so much has happened...
lots has happened since i last blogged.. on tuesday i found myself thinking life sucks... see my dog brownie who was ill already died, my car started acting stupid again, but the biggest news and the most saddening in my opinion is that we finally found out that junior does have autism as well.. i don't think anyone knows how i took that news.. but lets just say i wasn't "thrilled".. i was more like i want to kill everyone and i wanted to just get drunk out of my mind which i did sort of.. didn't make me forget about it either since every thought was of him and it just kept getting me sadder and sadder.. but what can i do? we all got to deal with it as best we can.. and i'm trying to, believe me.. it's just hard right now...new layout i guess..
so here it is.. the new shit.. not much change i guess? well it's just my creative juices are taking a vacation.. i'm gonna chill with christy and her family cause they are coming here to fry some fish, yuk, maybe i can get drunk and have a good time...thinking of new layout..
yeah so i'm thinking of a new layout now since i am already bored with this one.. but i'm trying to think of a way of changing it completely but that is kind of hard since my brain can only think for lil periods of time and isn't as creative as it once was.. so look for that in the coming weeks.. lisa dragged me out once again, credit union & of course her other favorite place winn-dixie.. of course when she got there she cursed the damn place but ended up taking long and buying the entire store practically.. but it's ok i guess since i got to get myself some veggies and some green grapes, yummm.. oh just so you all know i saw pirates of the caribbean with christy on wednesday.. and it sure blew me away.. i didn't expect it to be sooooo damn good.. i mean a movie that disney makes isn't usually a great thing but this one is the major exception... johnny depp was awesome and i mean AWESOME! and he looked yummy too but that's besides the point since i'm not into guys but damn i'd consider him, whoa baby! so yeah i expect to see that movie again and buy it the day it comes out, cause damn it's sure worth it...so i'm drunk..
so it is official now... christy knows i'm gayish and stuff.. but isn't that great??? it's finally out in the open so it's all goodish.. see she's cool so i wanted her to know... but i was always scared to tell her so it coming out like this is great.. when i'm drunk i say more things and am open to more suggestions and stuff.. so me and her told each other some things neither of us knew before and which i will not discuss.. but the ending point is we are chillin out it.. and we are sooo gonna watch the pirates of the carribean... i can't wait till johnny depp does his stuff.. i'm sure he will rule in it.. if he doesn't i'll just kill everyone and that will be the end of it.. ohhh and i'm sooo happy since jimi let me know about ocean's 12.. yup the sequel to ocean's eleven.. ::sighs:: isn't that the best news ever? to me is like a dream come true.. i'm a lil girl all over again...the weekend..
so yeah this weekend was a bit blah.. didn't think it would be much fun anyhow.. not that it ever is anymore.. ya know the older i get the more cynical i get.. i'm turning into some morphed up version of my parents.. and even they aren't as bad as i'm turning out.. lisa tried to get me to go to the beach, i almost fell to the floor laughing.. that's another thing i used to love the beach and would of jumped at the thought of going to it but now i honestly dislike the beach.. it's scary isn't it? i don't know if it's because i have some weird chemical imbalance in my brain or if my attitudes are just becoming fucked up but i don't seem to care much for anything that i used to love way back in the day.. christy even tells me i'm getting old and i'm no fun anymore but that's how it is i guess.. life fucks us up if we live long enough.. i'm even gonna probably get drunk tonight.. that might help me feel better.. then when i wake up tomorrow i'll probably feel like puking cause that's what drinking does to me now.. even when i was younger i wouldn't get hangovers but now.. well they are more commonish than i could of ever thought.. either that or it's the fact i don't eat anything before i drink or after i drink.. i guess you can be the judge...day with lisa..
lisa dragged me again with her to the credit union, city hall & to winn dixie.. how fun is that? lol.. anyhow at least i got to talk to jimi for a while on her cell phone.. i can't wait till he gets here so i can finally hang with him.. i've missed that a lot but well that's how it goes sometimes.. it's already july.. how time passes quickly.. i guess it's all good...