The Mind of the Demon
My feelings of anger,
feelings of hurt
caused by mistrust,
miscommunication, misdirection.
The words, said;
Our thoughts, written;
Feelings yelled from red eyes.
Lies woven in love
and trust.
Feelings jumbled
in clouded thoughts.
You brought me to
my knees without
a tear.
My heart sank,
my eyes wept,
my life shattered.
Now you hate me
for moving on.
You bring falsehoods
and backstabbing,
to a place of love.
Why, when some
happiness arises,
you want to destroy it.
Madness, stupidity, jealousy.
What is it?
I respected your wishes.
I gave you your request.
You get mad at me
for what you did.
I'm hated because
I can't stop my momories.
I want my heart back.
I was loved once,
for reasons unknown;
Now the flame
has grown cold.
It is true, what they say;
You never know what you have,
'till it is gone.
I have layed awake
wondering where I went wrong;
Not finding answers,
a single tear
puts me to sleep.
Many days,
I have contimplated
leaving this world;
Taking the path
so many have walked befor.
The cold nights
and long days,
with noone by my side,
showed me how empty
this world can be.
Without love
in one's life,
slowly, hatred and sit
show their faces.
Without love, many,
death will embrace;
For noone chooses,
to be truely lonely.
Tears fall
deep red stains his face;
A man in sorrow
of his unknown.
We think
others cause our pain.
It is only true,
if we let them
A boy,
raised tough for life,
cries tears of blood
for what he has lost.
The test
of life and time,
brings him to his knees.
In the game of love,
he's lost.