| Since the day I was born, my life was torn, people kept leaving, not to their knowledge I was conceiving, the plan that would leave God himself bleeding, people kept talking to me that know one else was seeing, telling me, to save my self from the cruelty and deceiving. See I got this sister, well two, but my sister has been the only one to see me through, see she was the one I knew I could turn too, and yet so fucker decided to make fall through, he took me away, this is something. i could never pull through. We shared some little chit chats, and she could see the problems, see the chaos about to unfold, let truth be told, no one ever listened cuz she was not too old. My own blood couldn't save me, the one who knew me, maybe I just should stop, chop me up and throw me and the truck, see I ain't gonna stop, and I ain't lose it all, see as a child I learned to crawl, and as I got older I grew even more tall, and when I got older I found some pills that could make me fly, and when I got high, it was you that did die. See I couldn't comply with the shit in front of my eyes, see your rules and control I fucking despise. I go crazy and yet you think they're all lies, compromise with my suicide...taking me out where I lay beside, my stone, saying here she will stay alone, so postpone that fucking telephone from ringing my way, see cuz I am upstairs busy, cutting my life away. Hoping that just one cut will go too deep, so when I am done, leave a message at the beep. |