| MY POETRY |
| SECRETS |
| I'm just too stupid to realize I buy into my own lies Lies, all lies I tell myself Who am trying to fool? I'm too fat to be liked I'm too fat to be loved I'm too fat to love myself I lift the blade and begin my self therapy My mind always tells me It's the fix I need As I watch the blood spill From the cuts I bleed Red as crimson it flows At least I can SEE the pain As this red river grows and grows By: LM Horvath *All Rights Reserved 2004 |
| MY HOLY HELL |
| In my mind exists a dark, vile hole It slowly transports me from my soul This is my pure, holy hell A malady I know all too well By: LM Horvath *All Rights Reserved 2002 |
| ILLUSIONS |
| My heart is nothing more than a defective piece of machinery Why all the irrepressible emotion? Why give into my feelings? After all, nothing is ever meant to be Numb to the slashes made by the knife I look into the dank fog And see no promise Illusions rob the soul from it's life By: LM Horvath *All Rights Reserved 2004 |
| OPEN SKY, OPEN HEART |
| To love only brings pain Why even bother For there is nothing to gain The heart is like the sky before a storm It is open and unprotected Then comes the rain The earth becomes sodden It eventually ends Then the cycle begins again By: LM Horvath *All Rights Reserved 1999 |
| DOVES - THE KEEPERS OF LOVE |
| Love lies of the wings of a dove Flying so magnificently high above Each feather is a symbol of love The dove makes it through all the weather But if you see a fallen feather, remember Someone, somewhere has lost a love By: LM Horvath *All Rights Reserved 1999 |
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| I invite you to come in and know my pain Welcome to my world Feel just a hint of the torment that vexes me I'm drowning among the lovers and the loved They hold a love that will never wane But I am unworthy of such pleasure For I am neither the lover or the loved Do I deserve this? Is it my fault? Open the wounds Pour in the salt The stinging rips my soul apart For once again, I suffer the misery of a broken heart By: LM Horvath *All Rights Reserved 2005 |
| DAMNATION |