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Friday, December 12th, 2003 1:24 PM |
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Okay, one word about last night... WOW! Everyone did such a great job at the Christmas Concert last night! I had fun singing. I thought my robe was a bit too long.... lol. But yeah! The Concert was GREAT!
When I got home I went online to check my e-mail and such. When I signed off Angel called me by surprised. I haven't talked to him in at least a week. I'm not mad at him anymore and he's not mad at me anymore. Everything was just a misunderstanding and I just have to learn not to get so jealous over little things. I love him to death!! He rocks my socks! I've never been so happy in my life I'm so lucky to have him!!! And he knows that! *hehe* Well, I'm about to go now. I have to work tonight *sighs*...I'm working back at COSMETICS! I hate it there.... ughhhhh!!! Oh well, gotta make some green some how....
Much Love,
*Mrs. Martinez* xoxo
PS - I'm excited for tomorrow cuz I get to meet Jesse McCartney, Greg Raposo and Stevie Brock!! |
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003 11:18 PM |
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OMG I'm sooooooooo sick!!! My throat hurts so bad and my voice sounds so hoarse... I don't think I'm gonna be able to sing on Thursday, but we'll see!!
My baby tried to get a hold of me on my cellie last night, but I wasn't able to answer the phone cuz I was still at work! :-( I really wanted to talk to him too. We got into a stupid arguement on Thursday... whatever I'm over it ... I guess... it kinda bothers me still though... I have every right to talk to him, he's my hubby! I can't believe he puts his friend... no I mean "best friend" that's a girl before me... that's not right. Couldn't even call me for 2 minutes just to say goodnight, that's fucked up. Seriously. I still love him, but he's very inconsiderate of my feelings. It's always about him, and what he wants. He even blocked me too, hopefully he unblocks me... and if he doesn't, then screw it. I don't care.... blahh!!! Doesn't reading about my life cheer you up? Aren't you happy you're not living my life?! Thought so...
Much Love,
*Chula* xoxo |
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Monday, December 1st, 2003 11:05 PM |
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If anyone can put a smile on my face on a bad day, it's definitely Angel. I love Angel so much. My feelings for him are so unexplainable... I mean... no one can compare to him... he's so perfect... and if no one is perfect... he comes soooo close!! With Angel... how could I hate my life?! Sometimes I cry to myself thinking how lucky I am to have an amazing guy like him in my life... I can't lose him... I can never lose him. I'm the luckiest girl ever!! Angel and me are definitely *Soul Mates*. Nobody understands me like he does, and nobody understands him like I do. He's always there for me... he always cheers me up, he never wants me to be sad, he's so great! He actually makes me feel like a person, he makes me feel so special. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you Angel. I love you so much. That "weird" dream you had is going to come true baby... and it's not weird, it was CUTE!!! *hehe*
Much Love to ALL, except those jealous of me...
*~Mrs. Martinez~* xoxo ((/V\iDgEt)) CHULA! xoxo**
**I talked to Rosie on Friday!** The girls are in NY chillen! I hope to see my girls soon!! Anais if you're reading this... YOU BETTER COME TO OHIO SOON!!! lol We gotta hang out sometime!** |
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003 3:02 PM |
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What a sucky life I live... people make me sick. I don't have to change the way I am for other people's satisfaction. If you don't like the way I am, don't talk to me, don't look at me and even better, stay out of my damn business and out of my life. I seriously wanna move out of my house... but I have no where to go. So much shit going on... every day... I'm sick of playing Cinderella. I never really have time for a little bit of happiness because I have people blocking my way... whatever. So, I hope everyone has a GREAT THANKSGIVING! Cuz I'm sure not... everyone in my house is going down south to the Casino in Kentucky... Beltera or whatever it's called... so I'm stuck at home doing nothing... I'll probably just be sitting around waiting for Angel to call.... cuz he did say he would call... It's been a month since I last talked to him because he's been in New York... :-( as you can tell... I HATE MY LIFE. If you wanna talk, call my cellie.
Much Love,
Mrs. Martinez xoxo ((/v\iDgEt)) |
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Friday, October 10th, 2003 8:41PM |
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Okay, it's official. I'm really really sick ya'll! I've been sick like forever! I've been sick all summer and I never got better! I've seen my doctor twice already. I'm not even sure myself if she knows what's wrong with me. I got a little better after she gave me a prescription I took for a month, but then I got worse and now I'm just not feeling well at all! I saw my doctor yesterday and told her that I'm still coughing hard and now I have an ear infection... I'm taking antibiotics for it...so hopefully it'll be gone soon. They took some of my blood! It didn't hurt, but I have a big ass bruise on my left arm which looks like I did something to myself. But I didn't so... shut up lol.
Well on Sunday the 19th is mine and Angel's one month anniversary together! He told me he planned something special for that day! But he won't tell me what it is and I wanna know sooo bad!! lol. I dunno, whatever it is I just can't wait!! I love that boy so much!!! I love him like a fat kid loves cake, but even more!!! I love him so much I made my cousin drive me down his street last night when I got off work... I dunno which house is his but I know I passed it lol. I can't wait to see my baby!! I'm bringing a camera and taking lots of pictures of us! And hopefully I'll get some pictures up on here too! Well that's all for now!!!!!
Much Love,
Mrs. Martinez* xOxO \*\MiDgEt/*/ |
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