Rebekah 201: Useless Stuff
Photographs
Poetry
Roy: March 2005
Song: It's Five O'Clock Somewhere - Alan Jackson and Jimmy Buffett
He ignored me. Follows me around and then ignores me...The most confusing thing is that I'm upset about it.
4/22/05
Song: Break Down Here - Julie Roberts
Last night I was in the toy department at Walmart with some friends looking for a gift for a little girl. I found that I haven't outgrown toys (toys, not dolls. I am not a doll fan). I don't see anything wrong with that. As long as I have a fully developed mind, why can't I be easily entertained? I exclude Boobah, though. Those things are creepy.
4/21/05
Song: Lets Be Us Again - Lonestar
I think I'm slowly getting rid of my stage fright. I don't know what good that will do me. Being famous is not on my agenda. Oh, good news: I won Exile yesterday. I guess I can finish reading Ben-Hur now. Yes, lazy life. 5:50pm. The sun is so nice. I understand why cats nap in a sunny spot on a relatively cool day. It boosted my mood, at least.
4/20/05
Song: Blessed Be the Name - Tree63
One down, three to go. I hope I'm not stuck in here all day. I've been in a bad mood all week. And this annoying beeping sound coming from the other side of the room doesn't help! Oh to have my own room!
4/17/05
Song: Mud on the Tires - Brad Paisley
Blah, I'm sick. I'm tired of being sick. First I couldn't talk, then I couldn't breathe, and now...well...nevermind. Hopefully this week I'll get back on track. I haven't exactly derailed, but I haven't been watching where I'm going. That could lead to a wreck. Yes, church is just what I need.
4/16/05
Song: Bless the Broken Road - Rascal Flatts
The year is almost over. I do believe I've progressed. I have friends now. I'm also being pursued, but that's a different story. It is not mutual, to make a long story short.
4/13/05
Song: I Wanna Talk About Me - Toby Keith
I may go to my first concert tomorrow. That, I'm sure will be an experience. Last night a little girl seemed to be attached to me. I suppose that's a good thing since I will probably be teaching her piano lessons next year. If the kid doesn't hate you, all is well. I'm not really a kid person. I may act like a kid a lot, but I don't know how to talk to them. I also don't know how to discipline them. I see the makings of a bad mother. But no worries about that just yet. I might never have children in the first place. 11:50pm. It's too similar. Twice in one week. 6 months and one week exactly. Even the days have the same numbers. Everything has played out so parallel...will I be the next to die tragically?
4/11/05
It's got to be biological. No other explanation to my sudden bouts of lonliness. Turns out that body language does actually affect things like that...who knew? Yes, I've been experimenting. And I will continue to experiment until I get the desired results. 8:42pm. Is it just me, or is everyone pairing up this week? In my social group I seem to be the odd person out. Just like always. I'm sick of this! I'm not pretty enough, I'm not witty enough, and I'm not flirty enough. I don't expect that to ever change.
4/10/05
Song: Lonely Road
They didn't come.
4/09/05
Song: My Confession - Josh Groban
I seem to have misplaced my voice. It's a good thing that I'm doing a concerto instead of an aria. Anyhoo, I sang for two and a half hours last night. Perhaps that is where it ran off to. I was thinking last night and I have concluded that it is impossible for a man to fall in love with me. I foresee a life of single misery. However I must remember that with God all things are possible. I cannot completely give up hope.
4/08/05
Song: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
It has been brought to my attention that I am unhealthily vain about my IQ. When I'm amongst those of average intelligence, yes I might have something to brag about. However, I am by no means a genius, and I look rather idiotic when compared to one.
4/06/05
Song: Til the Storm Passes By
So I wake up this morning only to discover that I've been ODing on Sudafed. Great way to start the day...
4/05/05
Song: Paperback Writer - Beatles
I've still got it! It as in the ability to write parodies. Fortunately this one isn't morbid. It is also the time of the year to go into hiding-from-the-sun mode. But gasoline is so ridiculously high that I walk to class, thus exposing my unprotected epidermis to UV rays. I hate biology.
4/04/05
Song: Honey I'm Home - Shania Twain
So I come back from a busy weekend and what do I find? Someone has been touching my stuff. Hello? Ever heard of property rights and privacy? There is something spilled on my TV! My picture was in the wrong place. I believe I turned off my fan before I left. There was underwear hung on a tree outside my window!! Do I even want to know?! Of course I could be totally overreacting and delusional, but nevertheless for future reference the Number 1 rule: Never touch something of mine without permission. And I repeat, NEVER touch something of mine without permission.
3/31/05
Song: Concrete Angel - Martina McBride
It's happening. Predictability bothers me. It leaves room for pessimism and it's reinforcing my many short-comings.
3/30/05
Song: True - Ryan Cabrera
I'm such a sucker for a good voice. Combine that with a versatile musician and I'm hooked...At least until I find out what a idiot or jerk the guy is...which is usually the case. I went to a campus talent show last night, can you tell? 7:53 pm. A monetary award for good grades...that hurts. Because now there's pressure. Before it was just my own high standards. Now I have to live up to it because I'm not the only one watching. I don't think I can.
3/28/05
Song: Little Moments - Brad Paisley
It's funny how one person can totally ruin your life. Lesson of the day: Do not invest in anything that you do not expect to yield long-term profits. It wastes time and you will regret it.