Deep Down Sadness
i sit alone on the bed in my room
the back room in an empty house
images of my day go through my mind
mostly the good and few of the bad
all the good through the day i see
is her, my baby with a smile on her face
when she got home from school
she walks over to see me
what a beautiful sight to see her
i brought a sandwich to her at work
she gives me a kiss and says
"thank you" and "i love you"
when she got home from work
she comes and gets me to spend the evening
brightening my day as soon as i saw her
smiling at me when i said "hey sexy"
my sunshine on a rainy day
i am so happy she is mine and i am hers
yet there is a sadness deep inside me
a sadness i wish i could ignore
for my time here nest to her is short
my heart will be broke that monday morning
as i sit in the seat on the airplane
tears will shed if they haven't already
i will be leaving behind the one i love
just thinking about it brings a tear to my eye
has it hit her yet, does she realize
in a week i won't be around
i can't hold her, kiss her, or make love to her
there won't be me to hand her the drink
the one sitting on the table
in front of us while we cuddle
i won't be able to give her a foot massage
or make her smile when she is down
nobody to whisper in her ear
and tell her she is sexy
no one to lean over and give her a kiss
there will be an emptyness in my life
will there be one in hers
i can already hardly wait until summer
better yet, i can't wait until november
will she still want to be with me
i sure hope so, i would be
destroyed if she left me because of
the distance between us
i hope she knows we will always
be side by side together in my heart
no matter how far apart we are
i love her with an undying love
with all my heart and soul and then some!