Are You There
life had done a number
it keeps me from slumber
all he ever did was laugh at me
i guess that my pain he will never see
  but are you there?
Have you done your share?
you make my feelings tare
people, they come they go
but this just comes to show everything
all they really have to say is oh
my feelings have yet to sing
  but are you there
have you done your share
you act like you dont care
you make my feelings tare
Time flies by even when your not having fun
you feel as if you have never won
this game is over and time has come
life may be diffrent for some
I write this not for sympathy
all you show is empathy
so turn around and take your bow
but are you there
you act like you dont care
you make my feelings tare
have i won the battle
i think i am back to the craddle
times have changed now
its my turn to take my final bow
thats it shows over.....

Better As We Speak
days go by and friends do to
but you have showed me you cared
and that you loved me too
you helped me as my feelings tared
getting better as we speak
im not as weak
im starting to see
what you really mean to me
i get called names
some people dont believe me
and think im playing games
but we will always and forever be
getting better as we speak
im not as weak
im starting to see
what you really mean to me
boyfriends seem to not be real
they treat you wrong
and you will never know the deal
but you kept me strong
and im getting better everytime you call
i love your voice
you've helped me throught it all
you have made a good choice
getting better as we speak
im not as weak
im starting to see
what you really mean to me

Experiences
children go through choices
to do drugs or not
we want to listen to the voices
but what were we taught?
but friends stick by us
they help us through
they are the only ones we can trust
the experiances keep us true
you never know when you are going to lose a friend
it could happen now
it could happen when?
but we all know that we wont allow
but friends stick by us
they help us through
they are the only ones that we can trust
the experiances keep us true
school puts a lot of pressure
but in the end we know
we will eventually find our treasure
and only then our happiness will show
our friends stick by us
they will always help us through
they are the only people we can trust
and our choices, they keep us true
Cold Summer's Day
its that cold summers day when you said goodbye
its that cold summers day when you first lied
i said i loved you and i would never leave
you said that you'll be that and i will never grieve
i thought it would last forever and never end
but our relationship began to shape and bend
you've turned you life, you made this clear
that i am not important and i shouldnt tear
but you made your mark on me
i just wish that you could only see
what we could have really turned out to be
can we just try and start over?
because you once told ppl that you loved her
you once talked about me and bragged
and how thoughts of me always tagged
tagged along with your mind and soul
how you could hold me and never let go
but i guess this just comes to show
the one and only cold summers day
i thought you would never say
but i trusted you too much  and cared
my truthful love with you i shared
the only last words i have for you
is no matter what happens ill always stay true
Whispers
my firends say they love me
and they will always care
but being through hard times its hard to be
they always want to share
share the thoughts that you keep in
the things no one knew of
the stuff you wish never have been
like your very first love
you hear whispers in the wind
the whispers of your friends
the voices run through my skin
through all my twists and trends
and all what has ever been
they always lie and the truth they bend
it runs through my head, make it end


You
you made me cry
you made me laugh
you made me lie
you never broke my heart in half
you have helped me through
you held me tight
you helped me get a clue
you showed me the light
you have been a loving friend
you have even been more then that
you helped me over that bend
you put me where i am at
you helped me alot
you loved me
you even filled that empty slot
you knew we could be
Middle of Somewhere
my floor is cold
as i look at my room
i only wish i could have told
someone about my final doom
all my feelings are locked up inside
the door has been shut on me
there is no one on my side
i feel like my life has been made for all to see
there is a road i want to follow
it leads me home
back to all my cries and sorrow
but for now this is where i roam
as i kick and scream
trying to find my way
the way back to my dream
to that beautiful place i used to lay
but how do i get back
which road do i take
theres the knowledge that everyone lacks
what decision do i make
im in the middle of somewhere
lost in my trance of thought
so far i've gone no where
this mission is not yet fought
>>proceed onward>>
<<Homeward bound<<
*~PoEms~*
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