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Wednesday, October 8th, 2003 11:10 PM |
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I have to work tomorrow so I wanna say this: HAPPY SWEET 16 SHEREEN!!! I LOVE YOU SWEETIE, CHEER UP! YOU MY GIRL!!! XOXO and HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ANGEL!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!! XOXOXO
Much Love to ALL, Mrs. Martinez xoxo ~Midget~ |
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003 11:52 AM |
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Well... :-) I'm REALLY happy! lol. Just when I thought things were going to get worse... they got better. :-) I met this guy on Friday... he's really sweet. He's so adorable and he's so cute! lol. We're going out :-) It's so awesome because we have a lot in common. We like the same kind of music... we're both Puertorican! We're both from Brooklyn, NY and we have the same feelings for eachother. Angel is so funny too! I love that about him. He was making so many short jokes about me on Friday lol. *not cool!!* lol. Short people are so awesome! haha. Angel is my angel! hehe! Love ya babe!!!!! That's all I've got to write about for now.
Much Love,
Cara* xOxO |
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Saturday, September 6th, 2003 12:09 AM |
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I'm so happy! Wooo!! lol. Anais IMed me today and she totally made my life! lol. She's such a sweet person! I love her!!! I was all in depressed mode and she turned that upside in a second! *I LOVE YOU ANAIS!!* I gave her Tony's s/n. I think Anais likes Tony! *wink wink* lol. Every girl likes Tony...He's so hott hehe! TONY'S GOT THE CUTEST ABS!! (CLICK ON MY FRIENDS AND LOOK FOR HIM) lol. HOTTNESS!! Such a great friend, I LOVE YOU TONY!! And I love you too Anais, you're so sweet!! xoxo TOMORROW (or today cuz it's early morning late night friday??)...I get to go driving wooo!! That's all for now lol.
Much Love,
-Cara* xOxO |
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003 5:33 PM |
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When will this drama/depression stop?!?!?! I hate my life!! It's really hard on me since I don't have a mother or father. I don't think my parents even meant to have me cuz they never had time for me. I was probably just a broken condom... that's what I think I am. A mistake. My parents were divorced... My father was a fucking drug dealer. My mother was always out with her friends leaving me alone. Now they're deceased... and it doesn't mean a thing to me because it's not like they were ever here for me. And it sucks that I don't have anyone in my family who really cares about me. It's really true. I get verbally abused everyday by my grandfather and my grandmother doesn't give a fuck what happens. Majority of the time my g-pa comes home drunk off his ass... and he acts like the biggest asshole ever. Even when he's sober he acts the same. I hate him with a passion!!! I wish I was adopted. I have nobody... I feel so alone. And you're really gonna love this one... I only have 3 close friends, the rest of my "friends" are people I met online. My life isn't all that great, and I'm not all that great either. I get so pissed at people who get mad at their parents just cuz they won't let them do something. You're spoiled already, listen to them. At least you have parents... or just a mom or just a dad. Now maybe this makes a little more sense to those who wonder why I hurt myself and cry every night. But I don't hurt myself anymore cuz I promised a great friend I wouldn't. But I still cry...cuz there's more to my life that's so horrible... I couldn't fit it all in here.
-Cara |
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003 10:53 PM |
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Well uhh... I've had an interesting but not so cool week... so yeah... Danny broke up with me again... but he didn't act like a jerk like the first time. We're still friends... I'm glad. *I'd rather love and lose you all, than never have you to recall* Yeah... so umm... tomorrow is picture day! Wooo! If my picture turns out okay, I wanna mail a picture to all of my out-of-state friends! Cuz I love you guys too! xoxo
I really hate school!!! Study hall... ughhhhhhh Stupid white moderator... I hate her, she moved me from sitting with one of my best friends just cuz I turned my head and looked at her. Seriously, if any of you ever wonder what it's like to go to a Private Single Sexed School... it sucks ass!!! They're so fucking strict and have stupid rules!!! Grrrr!!! I wish I went to a Public School... oh well. Hey today's my cousin's B-Day...wooooo! He's 22 now I think... lol.
Much Love,
Rhai* xOxO (Rhai's my new nickname! Wooo! Thanks Starr!!) |
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003 12:47 AM |
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My cousin and me went out to Elyria today! Wooo! lol I haven't been out there in like 5 years! It's so ghetto, I love it lol. I WAS trying to find some school shoes out there, but damn they're so expensive!! And I dunno when I'm going to the mall so I can get a pair. I really need some new shoes man! lol.
Danny called me today. He apologized for everything, and he was very sincere about everything. We're back together, I'm so glad! I got to talk to his friend Rick, he's awesome! He's so funny... he tries to imitate Danny... can't do it right. Only Danny can imitate Danny! Rick and Danny think I'm hot...pshh WHATEVA! lol. I looooovvveee yooooouuuuuu Dannnnyyyy!!!!! *Danny's got tha magic stick! I got tha magic clit* LOL Danny you're so silly, I love you so much. You rock my world baby always and forever and you don't have a small penis LoL!!*
Much Love,
Cara* xOxO HAPPY SWEET 16 ANAIS!!! LOVE YOU!!! (Aug. 19) |
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003 11:51 PM |
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I just have ONE question that I wish I could have the answer to... Why is it that when I fall for someone, they wanna break up with me? I can't give myself to anyone! I'll never find someone who wants to keep me. People always let me go. I just wish I could be in a serious relationship with someone who really cares about me. Danny called me today and told me that he didn't think we'd work out. He didn't really give me a reason why...all he said was that it's been 2 months and that he "didn't know what the hell was going on". :-( I hung up on him, I couldn't believe he was serious about it this time... he used to just joke around about breaking up, but this time he really meant it, and he broke my heart. It's not the first time I've had my heart broken, and it's not the last time I'm sure. I'm not mad at him, I'm mad at myself. I can never make anyone happy. It seems like every time I try, I just push people away. I don't even know if me and Danny are at least just friends! :'( Why did I ever get so emotionally attached to him?? :'(
-Cara |
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