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{*} If you'll all excuse me, I'm in a very depressed and massively ranting mood right now. The world sucks when nobody understands when something upsets you, even if it is the little things. But aren't the little things the important things in life? It's always just a little this and that, which all adds up to make your day, right? Anyway, I'm a little less upset over the memory cards that my brother lost. Like Thomas said, I can start over. I wasn't very far on any of them, and they're all one disc 'cause it's GameCube! ^^ Still, it pisses me off when people says it's not my problem, because if I'm a part of your life, it damn well better be!
{*} In the middle of all my complaining to nearly everyone I think that would care and respond on AIM, I came across some very interesting points. Why the hell do people play mind games with each other? Concerning love I mean! What the hell am I suppose to do when guys mope and describe all their feelings to me about some girl? I don't mean it harshly at all, but I'm just wondering those thoughts that float through my head before I fall asleep at night. At first it made me lonely, like why isn't someone mopin' about me? Then I start to wonder if I'm suppose to be jealous when some guy goes 'aww... a girl kissed me today'. Should I have said something like, "I'm sorry it wasn't me"? And what the hell does 'follow your heart' mean? Sure it's fun to hear that in the movies, but I'm sorry, I don't have vampiric hearing and a heart that whispers "I love so-and-so". If you ask me, that's all a bunch of bull, especially since people are subject to the whim of their bodily emotions and outside influences. And another thing, can't opposite genders talk to each other about their problems without people getting the wrong idea? Or even go out together by themselves? I mean, someday, when gay-ness is accepted or widespread, nobody can, and I mean go out in groups less than five without others going "Ooohh... someone likes so-and-so". And is true love for real? I suppose it works for one-life only beliefs, but that seems wasteful in my mind. If you get re=incarnated over and over, or even in a single life-span, people change and change as things happen and stuff is being learned. So how can you still love that person after all that? Going from all the stereo-typical stuff. Physical-ness doesn't matter, then it's personality and tastes. Well, people's tastes change as society changes, and things 'go out of style'. And personality? Maybe I'm the only two-faced weirdo out there, but doesn't that kinda restrict you? I know I'm different when I'm by myself versus out with people, simply because when I'm with friends I get giddy/hyper/whatever. But by myself, I like to think and daydream and escape life. So the way you do things is subject to change and alter, even according to your own will. If love is based on something so flimsy, how can it be true love? But then personality can be something deeper, ne? 'The natural way someone reacts and responds to things...' someone said... just like in Vampire Game... ooohh creepy.. I'm gonna tell 'em that. Argh, suddenly I want to finish Kare Kano/His and Her Circumstances. Oh well, it's all gonna go in my fiction as soon as I find time away from school to start writing about school! *LOL* I'm in a much better mood now. Hope I didn't offend anyone! That's why I'm not directly giving the link to this site to anyone. *smirks* {*} Food for Thought: "I hate it when you cry like that." |
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{*} EEks! Spring break's practically over!! T^T Not fair! At least our physics project is essentially done! Yay! Go Tracy! ^^ I still have to send Deana my Romanticism slides for the english prject, and memorize the presidents and stuff... and that's it... �_�; Or at least, I think it is... Argh {*} As for AX, Johnny, Marcy, Thomas, Kenneth, and Jacqueline are completely taken care of. People who need to give me their forms, or at least the info, are Charlie, Allen, and Phillip [that's Steve, Tracy]. And only Helga's friends are those that are completely undone... ^^;; If that's even the right word. But Jessica's stuff'll be in the next time we go to chinese school, so that leaves the other kid. {*} I have to go study my chinese, my worst subject, XP So Disneyland'll have to wait until next time. |
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{*} Things have finally started to slow down again. ^^; I hated the week that just past. I was trying to finish all those layouts and my homework, which ended up untouched until the last possible moment. And then the panic with the Anime Expo money! Argh I think I got everyone... I'll have to check my list again. {*} Anyway, I should go get my homework done so I can start/finish the pic I need to start Mannequin*Arts. *sighs* Time disappears too quickly. What time do I have left for all the fiction I started? Oh! Btw, a new idea just hatched, "Tattooed Wings". Notice how I still can't spell? If anyone cares to, talk to me! AIM's still: SailorLoneStar {*} Song: Detective Academy Q OTS
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{*} ANIME: Tantei Gakuen Q / Detective Academy Q & Prince of Tennis {*} SITE: Got Snails? ~*~ I'll need to add a gb and my supporting section next time I update this! {*} FICTION: Sailor Moon (Ghosts) {*} MOVIE: End of the World [warning: not good for little kids... *glares at Stephen*] |
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{*} ANIME EXPO: [Forms] Allen Au / Phillip [All] Jessica Hang / Eric(?) / And one unknown since one dropped out... *sighs* {*} ANIME: No more DAQ No Naruto, E's Otherwise, & Spiral STILL Want .hack//Sign {*} SCHOOL: Star Testing, then AP exams... yuk {*} SITEWISE: How do I get that dang border off the buttons? {*} OTHER: Someone's stealling my time... *glares* |
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{*} Shattered : Journal {*} Body and Soul : Profile {*} Soul Searching : Quizzed |
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