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hi i guess.. what's up? i haven't been in the mood to blog lately.. see lots of shit has happened in my life and well why bother to blog when preoccupied with crap.. hopefully this will change starting tomorrow, hence it's a new month & new possibilities can arise.. i've been thinking about the past a lot and about where i'm heading... i've been trying to discover who i am and what i am supposed to do in this world and i'm yet to find the answers.. lets hope oct. is better than sept. in all perspectives.. well i'm off now.. till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 2:51 p.m.
an uneventful day...
PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 4:57 p.m.
more problems...
hey peeps.. guess things couldn't get any worse right? well the good news my dad is out of the hospital.. the bad news is that my mom had a car accident yesterday morning and now she has no car.. and she's bruised up pretty badly.. at least it wasn't her fault.. all i know is that the bitch that ran that fuckin stop sign better pay up some how or i will personally kill her and her 2 little girls.. and i'm being very serious.. my mom almost died yesterday cause of that bitch! so yeah my karma is sure sucky.. having everyone in my family including me get really unhealthy in a span of a month isn't cool.. i just hope that bitch pays.. stupid hispanic drivers.. that's why i hate hispanic people.. ok i'm calm i swear.. i just want all this bad stuff to stop happening to my family.. i don't like to see them in pain.. especially now my mom.. she definitely doesn't need this.. she already is ill enough.. and now on top of it she can barely move cause her ribs are all bruised up and her leg is bruised and her arm is bruised.. her car is basically unusable till the insurance of that bitch finally coughs up the money.. my parents are gonna sue the pants of the bitch and i swear if they don't pay up a lot of money for my mother's suffering i will personally make sure that the bitch & her 2 daughters PAY UP with their life.. till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 5:10 p.m.
not yet..
I'm a broccoli! I'm introverted but always try to be more outgoing. I'm sort of dim on the outside but inside I'm really a good person and always trying to fit in. Even though a lot of people don't like me, they really do learn to love me!
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by Krysten!
hey everyone, what's up? nothing much on this side of things.. well my dad isn't getting out of the hospital yet.. who knows when.. he's better and all but the doc hasn't given the ok... maybe soon.. but then again who knows.. i'm so tired.. today sure hasn't been my day.. it's been rainy and i've been feeling pissy and depressed for no reason.. it absolutely sucks.. so if i bitched at anyone that has read this i'm sorry but it's just one of those days... till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 5:00 p.m.
dads much better!!!
hey everyone, what's up? well much is up sort of.. dad is out of icu unit and into a regular room and his veins are not clotted with blood anymore so that's a great thang.. he is gonna be discharged either tonight or tomorrow.. any news like that can lift anyone's spirits especially mine since they've been low since i heard of his condition.. yeah believe it or not i love my family and when ever something bad occurs i get worried and stuff.. hell especially a freakin parent... not that me and my dad have the best relationship but i still love him... well that's the update i have i will blog later on.. till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 2:14 p.m.
dads in the hospital...
hi.. dad's in the hospital.. urg.. clotted veins with blood or whateva.. i'm really not much in a mood to discuss it.. i have a cold or the beginning of one that i will regret having i'm sure.. i feel like hell.. i can tell this weekend is gonna suck once again... i'm sure the dolphins will let me down and lose another fuckin game to the jets! i hope i feel better tomorrow but that will take all the good karma of you good people and then some. till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 4:45 p.m.
all raves today...
hey peeps, what's up? nothing much on this side.. just actually chillin here.. i actually have no rants for today but i do have to compliment aol on finally doing something cool... yes believe it or not aol has done the impossible.. they've made a product that is worth using.. everyone is obviously familiar with aim right? well their new version 5.0 is the best thing they've ever come up with.. you should honestly download it.. it was worth my download and when i saw it i was like NO WAY! i have normal aol but i use aim a lot too cause well it's fun.. anyhow i am still amazed at how cool it is & looks.. i started taking some multi-vitamin supplement similar to centrum and well it's doing a good job at keeping me with energy and stuff.. i haven't felt dizzy or anything since i've started taking it, 2 days and counting, lol.. gotta start somewhere right? and i'm even less anti-social now.. i actually said good morning to some chick in class today, which is an odd thing cause i try to stay away from anyone.. and plus my depression is like totally gone.. i feel euphoric and it's great! i advice you all to take a multi-vitamin supplement like centrum or something generic... it does the job believe me... heck i'm even sleeping like a baby now.. so if you do 2 things today is pick up some nice centrum like supplement thing and download the latest version of aim ok? till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 6:42 p.m.
walmart, woohoo!
hey everybody, what's up? nothing much on this side.. i went to walmart today... must of been great right? well not really.. my back was hurting and i had to walk with my mom's cane.. but i bought some vitamins and stuff to make my body great again.. plus some other "stuff" i needed.. but i didn't really come here to talk about walmart.. i actually have something on my mind.. see in florida we have lots of threats of hurricanes and crap and well it's getting me pissed off.. not that they are threating cause they really aren't.. but the news stations making big freaking deals about a disturbance and already predicting it's gonna hit when it's freaking a damn week away!!! they try to make people scared by bringing up when hurricane andrew hit thinking people will tune into their broadcasts and just watch cause they are scared and or worried... it's absurd! but whateva that's why i try not watching the news at all.. it's all a bunch of ratings junk! well now i've angered myself up with them.. so i will go comment on some blog and be pissy... till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 4:58 p.m.
my absence in a nutshell...
hey everybody, what's up? nothing much on this side of town.. i know i've been absent from blogging for almost a week. i know you've all missed me dearly.. yeah right. but anyhow i just want to update you on why i was not blogging.. see i came down with some crappy stomach pain on friday and well i had been puking and feeling like hell till yesterday.. i still feel weak and stuff but i'm getting better.. there's also a bright side of things when it comes down to what happened to me on that day.. but i won't discuss that now.. i'm still too weak too discuss everything, but i'm sure going to try to discuss more later on if i'm feel up to the task.. heck i didn't even turn my computer on till sunday.. that's how bad i felt all these days.. it's horrible! but i'm not dwelling on the past, i'm just looking ahead at the future.. well i must be going now.. but i'll catch you all soon i hope.. till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 2:20 p.m.
one year after...
hey peeps, what's up? nothing much on this side.. well it's been one year since our lives were changed by tragedy... many people are still mourning those who perished on that fateful day one year ago... i'm not a patriotic person but i still feel for those people who lost someone that they cared about. maybe this tragedy could have been prevented but it wasn't. the fact that it happened is enough and it will happen again one day because history always seems to repeat itself though time. my point i guess is that we have to totally move on and not dwell on the past because all that will do is bring back the horrible memories that occurred. we need to focus on other things to avoid history's repetition... we need to stop our hatred towards each other. i don't understand why people "hate" things, people or ideas... can anyone shed some light here? see i know people hate for the mere fact that they cannot understand something.. for example, we automatically say we hate something when it becomes difficult for us in our lives or are in disagreement with it somehow... maybe if we dealt with this hate that is in bedded in most of us we could move on and finally abolish hate. now i don't mean we are all gonna get along nice and peachy cause that will never happen. but if we understood one another better we could learn not to try to eliminate someone or something just because we don't understand it fully. we have to embrace the differences that make this world up. we can learn so much from everyone & everything than resort to genocide... humans as a whole need to acquire understanding in order to progress the human race forward & not in circles as it appears to be happening.. we've already seen many lives taken because of hate, we shouldn't add to it.. well that's my take on things. i really hope everyone embraces their loved ones just a bit tighter from now on in hopes to put an end to this hate that is consuming our lives & our future...
till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 1:44 p.m.
much better
hey peeps, what's up? nothing much on this side.. i do feel great comparing to yesterday.. i didn't eat anything yesterday cause my tummy was still hurting.. what sucks though i don't really have anything to discuss... well i do in a lighter note.. i was watching sunday night football cowboys vs texans on espn yesterday.. and most of you probably don't know that the texans are an expansion team and that they are supposed to "suck"... well they beat the cowboys ass in one of the coolest games i've seen in a long time... and talk about the quarterback of the texas david carr.. now i know what the hype about him was.. he's a monster throwing that football.. this kid is gonna be great really sooon in the nfl.. but enough football & stuff.. till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 5:38 p.m.
pizza is the devil!!!
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energy=power
also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of the circle of life. it has a life cycle of 500 to 600 ears and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. then after three days, it rises again from the ashes. it is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. it is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melidous song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. it is a symbol of the sun and immortality. the phoenix is a very worthwhile beast.PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 2:53 p.m.
my weakness slowly goes away...
hey everybody, what's up? nothing much here.. well as you have all been dying to know my weakness is going away slowly... so that's a good thing.. i don't understand my feeling bad and all.. i know it's not the heat.. it's my body being stupid.. though it always seems to happen when i'm in line waiting to pay... hmm... this can't be good.. maybe it's just that my body dislikes people too... i do hate crowds.. maybe my body is telling me that it does as well? hmm.. i don't think i've heard of a disease that has dizziness & disliking people involved.. maybe i can give it a name.. phscko disease.. lol.. has a nice ring to it huh? i can picture it now, a commercial for the "phscko disease".. and i can even hear the announcer guy say "if you've experienced dizziness, fatigue or fainting more than once in the few months while in line to pay or in a social gathering you may have phscko disease... there is no cure yet but with your help we can find a cure, please donate whatever money you can to the foundation of phscko disease p.o. box blah blah.." you guys get what i mean right? seriously though if i don't make fun of my own "possible" condition who will? well actually some might but who will actually do it in good taste? none other than me of course.. ok so today's weak update is brought to you by the letter h. so far today i've felt pretty blah but not as blah as yesterday.. and i have more energy today than i did yesterday so that's good.. i hope to keep this trend going by trying to be unweak tomorrow too.. that will make 2 straight days if it happens... well i have nothing else to offer so till next time, make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 4:55 p.m.
the faint spell from hell!!!
hi everybody, what's up? nothing much except the fact that i had one of those faint spells again... i didn't faint see but it would of probably not of taken much if i wouldn't of gotten to a chair on time... i started perspiring a lot and felt like everything was disappearing.. it was scary.. last time this happened was back like in may.. or around that time.. anyhow.. i remember standing in line and bam everything started disappearing and i couldn't hear anything and i was perspiring a lot.. i had to get out of the line and go directly to a water fountain... after i drank a lot of water i recovered... and then today this crap.. i mean it sucks.. i can't control it and it's scary... i don't know what it is.. dehydration? i know i drink enough liquids in the day.. so it can't be that.. i have no answers and i want answers now!!! till next time.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 4:27 p.m.
computer trouble, not mine..
hi everybody, what's up? nothing much here.. ah.. today started out sucky and it's probably just gonna end up sucky.. i've been weird all day today like my attitude and stuff.. i don't feel like doing much except just lay down.. oh well.. on to the computer problem. well jimi's sister dawn got given a computer and i was gonna put windows xp on it.. well it turns out that computer is like weird and stuff.. when i tried putting the cd inside nothing happened.. it would read the cd and then just stop and go to some stupid screen not letting any of us do anything else.. i don't even think this thing has dos in it.. whatever the os it has it's seriously screwed up.. jimi and me tried a zillion times to keep restarting the fucker cause once it got to that "weird" screen nothing will happen.. it's like it would sort of freeze up.. i guess that's why they gave her the computer.. cause well it's useless.. i guess nothing in life is free or usable for that matter... i gave up on that computer after i saw no progress was gonna be made.. i told them to take that fucker to best buy.. i'm sure they know how to put win xp in there.. and if they don't i feel totally sorry for them.. since they are the computer "experts".. yeah experts my ass.. i'll keep ya all updated on this matter i'm sure... well now it's time i go.. nothing else on my mind.. if anything pops in i'll be sure to blog about it.. otherwise ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 6:01 p.m.
labor day
hi peeps what's up? nothing much here.. so what did this labor day bring to you? wanna know what it brought to me? well just more concentrated anger.. i'm really getting scared of the anger i have inside.. i almost lashed out on my mom today.. why can't i control my anger sometimes? it sucks.. i guess since i haven't been able to vent in my writing that i decide to actually play out my anger.. it's not a good thing cause i know one day i won't be able to hold back and i'll do something really bad like kill someone.. not that i haven't thought of that already but i mean honestly who hasn't in one point in their lives but do they act out these thoughts? some do.. i haven't.. yet. i'm scared that one day i'll have a lethal weapon near me and that the next person that ticks me off a bit i'll just off... i really need to get back to writing in both the "books" or stories or whateva you want to call them that are not finished or even half way done with.. i think i seriously have a horrible case of writers block and it doesn't look like it's about to seize in the next few days or even weeks.. for my sake i hope it finally dies down and i can get back to writing which makes me happy most of the time.. not that i'm depressed or anything but i feel great when i put my words towards an idea that's worth something to me.. well that's enough endless babble.. i might blog later if i'm not asleep, etc.. till the next time we interact ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 6:01 p.m.
boring day
hi everybody.. not a very productive evening today.. did nothing at all.. oh well.. maybe i'll do something tomorrow.. i'm just too tired to do anything.. i think i'm gonna go to sleep now that's how blahish i feel.. maybe tomorrow will be my "good" day.. till then ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 6:30 p.m.
layout...
well hello peeps, what's up? here is the new layout of sorts.. yippieeeeee right? anyhow just wanted to show it to you.. i am fairly tired.. i have no clue either what i'm gonna be doing today.. i don't think i'm going to the beach and i'm freaking out.. well not cause of that.. just freaking if i have nothing to do today.. well i'll blog in the afternoon with my crap err i mean good knowledge.. lol.. well i'm gonna go now.. till later ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...PhScKo digredior digredi digressus @ 6:20 a.m.