I do believe in Santa, and I told Melene that. She said that she also does. Since I now know that she likes to lie, I wonder if that was another one. I put the comment about Santa in there because I knew that Melene would see the poem. It was also related to my attempt to put a few toes into reality. I didn't want to immerse myself in it totally.
A couple weeks before this poem was written, she had filed a police report against me. I was at her house, washing her dishes the day after she filed the report. She didn't say anything about it. (like: "You probably shouldn't be here, because I filed a stalking charge against you yesterday") I found out about the stalking charge when I went to the police station May 17 to file a harassment charge against her. (she was still calling my house. I have over seven hours of my answering machine tapes to prove it. A few of those messages will be available on this site soon...