Love Sucks

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 This is my life,
on a big damn hike.
She messes with my heart,
as throwing darts.
For all I know she is messing with my brain,
which is driving me insane.
I live through my life spontaneity curved.
Living in a small herd.
My life progress in many days.
In so many different ways.
The love of my life.
With her flocking to every man with her might.
Saying she will not take control of a man,
but everyday she slaps me on my hand.
Everyday my heart breaks as I weep,
and everyday my heart digs down so deep.
I try my hardest to keep her at bay, 
but everyday my relationship is in so much delay.
I speak to her in nice ways,
though as I talk she turns away.
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I love her ambitions.
I love her no fears.
I love the way she charms and cares.
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I look at her.
I look at me.
What would she want with a man like me.
She has so many picks of men around.
As a big mound.
I'm a man at the bottom of the pool.
For I am, the fool.
I wait in a line waiting very slowly,
and as I wait I become very lonely.
I kill the person of whom made love.
For they are the killer of souls, the breakers of hearts from one little hug.
Why the hell should I care,
She is not my soul, she is not my life, she is not my heir.
What I'm I saying she is my life, she is my soul, she is everything I want to hold.
My life is in shambles, though she completes my whole.
But what I'm I saying I will never be hers.
For I am the fool......