fair... BUT, they may be comming to Vanouver... GAH!! So excited... SO EXCITED.

Hanging out with Brady M tomorrow... and Brady C on Thursday ooooh I'm so excited, I'm having my Brady fix this week =)

hahaha look how cool I am guys...


Dreamed of toasters....12/10/03, 2:29am


December 6th, 2003

oh my god.

LOOK AT THIS!!

hahahahahahahahahaha
I want it.

*smiles* "Mooooommy... you know how it's my birthday on Tuesday...."


Dreamed of toasters....12/06/03, 7:09pm


December 6th, 2003

Bleh, I have chunks of cheese cake stuck to the side of my head still. Fuck, what a night.
Did you fine citizens of Nanaimo know there was a Santa Clause parade last night?? Yeah, neither did I until we were walking down commercial street and found ourselves somehow in the parade. Trying to find all the kids was hell last night, we kept getting split up and lost amoung all the children... At one point I found myself running down the street (pushing my way through the crowd) screaming various names... and this was before I started drinking. My god I'm annoying.
After spending a good 2 hours waiting in the Cambie for Pierce, Laurina and Krista... Kyle, Andy, Bryon and I decided to head off and look for them + Brad Park and Ryan who had taken off to buy booze and never returned. As soon as we got the whole group together (Ashlee and Matt were found while waiting for my booze) more liquor was purchased at the Tally Ho (whooooo) and we headed to the Scout Hut. Hahaha there was an AA meeting going on inside so we had to move our drinking to the undercover area of the playground (it was POURING rain). I surprisingly had an awesome time, considering the amount of alcohol I bought I figured I'd get a light buzz... but then Laurina showed up and kept feeding me Southern Comfort... bleh. When the people in the AA meeting came outside for their break bryon busted out the acoustic guitar and we all started singing Tom Petty songs... (hey, tom petty's cool okay?) some sublime, some afi... and then, along came a sleezy citizen of this fine town who decided he wanted a fight. Ohhhh. So there's (let's count shall we? me, Kyle, Brad Park, Ryan, Pierce, Krista, Ashlee, Matt, Laurina, Alex, Dillon, and Bryon) 12 of us, and one skinny heroin sicko... hmmmm... So this guy's yelling and freaking out, he can't even climb the fence to get to us so we just slowly walk around the courner of the building and sit back down and resume our uhh fun.
GAH like an hour later this kid named Luke (ummm Lucas? can't spell names... or anything really) shows up and I cannot stop staring at him... Laurina just screams "holy shit it's a little Travis!!" and it breaks and I'm able to talk again.. but I was actually frozen in shock. This kid, looks IDENTICAL to how Travis looked when he was 15 (and the kid is 15)!! So yeah, there's my ex boyfriend, looking exactly like he looked when I met him... I was actually scared. *laughs*
Ummm.. right, so I grab Pierce and tell him he needs to take me to Tim Hortens. I don't remember why... but it happened. We get there and who the fuck do we see sitting there but Tyler Carr. HAHAHAA we both just burst out laughing and sat down ("Insult me!! I neeeeed it"), it's sad to admit, but I do miss some of the ND kids... Anyhoo, I didn't think we had been there that long, but all the kids showed up looking for us. That's when Krista bought the pie (cheese cake... but shhh... pie). It was the most savage pie this group has ever eaten, it was sick. I loved it. hahaha Fuck, we're all fighting for our lives (pie, life, same shit), it's flying all over the place... then krista utters the word "savage" and all of a sudden it was like a mad dash for the last half. Yeah, I know you don't care... but I just want you to picture this.... all these "dark children" in the courner seat of Tim Hortens, the ones fighting over the pie are all very drunk (the others know they don't stand a chance). I reach out and grab a huge chunk and all of a sudden there's a pie fight going on and the all the people around us our bitching and the staff was comming out... Fuck, that's the 3rd night our group has caused shit there this week.
Headed downtown next, Krista, Laurina, Ryan and I popped into the Cambie for a bit. Talked to Jesse until he ran off to do drink beer at the restaurant... Hung out with Rob (cambie Rob who is no longer Cambie Rob...) for a surprisingly long time, but then (slayer) Rob and him started fighting and I decided to squirm my way outta there. They've fixed up the outside smoking area... I don't like it- it's all painted, like they're trying to be classy or something. *sighs* And they spray painted over all of Amanda's scribbles in the bathroom... but no one elses... I'm pretty pissed about that.

But yeh... I think I'm finally done.
I need to go eat or something =)

....oh, and in other tragic news, Donnie was brutally murdered last night. Temperkill woke me up to alert me of the danger, but I was too late...


Dreamed of toasters....12/06/03, 12:08pm


December 3rd, 2003

I had the best conversation on the phone tonight. It went a little something like this...

(after about 5 minutes of talking to Travis)
*rustle rustle* -random angry words, screaming, some crying- *click*

Jesse: *sigh* that stupid girl...

*ring ring*
Melissa: (really eager) hello?
Jesse: (evil silence of the lambs voice) hello melissa
*click*

Jesse: hahaha bitch.

*ring ring*
Melissa: (angry) hello?
Jesse: I just want to talk to you for a sec- *click*

*ring ring*
random person at travis's that sounded somewhat like garett (uhh sp?): hello?
Jesse: hi *laughs* (why i don't know) is melissa there?
random person: uhhhhhhh... no, i think her and travis just went for a "walk"
Jesse: okay, well when melissa gets back can you tell her I think she's being really pathetic and I'm not trying to ruin her life I just like talking to
Travis... okay?
random person: ummm... sure thing
*i hang up*

This is getting really pathetic. I don't understand Travis at all anymore, he's always bitching about that girl yet he STILL lets her push him around. Why are boys so... stupid? gah.

In other news, that stupid pink plastic ring Andy gave me is stuck on my finger. Any advice (besides soap, not working) for getting a ring off? I'd rather not cut my finger off... but it's getting damn annoying.

I went and saw Santa with Laurina and Alex today, I got to sit on his knee... Jesse lieks creepy old men. I need to find something else to get laurina for her birthday... grrr I love buying gifts, but finding something cool in Nanaimo is ridiculous...

Heh, this is the cutest picture ever ...because of the boy, not the carebears
<3 to Alex


Dreamed of toasters....12/03/03, 1:29am




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