| Insane Type of Life sometimes people go crazy they think things are there people think they are just lazy because their feelings they never share they keep them inside for only them to hate the voices i hear never leave my side sometimes i think its to late thoughts run through my head thinking about my life and how i miss my comfortable bed i sometimes think my only friend is a knife cutting through the flesh blood dripping to the floor my feelings are all mesh as my life begins to soar a movie plays in my mind over and over i see a girl hanging in a bind i shiver at the thought that its me im sorry for what i did for what i speak and what i see i'm just another helpless kid and im praying down on one knee |
| Falling in the Dark i have been locked in a room everyone has left its power seems to just loom my soul has been deeply inkept i feel as if im falling tumbling through the black i hear the voices calling im trying to find my way the problems are haunting i cant seem to get them out the memeries are taunting was there ever a doubt i feel caught in the outside there is no possible escaping my feelings are held inside me emotions are yet expanding |
| Rejection people stare at you you feel as an outcast but it runs through your head what to do its a question you wish everyone were asked its the feeling of rejection the feeling you get when you are singled out or turned away by your own reflection as ppl walk by and laugh and shout you feel as if you are unneeded in the world and that everyone hates you the feelings around you have been curled wishing that you could have a friend that is true you are only scared of you everybody loves to take part in the pleasure you ask yourslef when your going to get a clue and when your pain turns into ur treasure its a sea of unexpected lonlyness violently it churns in you the laughter of rejection turns into sickness and its made a mark in the heart where its been |
| Breathing Deep my friends and me stick together even through hard times i'll have problems with this forever my problems could break the binds im at a hard time im tryin my best trying to let everything out in a rhyme breathing deep for whats better for the rest anxiety had pulled me down deep breaths calm me i sometimes fall to the groun' i wish that you could see im try my best to let it out but its hard to understand some poeple dont know what im talkin bout i feel that i have been sufficating in sand i see things, i really do i see my brother amungst them all my feelings have only grew hes killed himself, hangin from the wall these feelings are kept no one ever knew i wish i could have slept if i only knew it wasnt true but in the end it all turns out fine ive made it round the bend i've acomplished the climb |
| To be updated (6-22-04) |
| *PoEtRy* |