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hello everybody.. long time no talk.. i'm sure none of you missed my sorry ass anyhow.. got nothing really big to talk about except the fact that i went to "the dade county youth fair" or whateva the hell it's called now.. and well i saw one of the chicks that works at circuit city, the one that i've known since high school days when i used to go there, her name is elzabeth she's cool, about the only cool person that works at circuit city. the rest are really rude and or sharks trying to sell you some cheap ass shit that costs a couple of hundreds bucks that will eventually be defective cause well bad american manufacturing.. anyhow that kind of became a rant but that's not the only weird thing that happened.. a person puked on car number 5 of the wild cat.. sick i swear.. and then nobody wanted to ride that car.. i don't blame em.. we got car 7, me and my cousin that is.. well that's not all, i also saw someone from my antropology class.. she's pretty cute but best of all she's a sublime fan.. that's about the coolest feature on her.. i don't like her or anything like that but well she's cute.. something about her is adorable but that's enough of that, i'm sure she's not gay in any way shape or form.. but having someone be eye candy isn't a crime, right? maybe in utah.. but we know how fucked up they are anyways.. so how nice was my day yesterday? i got a nice suntan in my shoulders and chest area.. and my face is a little nice too.. so all and all it wasn't such a bad day, weird though, very, very weird...more deaths..
hello everybody.. nothing much to say on this side of things.. this war is just ranking up the dead bodies like freaking stacks of cards... i hate it.. i don't like violence really, except well when it's my own, lol.. but seriously we are losing so many people and the war hasn't even hit a full week yet.. but we gotta move on and try to have a positive outlook on things.. well actually i shouldn't be one to talk about positiveness since i'm never positive about anything.. on a lighter note lisa comes back home from cleveland tomorrow.. don't tell her anything but i actually missed her.. not talking to her and making fun of her err.. i mean hanging out with her, yeah that's it.. or having her drag me to stupid stores for no reason.. anyhow i guessed i stilled missed her besides all that.. i'll probably bug her on thursday after class or something, you know just to welcome her home, lol...new logo i guess...
hello everybody.. so i've decided to change my logo a bit.. yup ocean's eleven is the best movie ever made so i decided to make that the theme of sorts... that's all i've really got to say today.. i haven't had much on my mind creative wise.. yeah the war sucks and well that's not gonna change but whateva, there's nothing we can do but wait till it's over...the war & more..
hello everybody.. so we're at war and already some american casualties.. it sucks i tells ya.. but then again i can't do anything about it and neither can all those protestors.. see as long as saddam is in power bush is not gonna stop this damn war... everyone is predicting a fast war but how can they say that? they don't even know where saddam is or his kids.. but whateva there's nothing i can do or say to make this shit stop so i won't... i'm glad today is finally friday so i can rest up and energize myself for the coming week.. on some lighter notes i still haven't stopped thinking about "her" but i am coming to the realization that it's just not worth it.. i've managed though to control my thoughts and they aren't as constant as they were a week ago so that's good.. soon i'm sure i'll forget i ever liked her or question that fact.. i need you all to send me that good karma so that can become a reality so bring it! on another note i think i'm actually quitting smoking forever this time.. i'm only smoking cigars now, so that usually makes me crave cigs and once those are gone i'll be free from crappy addictions.. and if that doesn't work i'll just be all pissy to everyone and stick my middle finger at them till the cravings seize and my cure is complete...happy st. patty's day everyone!
hello everybody.. so it's another st. patty's day gone by... i don't really have much to say today but i did come up with an idea for my site.. i am thinking of adding a section called inspirational gibberish that will contain whateva inspires me be it a poem or song or just a rant.. but who knows when it will be up or whateva.. i just came up with it today so don't expect it to be up tomorrow, lol.. oh today is whenlisa visits jimi in cleveland.. she left at like 7 in the morning... so she's probably already like hanging with him and stuff, lucky her.. i haven't seen him since dec... which sucks.. he's my best friend and he's 1000's of miles away.. but life goes on, i suppose.. i'll get to see him in august so i guess that's ok.. better then not ever seeing him again...she's on my mind as usual..
hello everybody.. so what's new you ask? nothing really.. i'm just a bit depressed cause my parents keep fighting with each other and i hate that.. why can't couples just get along? but i'm not here to talk about them.. i have bigger issues to think about.. i can't believe i can't stop thinking about her.. well you all know who i'm talking about.. her name aint gonna be said.. just in case ya know.. someone is looking at it, lol.. anyhow doubtful but i gotta keep my secret a bit.. well anyhow i swear i've tried like hell to stop thinking about this girl but i can't.. every time i close my eyes her all i see is her.. i really wish i didn't like her cause well i am sure she's straight and all.. my luck too... always falling for the straight chicks.. it sucks!!! i will have to live with it as i have before in the past but this time it's different.. when i think about her i smile and wonder what it would be like to just hang with her.. hell i wouldn't even mind a friendship but i know that won't ever happen either.. yeah life sucks and then you die, what an outlook.. all i know is that it's really gonna be hard to get over her.. i'll live and move on but how long will this process take? it's hard too cause she works at my favorite store.. i guess i'll just have to avoid her as hard as that will be or maybe she'll quit her job, lol.. well in any case i just hope this ends one way or another, i wish happily.. but i know in the end it won't be as i see but as it's always been, disappointing...dehydration
hello everybody.. ha that makes me sound like dr. nick from the simpsons.. but anyhow.. gotta say it's been another scorching day here.. i don't get this weather... last year at this time the weather was much nicer.. i hate florida weather and yet i've lived here all my life and i seem to complain about it more and more each day.. but seriously who wants to dehydrate themselves just walking out on the porch to catch a glimpse of some chick or something, lol.. heck i think i almost got a heat stroke today driving in my car... yeah my car has no a/c so i'm fucked but at least i'm losing weight, lol.. not that i need to but still.. only thing good about this weather is the beach.. it must be great to dive into the ocean right about now and scavenge for lost shells maybe even some bones like i found the last time i went.. don't know if they were human bones but they sure looked like they were, maybe an old indian from the spanish/indian war in the 1800's.. well i am not a bone expert at least i wasn't one at the time so i can't recall if it was.. maybe when i go again, wish hopefully will be soon i can find some more bones and well make my own conclusions...hot ass day here in florida..
hello everyone.. welcome once again to another fun filled entry in my life or whateva.. anyhow there is some good news from the front. finally mercy's cast has been removed so she can at least have mobility in it.. though she can't carry the kids yet for another 2 weeks but at least it's healed up pretty good supposedly.. anyhow i saw one of my cousin's today, the one i got to see be born.. great experience i recommend viewing a live birth at least once in your life, it's awesome, not for the woman but well you all know what i mean.. anyhow she's sooo smart and everyone says we look alike and do stuff alike when i was her age.. i don't see the resemblance but well cubans see whateva their heads makes em see.. i shouldn't talk since cuban blood does flow through my veins.. oh i can't wait till i can give blood again.. i'm counting the days, 6 days.. woohooo.. that's another thing whoever thinks giving blood is a bad experience well they are wrong!!! when i gave blood i felt like high, it was an awesome feeling for the days after it.. hell i wanted that needle in me again.. ok that didn't sound right but you know what i mean.. i finally got the movie clue & ferris buller's day off on dvd.. yup got em at best buy.. gotta love that place, well actually i can't stand it but circuit city's sorry ass doesn't have either of em in stock anymore.. urg.. there is only a few good things about best buy though, they carry hard to find dvd's and cd's... but i like sticking to circuit city, i have since like 1994 when it opened down here..happy 311 day!!!
hey peeps.. you know what today is? yup it's 311 day, lol.. once a year we are blessed with this day.. if you don't know what i'm talking about well 311 day is my favorite band so ever 3-11 i play all their stuff non-stop.. and well it's a me thang.. you would probably understand if you were a 311 fan.. most fans do play their stuff even more on their day and wear a t-shirt of theirs too and stuff.. anyhow today school was kind of fucked up.. see i had an "episode" again.. and by that i mean a faint spell.. i hate those.. i know why i had it though.. see i didn't eat anything yesterday at all and had hardly any liquids in me so that caused my dehydration and coupled in with no food made me feel that way.. i felt better in class but right before it i was sweating and like felt like i was gonna faint... anyways class was good though, it always is.. gotta love moorman, he rules!!! well i'm tired so i'm gonna go read or do something useful with my time...
86 years young..
hi world.. nothing is up here.. my grandpa is now officially 86 years young today.. yup he's old but still going strong.. so i guess that's good... i went to circuit city and finally bought cocktail and mission impossible 2. i wasn't sure if i should get both but i figured i was gonna get them anyhow sooner or later and why not sooner than later, right? anyways i finally got some school tomorrow.. it's weird to say this but i miss it.. i love moorman's class.. he's like the best teacher in the world.. plus physical anthropology rules!!! now i think i'm going to bake that cake for my grandpa and rest since my shoulder muscle hurts... i guess i slept on it or something but i sure know it hurts.. i made a new shirt design for a white shirt of my promoting my site.. hopefully it won't come out like lisa's did and fuck up while wearing it... anyhow now i will go.. i really don't have much to say even though i did see someone that i wanted to see.. but i'm realizing now that i should just let go of my feelings for that person and well just live.. can't get stuck thinking about someone that doesn't show feelings towards ya at all.. not even hi or how ya doin.. hell that's not even friendly.. heck i get friendlier greetings from enemies.. lol.. yeah i had to say that.. as corny as that was i just had to.. so i guess my soul or whateva is controlling what i do and stuff will have to wait and maybe it will find someone and if not then there is nothing i can do but deal with it and live...another boring day..
hi world.. nothing is up here.. just wanted to say what up to all you freaks.. it's been fairly a boring day.. so it looks like i'll be watching the movie caddyshack which rented today from blockbuster.. never seen the movie or if i did i don't remember watching it.. it's one of those classics.. tomorrow i might be visiting some family members that i haven't seen a long ass time.. see they want to see how "skinny" i am now.. geez everyone wants to know the secret to my weight loss.. the funny thing is that there is no secret to it.. just don't eat fatty crappy food and do some damn exercise and show some damn will power and you'll be fine.. but guess not everyone can do that.. hell i'm surprised i had that god awful will power in the first place.. i know what helped a bit was when i was going down the stretch of where i wanted to be weight wise i fell for this chick and well my appetite like died.. i wouldn't eat hardly and well i would even get stomach pains and stuff so i lost like 25 pounds sort of in like 2 months i think during that span.. so that got me motivated to lose even more and get to where i am now which is well, none of your biz, lol.. anyhow now i will retreat and find something to do or bug my mother a bit or something to that extent...urg...
hey everyone.. well lets just say i'm pissy today... see junior hasn't been eating well for a week and he's getting skinner and well i'm scared cause i don't want him to die.. and well last night i had a dream that he did die.. and well it was horrible.. i love that kid as if he were my own son and i don't want anything bad happening to him.. i rather get the inflicted pain rather than him.. i'd do anything so he won't suffer or feel pain.. i don't know but it's weird ever since he was born i've felt like this big connection with him.. i know it's weird but well i do. and if something were to happen to him i know i wouldn't survive it. anyhow i just had to let that out of my system.. i just hope he starts eating right again and gets rid of his horrible cold...sent jimi snail mail..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. i went to the post office today to weight the package i was sending jimi so it's finally on it's way and he's sure to get it by saturday, if not the post office will burn in hell!!! anyhow i can see lisa can post nasty comments again.. i don't know if that's a good thing or not, lol.. anyhow i went to circuit city today, and well i saw "her" i think every time i see her she looks better than the last.. i don't know what it is about her that i'm attracted to.. what sucks of course the whole is she gay thing.. i know that she can't be gay.. she's too femmy.. and well she hasn't given me "the look".. if she has i guess i wasn't paying attention.. point is i need to find out if she is or not so i can stop liking her.. or maybe i should just stop liking her period.. i just need a sign doesn't have to be a big one just noticeable to me that she either does like me or could care less.. i guess what i have to do is take my shirt with my site on it, i guess i can take that as a sort of sign.. if she goes to the site or comments about the shirt in some way or something i can take it she might have some interest and if not then it was never meant to even start in the first place.. yeah i should keep a positive attitude but that's not me.. at least not in these situations.. so i'll just have to see what unfolds, if anything...sleep perchance to dream..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. just a bit tired.. i had a nice nap today.. like for 4 hours.. yeah i know weird but i was sooo sleepy.. i haven't gotten much sleep in a while so go figure.. but hell sleeping in the day is good too. sleep in general is good.. well that's all i've wanted to express today.. tomorrow might be a better day to do cool stuff, and if not well then the other will have to do...i like her.. urg..
