5/17/02 Every bridge I build, I burn. I�m trying my hardest To live and learn. I try to play it cool But my anger Shows. My sadness grows. And I light the Match. 4/29/02 I try to hold them back. I wait till I get home. I wait till I�m safely tucked away. I wait a little more Then I set them free. I let this anger Drip from my eyes. I let my sadness come And I don�t subside. I let my lost hopes and dreams Slide down my face and take it all. They take my pride. They steal my strength Because when these tears fall, I become no one. I�m empty. I�m nothing. 4/30/02 As I sit here all alone, I am not afraid. I will make it on my own, And I am not afraid. Sometimes I wake up in the night, Calling out your name But still I am not afraid. I hope that you feel the same. I am not afraid. I�ve broken free of All the chains You had around my heart. And I am not afraid. I know we�ll always be apart And I am not afraid. Now I�m free of all that pain. And I am not afraid. No more nights waiting in the rain. I am not afraid. I will not falter. I will not fail. I will not cry. I shall prevail. Because I am not afraid. Excuse me, I�m afraid I�m lost. Sir Could you help me find myself? Well what are you looking for? Umm well, On what shelf is sanity? On which shelf is health? Where is the laughter kept in this store? I already have sadness� I don�t need anymore. Where is there joy? Is there any hope left? I sure could use some happiness. Check isle 8. Thanks, that�d be great. Oh and what happens to my pain. Where does my emptiness go? Or should I just fill me up again? The return counter is down there to the left. Thank you, Now ill go find myself. This weekend seemed so perfect. Every moment was just right. Every word seemed to fall into place. But that was last night. Now the new day has come And my sadness has begun. Because you don�t love me. |