Try as I may, this emptiness will not go away.
I try to occupy myself with the usual routines,
But my lonliness leads me astray.
There is only one place I can go,
To find the contentment and peace I seek.
To feel your warmth and embrace that sustains me,
The passion that leaves me too weak to speak.
I go back to our place in the sun,
Where my dreams become reality.
I blanket myself with your smell, your touch,
I am overwhelmed with sensuality.
I begin to sob quietly now,
As I do so many times when I think of you and I.
My heart is a vessel, that fills with your love,
Overflowing tears of love is what I cry.
My eyes are an emerald green now,
My emotions cannot be denied.
When you are gone, here is where you'll find me,
Drawing all the love that only you can provide.
I see your words of passion, if only in my mind's eye,
Enticing words bringing intense climax...
Only here, at the ocean do I find peace,
It is the only place I can truly relax.
Upon your return, this is the first place we go,
To our place in the sand so dear.
We hurry and find our secret place,
Not wanting anything to interfere.
You are so exicited, your body begins to tremble,
Just as mine does, knowing we are here.
You gently lower me to the ground,
And our whispers are the only sounds we hear.
You heart, a vessel, threatens to overfill,
With all the love I freely give to you.
My heart is overflowing with tears,
Loving you more than I ever knew.
Debbie Dodson
May 21, 2000
