The cost of death

My fingernails dig into the surface of my skin
My hands shake with frustration
I scream of pain and fury within
These feelings never stop

Eyes blurry, unable to see
I collapse and fall to the floor
Everyone unable to notice me
The nothing that I am

Temporary happiness is just a false hope
I can’t rely on others
Broken feelings, I can’t cope
Just leave me here

For this is who I am
If you don’t know this
Don’t try to understand it than
Don’t look for answers

Feelings fleeting and lost
How am I still living?
For death comes at a cost
Which I’ve decided not to pay
Author:Cambria

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