August - 2006 (con't)
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Oh well.  I am scared, just wanted to say that.  Funny thing is, I don't think I'm scared of the LVRS, really, even if I just said I was in the previous sentence, LOL.  I think I'm more scared of people telling me (docs) that I should consider having a TX and me not wanting a TX.   Does that mean I'm going to die soon if I don't have the TX?  Is that ridiculous or not?  I'm also scared of not having someone I can lean on.  I'm scared I don't have anyone to tell my scares to...someone in person.  I'm too old for this stuff, ya' know!   I wonder if I should mention the ovary problem to them while I'm down there.  I could take the test results along with me, just in case.  I mean, it'd be dumb to have the LVRS and then die of ovarian cancer, huh?  And I've not had a really good heart test done recently.  I guess they'll think of that.


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