We were friends, then no more
We never talk, all because he tried to hard
He tried to act like he didn�t care
But I could see it in his eyes, I know he cared
But now we are now more, not even friends
I liked him, he didn�t like me, or so he said
Now we are no more, just two more people
In this confusing world
- Dec 14, 2002 -
You say you�re my friend
But soon that will end
Cause it�s the end of May
And you don�t even say �Hey�
You say I make you mad
But you make me sad
And that isn�t fair
Cause I really do care
Even after all the lies you�ve told
I still want you in my arms to hold
But it�s all the same
And this time you�re to blame
Everything always seemed right
But then you do we always end up in a fight
And every time you try to explain
It only brings me more pain
And after all the things you�ve said
Sometimes I just wish I were dead
But soon I�ll be in tears
Cause all I�ll have are my fears
You always say you care
But when I need you you�re never there
Cause to you I�m a game
And I think that�s just lame
Cause you act like you�re bad
But I�ve seen the real you, and now I�m glad
Cause you lied
But at least I tried
And this time I cant pretend
Cause now I know, this is the end!
- May 2003 -
I thought this was the end
From all the words that were spoken
You cant pretend
That I�m not broken
You�re the only one who could�ve saved me
But now it�s to late
I don�t know why I couldn�t let you be
Maybe things would of turned out great
While I was looking around
I thought about all we could of had
And then what I was looking for was found
I don�t know what I did to get you mad
Everything I ever wanted was you
I don�t know why but I started to cry
Everything I told you that day was true
I would of done anything for you, even die
I wish this were the start
And not the end
Cause you broke my heart
And now I cant pretend
And as I sit here on the floor
From my stereo I hear our song
But it�s not like before
Everything�s gone wrong
I start to cry again as I take the blade
And with every cut my problems start to go away
I wish it wasn�t made
Out to be this way
My arm starts to go numb
As I look at my wrist and the blood, but wait�
This is dumb
Meting you wasn�t fate
I think to myself,
I can�t do this
I can�t kill myself
How stupid was I to even try
- June 2003 -
Everyday I wonder how this happened
You wont tell me what changed,
So now I�m left here guessing
I thought everything was going great,
But then you went and did this
I don�t deserve any of what you�ve put me through
I can�t listen to any of the things you say anymore
But still, I can�t let you go
- April 2003 -
I�m wondering when did everything go wrong
I�m wondering why did everything changed
I�m wondering if you even care
I�m wondering if anything you said was the truth
I�m wondering why it has to be like this
I�m wondering if anything will ever be the way it was
I�m wondering if anything is ever going to be ok
I�m wondering if anything will ever be ok
I�m wondering if I can put up with it for another day
- April 2003 -
I�m waiting for that day
When everything will go a way
We have to stop playing this game
Its just getting lame
Many things have been broken
And many words have been left unspoken
Everything�s going way to fast
We can�t forget about the past
You can say you care
But will you be there
When everything ends
Will we still be friends
- April 2003 -
There�s nothing left to say
You already said too much
I wont listen
There�s no way you can make me
You hurt me too much
There�s nothing you can say
That will bring me back
- April 2003 -
