not in the mood
hi peeps.. i haven't been much in the mood of blogging or doing anything as of late.. there is something that is wrong with me and i wish not to discuss it.. it's something i have to deal with and get over for the time being.. it's nothing bad that i can ponder up but it's just something like being anti-social, or of that kind.. i've been doing a lot of reading and refraining from speaking to others in all possible ways.. i guess that is how i feel i should be till i get over this "thing".. only people i've encountered recently have been close family members.. heck i haven't even hung out with jimi for a long time.. i can't remember the last time me and him went out to lunch or breakfast or just sat and talked for a while.. it scares me that i am acting like this but i can't help it for now.. i have to deal with this stuff that's going through my mind and i need to do it alone i guess.. it sucks but well i can't control my feelings.. well enough of that.. today there are gonna be some good college football games on so i suggest to watch them as i will do as well.. the most notable would be the match-up of notre dame vs florida state, a good game which all of you should take a crack at looking today.. i will be tuned it to it for sure, since i'm sure it will actually be a very close game.. it can go either way actually but i honestly think that fsu will pull out a victory, unless notre dame finds inside themselves a tolerable offense.. well i think i've blabbed enough for today.. may be back tomorrow to blab some more.. but who knows, just got to wait and see what stirs inside my mind..PhScKo ranted @ 11:23 a.m.
it's been a while...
well well well how are you all? it's been a bit since i've actually gotten my butt to blog.. i've been well fairly not up to it.. but today i actually had a nice sleep, even though i had 2 fairly similar yet sort of "bad" dreams.. i won't discuss the dreams though as they serve no purpose for any of you but still i had a great sleep finally after about a month of not sleeping well.. i bought mr. deeds today on dvd. i love that movie so much.. now i am sure i will watch it over and over as i do with movies i love.. i think it's probably my second favorite adam sandler movie.. but i'm not sure.. i would have to get back to you on that... well i must say that junior is doing quite nicely walking.. he is soo adorable.. though he's a bit of a cry baby when he doesn't get his way, but he is only just barely 1.. i love him sooo much.. he always gets really happy when he sees me... well that in part is because i actually play with him and pay attention to him unlike others that visit him.. plus i taught him how to dance so now every time i go over he grabs my hands and starts to dance with me.. it's sooo cute.. today is game 3 of the world series.. i aint gonna watch it, why bother? it's at night and well baseball at night just doesn't make sense to me, well plus the teams aren't any i would pay to see or see at all if i were given free tickets..PhScKo ranted @ 3:41 p.m.
i hate not sleeping well
hi everybody.. what's up? nothing much here.. well my sleepless nights are back.. i have been sleeping pretty badly for about 3 days now.. i don't know why this time.. i'm even cutting down on my caffeine intake.. hell if i drink soda it is once a day only.. it's scary i know since i'm a pepsi one freak but well i don't need it to live anymore.. i need to do something and get back into a good sleeping pattern before i go crazy.. i woke up at like 3ish this morning and i couldn't fall back asleep.. isn't that just fucked up? i think i'm gonna have to start taking sleeping pills again or something to make my sleep profound and last more than 4 hours.. well on a lighter note i wish there were cool college games on today but it turns out only sucky ass games will be on.. and well that means i'll be bored till later on when i decide to watch a movie or something..PhScKo ranted @ 9:47 a.m.
rainy day!
hi everybody.. what's up? nothing much here.. i'm just thinking since it's been rainy out and stuff.. just about life and crap.. i've decided i'm never dating again.. i am just not in this life to be with someone "special" as some would put it... see if that were the case i'd have someone, the "one" or whateva.. not that i believe in anything anymore but you must know what i mean.. i'm gonna have to be satisfied with what i get and be happy cause life is about more than relationships, it's about.. uhm.. football? yeah right.. well life is about living, learning, loving or some other warped things that humans have inherited from their cavemen ancestors... well that's what i was thinking, not much but still something that picks at me when i'm bored or depressed or both..PhScKo ranted @ 3:26 p.m.
i hate periods!!!
hi peeps.. yes just in case you are all wondering what periods i hate well the periods i hate are the monthly piece of shit ones.. oh yeah by the way i have mine, got it sunday and i feel like blahish.. urg.. why do women have to suffer so much? stupid guys don't have to deal with blood, guts & such coming out of THERE!!! i'm very descriptive aren't i? well why sugar coat something that sucks? anyhow the dolphins and the hurricanes both won in dramatic fashion this weekend.. what else could be asked for right? i almost had two freakin heart attacks due to those dramatic finishes.. anyhow i'm ok now and well since the outcome was good it was worth it, i think...PhScKo ranted @ 4:45 p.m.
big ass football day!!!
hey everybody!!! today is a big college football day.. i get to watch the university of miami vs florida state university at 12 noon and right after that i get to watch the oklahoma vs texas.. and there's also tennessee vs georgia which should also be an excellent game.. plus notre dame vs pittsburg is also gonna be played that is always a good game and rivalry... heck even michigan vs penn state should be a good game, so all in all today is one of those days to sit back with a bag of chips, pizza, soda, beer or whateva pleases your tummy and watch some damn great college football.. isn't this what life is all about anyhow? watching great match-ups with kids that actually play till they are injured and not worrying about their bodies and such.. so today will be a very great day in deed, football, food, feuds, & fun.. what else can anyone ask for?PhScKo ranted @ 9:40 a.m.
tgif
hey peeps what's up? nothing much here.. i do dare say that finally it's friday meaning the weekend is hours away, can ya feel it? this weekend promises to be fun for me at least football wise.. i get to watch um vs fsu & dolphins vs broncos.. heck i get chills just thinking about it.. anyhow today i went to circuit city and bought the scooby doo movie dvd & big trouble dvd. i also got system of a down's toxicity cd & it is really good... i advice you all to take a listen to it if ya can.. you know what's weird? i've been sleepy all day and i have no idea why.. well i sort of have a hunch and it could be cause i haven't had any caffeine today and that usually keeps me hyped up for most of the day. i've actually lost my desire to drink soda. it's a waste of time and plus too much caffeine is bad for the body.. well now it's time to watch friends since i taped it lastnight.. hope it was good and if it wasn't well i'll just have to rant about it tomorrow...PhScKo ranted @ 5:03 p.m.
those agatha christie mystery novels..
what's up everyone? nothing much here.. i've been please to say that agatha christie truly is the master of mystery.. i think i finally have a favorite female author.. she was a smart cookie and all of you should take in at least one of her books in your lifetime.. i can promise you that you won't be disappointed! on a lighter note of sorts my car battery died today in the morning.. luckily since my mom's car is uhm.. "dead" i took her new battery and got it installed on mine.. let me tell you that my car now runs better and stuff.. i absolutely love it! and since i have to take my mother everywhere now since she's got no chaffer it's only fair i get the battery free ya know.. i do have to put up with taking her to crappy places that i don't enjoy... heck who the hell likes to go buy medicine or buy stuff at the 99 cent store with their mother? heck i don't like doing that by myself so go figure!PhScKo ranted @ 5:03 p.m.
on the brink of war?
what's up everyone? nothing much here.. so mr george w. bush here has this warped idea that saddam is an actual threat to us? didn't history teach us that saddam is not gonna stop being iraq's leader or whateva? didn't george w's father try to conquer this man as well and did he fail ladies and gentlemen? uh.. DUH! i hate republicans for that reason all they seek out is war for no real valid reason. so many of our best will die cause of bush and his stupidity.. hell i'm sure that if he was drafted he wouldn't serve.. he's probably too stupid to know what a draft is.. all i know is that when all is said and done and the war if we engage in it is finally over then you will see that nothing would of been accomplished.. war never solves anything!!!PhScKo ranted @ 5:16 p.m.
high heat baseball 2003
what's up everyone? nothing much here.. you know what's scary? i bought high heat baseball 2003 for my computer yesterday and it's awesome.. it's so damn addicting.. it has so many damn features and stuff.. i'm all giddy about it.. woohoo!!! anyways the dolphins won yesterday against the patriots so i'm all happy about that.. i got two books from the library today, both of course agatha christie books.. i'm gonna start on them today.. today the braves play the giants, i don't know but maybe the braves have hit their final course? i don't know.. i hope they win and all but i have lost faith in them.. oh well it's only a game right?PhScKo ranted @ 5:48 p.m.
1 game away from elimination
what's up everyone? nothing much here.. as the playoffs are getting tighter there are 3 teams who face elimination, that being the twins, dimondbacks & yankees... of course i can't wait to see the yankees go down! i hate those mother fuckers, hell i hate anything that comes from new york.. the place is rat infested and the people well they are the scum of the earth... i still haven't met a new yorker that i like.. the fact is i never will.. they are all fuckin obnoxious.. i'm sure you can agree with me on this one.. so i suggest that if you want to see back to back eliminations just tune in starting at 1 p.m today on abc family, where all the fun will begin.. i can't wait.. maybe i should bake a cake for the occasion.. i'm still pondering that thought.. i do feel like eating a red velvet cake.. yum.. but anyhow i'm too lazy to actually bake one.. maybe if someone else volunteered? oh well.. no takers huh? i'll manage, hopefully...PhScKo ranted @ 10:18 a.m.
red dragon ruled
hey everybody what's up? nothing much here.. i went to see red dragon with jimi today.. and let me tell ya it was awesome! anthony hopkins is one of the best.. so don't sit on your butts too long and go grab a ticket and watch it before you go crazy... on a lighter note i didn't dream about the world trade center this time.. i'm so happy i didn't.. i don't think i want to have fucked up dreams like that again.. well i'm gonna go get ready to watch the a's vs twins game, hope to see the a's win.. if they don't well that's their fault.. PhScKo ranted @ 3:40 p.m.
another world trade center dream...
hey everybody what's up? nothing much here.. i had another freakish dream about the world trade center, though this time i was in my house and the world trade center was like close by and the terrorist were in my house trying to blow my house down and the world trade center trapping us and killing us but they didn't get away with it somehow in the dream.. i don't remember this dream vividly but it had the same elements as the other one except this time we were escaping both by water and bus and not a mini-van or an elevator.. point being that the same results happened in the dream.. why the fuck am i dreaming about the damn towers??? i don't even think about the darn things.. hell whenever i see the towers on a tv show or something i giggle.. urg.. i hate having these fucked up dreams.. well that's all i have to offer today.. tomorrow i'm gonna go see red dragon with jimi can't wait for that and well that will be the exciting part of tomorrow..PhScKo ranted @ 3:40 p.m.
world trade center dream
hey everybody what's up? not much here on this side but i actually want to take my time and tell ya all the fucked up dream that i had about the world trade center.. never in my wildest imagination or dream realm would i think i'd have a dream about the damn towers... in the dream i was i the world trade center. to be exact on the building that got hit last and collapsed first. i wasn't alone though there were about 7 or 8 others with me but we were all at the top of the tower... we all knew something fucked up was happening but didn't know what exactly.. then we saw smoke coming up and realized that a plane had hit the tower. we tried to go on a service elevator that was located at the top of the building and then i remember a car appeared out of nowhere, well to be more exact a mini-van. we all got inside it as quickly as possible since we knew the building would collapse any second. then when inside the car i remember that the building was about to give. i swear i could feel the tower crumbling slowly from all angles. well i don't know or remember if the van just magically appeared in the lobby or if the elevator took it down to the lobby or whateva but the next thing i know i'm in the lobby of the tower and running out of there as fast as i could cause the building started to collapse slowly... then this asian chick appeared out of nowhere and she was running with me towards my car and out of view of the disaster. as i approached the car the dream faded and i woke up. weird dream huh? more like scary as fuckin hell.. lets just say i feel for those who went though the horror of escaping the building before it collapsed. what a horrible death it probably was for those who perished. maybe that dram is serving the purpose of understanding at least for me. just hope you don't dream about the world trade center. hell just remembering my dream gives me the willies... well that's it for today.. i think i've been through enough with that dream.. but now i have a better understanding of what others went through and how fucked up it was.. PhScKo ranted @ 3:10 p.m.
baseball, america's pastime..
so america's pastime is gonna be served up to us today.. a few games will be played an enrich us with what baseball is all about.. about over paid ass!! at least they give us exciting games in the playoffs but they still ain't worth the millions.. oh well.. it's part of america's tradition or whateva.. so in the spirit of tradition i'm gonna go now and watch me some baseball plus there's nothing else on right now so that will do just fine till 6 when tv gets much better... i'll catch you all tomorrowz.. stay clean and dry and watch some good ole baseball...PhScKo ranted @ 3:57 p.m.
the call came right before the sound of the buzzard..
hey everyone.. so september did get worse.. i was told by my mother last night that one of my father's sisters in cuba passed away yesterday.. she was sick and wasn't gonna last much longer but it's still a blow to my dad.. she was fairly ill and couldn't even go to the bathroom on her own.. i guess she is better off now right? anyhow i still think it's fucked up.. sept. is a month to run away from and fast before it sinks you in and drowns you in it's pedals of death.. well now i'm gonna go.. i'll blog later cause i know i'm gonna have some things to talk about, till then, be good & merry...PhScKo ranted @ 8:29 a.m.