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posted on july 31, 2002 at 5:30 p.m.
doctor's appointment..
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posted on july 30, 2002 at 3:59 p.m.
starving..
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posted on july 29, 2002 at 6:59 p.m.
sleep was greatttttt
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posted on july 29, 2002 at 1:11 p.m.
i have finally slept great ladies and gentlemen!!! what a great sleep i had last night.. hell i even had very interesting dreams which i cannot reveal because well because of their sexual and graphic nature 
.. anyhow.. today some weird people that live in cuba are gonna come to lunch/dinner and stay and bug us all.. i don't know these people yet i have to kiss them on the cheek and smile and nod.. i mean god that's pathetic.. but that's what happens when you're part of a hispanic, namely cuban family... oh well i'll have to bare with them, heck it's only for a day right? anyhow i feel sort of bloated already.. that's not a good sign of course seeing my monthly is scheduled for arrival tomorrow.. urg.. yes urg it to hell!!! oh but i'm calm.. so calm.. i need to lose the 5 pounds i gained over the damn weekend.. yes 5 pounds! hell if i would of not pigged out i would of been feeling much better but noooo i had to go to the party and stuff my face with hot dogs that sucked! but i'm calm, i swear.. alright enough rants for now.. i'll keep you all informed of what transpires with these unknown people.. and by the way i have an even newer design that i will post up starting this thursday.. it's diff. and stuff.. i was originally gonna do the tribute to layne staley but then i decided not to.. but he still appears in the intro page cause i had to put him somewhere and revere him... well kiddies i'm off.. but in the meanwhile you all know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...stupid people
by PhScKo
posted on july 28, 2002 at 8:08 p.m.
i hate hot dogs!
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posted on july 28, 2002 at 5:30 p.m.
are you fucked in the head? take the test.
i aint even gonna go there...
by PhScKo
posted on july 28, 2002 at 12:09 a.m.
hmm...
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posted on july 26, 2002 at 7:56 p.m.
my nephew's birthday!!!
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posted on july 26, 2002 at 4:16 p.m.
tired..
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posted on july 24, 2002 at 7:06 p.m.
i hate the miami sol!!!
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posted on july 23, 2002 at 7:30 p.m.
once again the phil hendrie show was not given to bring to all of us another "sol" game.. god i hate basketball.. it's not fair the sol should uhm.. go to another radio station.. i'm really pondering getting the backstage pass for the phil hendrie show that way i can listen to it online.. but my funds are running low right now so i can't possibly do this right now.. so i guess i really shouldn't complain right? anyhow on a lighter note i want to thank sandee for the plug even though i didn't ask or expect it.. i'm glad your mom's fine and dandy and hopefully she'll stay that way for many years to come... now it's my turn to plug ya back, visit or suffer the consequences... 
---> implusion blog ok now i'm acting insane.. oh wait i am.. have i mentioned how hungry i am right now? i'm in one of my stupid ass diet type thingies again.. let me further explain.. see i want to weigh 108 or less by saturday so i can eat my ass off at my nephew and nieces party.. as i pointed out a few days ago i had reached that goal but i think i regained like 5 pounds durning the weekened.. i know i know i'm a hog when i comes to food.. sue me! anyhow i want to loss the weight but it's sooo hard when there's so much good food all around starring at me and calling out... ::sighs:: oh well i just have to have will power for now.. also i'm in the dire need for a cig.. but that won't help much.. in any case i will now retire to my bed where i will think up a way to maintain my self control and not go on a binge eating streak like i have been for the past almost week! well you all have a great night and i'll be blogging again tomorrow, unless i die in my sleep or other... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...dawn's baby pics
by PhScKo
posted on july 23, 2002 at 1:24 p.m.
this is little jon... and as lisa pointed out yes he's cute and adorable but not more so than my nephew and niece... well i wanted to post these pics up so you can see what dawn's baby looks like.. hope you all enjoy it and i'll be blogging later..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...luck in love...
by PhScKo
posted on july 22, 2002 at 9:50 p.m.
what a day!
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posted on july 22, 2002 at 4:50 p.m.
the damn chinese buffet will pay!!!
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posted on july 21, 2002 at 6:35 p.m.
the day has ended...
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posted on july 20, 2002 at 10:25 p.m.
so the day has ended and night has fallen upon me.. oh well.. my day hasn't been all bad or good.. i visited my bestfriend and talked to him for a bit and in the time span of about 30 minutes shot the bull till the cows came home.. me and him always have good conversations.. that's always a good thing though.. right now i should just go off into bed.. i'm fairly tired and tomorrow i get to finally eat from the chinese buffet place that has its grand opening tomorrow.. i've been waiting for like months now for this place to open.. if the food sucks you'll be hearing about it.. actually if the food is good you'll be hearing about it as well.. either way it will be blogged upon.. until then though...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...just saying hey
by PhScKo
posted on july 20, 2002 at 1:45 p.m.
so how's life treating you peeps? mine is fine of course.. just chilling here as usual... i had a busy day today trying to finish buying some stuff for my nephew junior.. i'm sooo tired as well.. i'm still at a delima of course.. see i went to navarro this morning and their weight thingy says i weigh in at 108 and then i decided to go to publix and buy my dinner of yummy pizza with some nice ass peperoni and mushrooms... yum.. well that weight thingy says i weigh 107.. so now those two weight thingys are a pound apart... odd.. anyhow so i'm still trying to decide which one to believe and put my faith in... oh well.. i can't decide.. can you? who would you trust? anyhow i still don't have my doctor's appointment so i can't really decide.. see in my doctor's office i'm sure i can weigh myself and find out.. well now i'm gonna go.. but i'll leave you all with my thoughts on the rain.. it sucks.. it's raining here now.. urg.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...baking a cake
by PhScKo
posted on july 19, 2002 at 3:32 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much here.. yup as you all can now see i'm baking a cake.. i just put it in the oven.. yum right? well i won't be partaking in the eating of it because of my own free will.. see we all know i'm trying to maintain my current weight... i'm still trying to decide which weight thingy to believe.. either publix or stupid navarro's.. see in navarro i weigh in at exactly 111 pounds and in publix i'm weighing in at 108 pounds.. so beats me.. i'm just gonna debate it a bit or look around i guess and then i'll see which one suits me better.. see my real ultimate freakin goal would be 106 cause of personal reasons that i might reveal if i ever get that far down.. well now i'm gonna go.. i might blog later but who knows if i'll be up for it.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...hey peeps
by PhScKo
posted on july 18, 2002 at 6:52 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much on this side.. just wanted to say hey and stuff.. not really in the mood to blog, just want you to all think about the ones you love.. i had a weird dream right when i fell asleep lastnight.. it was about someone i shouldn't be dreaming about.. it was a weird dream too.. well that person was sitting in front of the fridge on a chair and for some reason i wanted some iced tea and she wouldn't let me get it.. but then she brought it to me.. it was odd.. well i just wanted to share that dream with you peeps.. well now i'm gonna go and get ready to listen to phil hendrie.. catch you tomorrow... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...mere stuff
by PhScKo
posted on july 17, 2002 at 3:42 p.m.
damn the colds!
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posted on july 16, 2002 at 1:32 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much on this side of town.. i think i'm catching a crappy ass cold... well my nephew and niece both have one and since i kiss them and hug them and play with them i'm sort of bound to catch it... i didn't blog yesterday cause i just wasn't up for it.. i've been a little weird lately.. and not a good kind of weird.. i did see minority report yesterday with jimi and my friend paula.. the movie was pretty good.. i ate some salty ass nachos.. but i love nachos.. i went to buy cookie dough bites and they didn't have.. those rule big time.. damn punk then tells me uh.. we are all out.. and i'm like urg.. fineeeee... and i had to settle for just the soda and nachos.. oh well. i'll get some of those cookie dough bites from hollywood video the next time i go there... well folks now i'm off, i'll blog some more later... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...i cooked!!!
by PhScKo
posted on july 14, 2002 at 6:20 p.m.
so what's up peeps? nothing much on this side.. i didn't update yesterday at all cause i had a pounding migrane.. yes those suck but what can ya do? anyhow today my parents were supposed to come back but of course they didn't cause my mom called and told me that they were coming tomorrow instead.. that's cool i guess.. one more day without them... doesn't sound bad.. anyhow.. nothing is new here.. i went and spent some time with jimi at his mom's work and we talked about the usual weird things we talk about.. oh i cooked some cuban rice and beans.. yum.. well they were supposed to be for my folks but they will have to savor them tomorrow instead since they aint coming till then... well i'm fairly tired right now.. tomorrow i'm gonna go see minority report with jimi and that's about it.. so what a great day! well i'm really beat so i'll blog some tomorrow... till then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...love...
by PhScKo
posted on july 12, 2002 at 8:05 p.m.
hey peeps what's up? nothing much here.. so how about marrying yourself for love? good concept huh? hey why not? hell i would marry myself.. i love myself soooo much!!! woohoo.. anyhow aint that just grand? well i really have nothing to say but i wanted to share that pic with you all so you can see how some people are just too funny.. well till tomorrow...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...my day so far...
by PhScKo
posted on july 12, 2002 at 2:57 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much here.. i've had a long day so to speak.. i stayed with my nephew and niece so mercy could go to the post office to mail some letter that needed to be sent by next day mail or whateva.. then me and jimi went thrifting and then i took him to pay his phone bill cause his mom kind of forgot and they got their phone cut off.. geez only 3 days late and the phone company goes whacko! anyhow i bought 2 jean pants and a shirt and 5 books.. some shakesphere stuff, edgar allan poe, sherlock holmes, hemingway and lao tzu.. they were cheap of course.. it is the thrift store ya know... and i also got 2 casettes, one of neil dimond's greatest hits and the other of his from like the late 70's early 80's.. so yup my day was sooo fun filled.. but anyhow now i'm gonna go rest cause i'm a bit tired.. catch you all later tonight... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...the movie...
by PhScKo
posted on july 11, 2002 at 10:07 p.m.
you're the HREF tag- you need someone to lean on and take care of you. you can be shy but you shine in difficult situations.yup it's early
by PhScKo
posted on july 11, 2002 at 9:37 a.m.
hey peeps what's up? yes nothing much on this side.. i am blogging early cause i'm quite bored actually... i'm waiting for it to be 10:20 so i can go take care of my nephew junior like planned.. then after mercy gets back with janet i'm gonna go with jimi to see mr. deeds, which is at basically 2:40 p.m. that will be swell don't ya think? well my parents are well on their way to georgia right now and what's cool is that my cousin from georgia is pregnant.. we found out that news yesterday.. hopefully i'll be at the delivery again.. i was obviously there for the first which was about a year ago june 7. anyways just thought i'd share that with you all.. i just noticed that i need to get some soda at winn-dixie.. so that means i should go right now and buy it before i have to go to mercy's house.. well i'll be blogging later when i get back from the movies and i'm well rested, so expect one at night.. till then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...oddness...
by PhScKo
posted on july 10, 2002 at 4:20 p.m.
hey peeps what's up? nothing much on this side of town.. nothing really on my mind either but i decided i should say hey to you peeps reading this.. it's only fair right? well my parents leave for georgia at like 5 in the morning.. i can't wait.. the house basically all to myself till sunday night... now i can walk around naked.. woohoo.. anyways i'm probably gonna go to the movies to see mr. deeds with jimi tomorrow.. well only thing that will make those plans change is our deaths or his sister having her baby tomorrow.. but we're not sure when she will pop.. she's supposed to on friday but they might induce the birth tomorrow.. in any case i'm gonna be doing something productive i hope tomorrow.. anyways now i'm off to do whateva comes to mind.. don't expect me to blog again till tomorrow though cause i'm not at all inclined with ideas.. so till tomorrow... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...golly gee wizz mr. wilson!
by PhScKo
posted on july 9, 2002 at 6:50 p.m.
hey peeps what's up? nothing much here.. aint that pic just the cutest thang you've ever seen? if only real human moms would learn from this example and not beat up their kids or give em up for adoption or kill them cause they are "depressed" or whateva... it's sad listening to the news sometimes.. i'm so blessed that i have a mother who actually isn't a total bitch! anyhow i now have beat my goal of 110 by one pound.. i weigh 109 so that means i have to gain a pound, lol.. well it's all good.. no worries on my part... i don't really have much on my mind today... i guess that's just how it is sometimes... tomorrow i get to stay with my nephew junior cause my mom can't stay with him cause she has a doctor's appointment.. see i have to stay with him because
mercy takes my niece janet to therapy cause she has autism.. it sucks that she has it.. it's actually sad.. pisses me off that she has it.. but hey there is nothing i can do.. we just have to see if she progresses and stuff... anyhow.. now i'm gonna go recollect my thoughts of the day and listen to the phil hendrie show.. this guys totally rules.. it's a radio show.. i'll be nice and plug him so you peeps can check it out and stuff.. the phil hendrie show well with that thought i'll let you all be till tomorrow...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...haven't written anything in a while...
by PhScKo
posted on july 8, 2002 at 6:44 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much just thinking about that i haven't written anything lately.. i haven't worked on my short story, my book or written any songs or poems.. i guess i just haven't been inspired lately by anything around me... hell who can get inspired with the constant rain falling from the sky... i guess one person's source of inspiration is another person's writers block... i had a stint of writing back in the beginning of this year.. i hadn't written really in like a really long time.. i don't know why either.. i should of written a diary back then and maybe i would know the cause of that.. oh well can't dwell on that.. i think the last song i wrote was in june.. but i don't remember.. i don't remember much anymore.. that's why drugs are bad.. my stint with drugs made it so i forget everything past.. but i'm not gonna be taking any gingko biloka or whateva that stuff is called.. only herbs i take are ginseng, kava kava and st. johns wort which i haven't taken in like a week... reason being is cause i haven't been depressed so why bother take it right? but i think i will have some of that yummy tea later right before i go to bed.. i haven't taken the tea that has ginseng lately.. i should though to attract more energy in my body which is never a bad thing to have. i just finished reading the murders of rogue morgue.. what an interesting story by edgar allan poe.. his writing is exquisite... but i'm sure if you read him already you would agree with me on that point. well now i'm gonna retire.. no more blogs tonight cause i really have nothing to discuss with you folks... till tomorrow.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...better sleep, i guess..
by PhScKo
posted on july 8, 2002 at 1:34 p.m.
hey what's up everybody? nothing much on this side of town.. i finally slept a little bit better lastnight.. though i did fall asleep at like almost 11 even though i climbed up to bed at 8:20ish.. but i can't ask for much considering it's really out of my control... anyhow i lost like 3 pounds in like less than 2 days.. i'm so proud.. that means i need one more pound and i'll be finally at my goal of 110... woohooo!!! i'm very happy at that feat.. i've struggled dearly to get this damn bod 
! now i'm gonna go buy some more fruits at good ole publix, where shopping is a pleasure or so their slogan says... i kind of like publix more now than winn-dixie.. it's odd too cause i used to be the same way when i was younger.. but then i changed my views and i think i'm changing them again.. oh well.. that's me for ya... anyways i will now go get me some fruits.. and maybe i'll even stop off at walgreens to see if the nice looking chick that works in the photo department is there... well i'll be blogging later... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...yawns from beyond..
by PhScKo
posted on july 7, 2002 at 8:07 p.m.
heyyyyy
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posted on july 7, 2002 at 6:45 p.m.
soak out!
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posted on july 7, 2002 at 3:50 p.m.
my thinking isn't seizing...
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posted on july 6, 2002 at 8:17 p.m.
but you know that anyways you just won't admit it to yourself cause you have issues about it.. but i bet you 20 bucks that if all the peeps here knew what you looked like they'd be all like after you like a fat kid chasing the ice cream truck.. ok that was mean of me.. i don't imply anything bad towards fat kids or people or any of the kind... hell i used to be fat.. ::sighs:: anyhow.. back to my thoughts.. well i still don't know why i'm thinking about this chick that makes me happy... but why ask these things? why not just enjoy them? why do humans always want to know why? is that our major flaw? or is it our biggest attribute? one can look at it from both perspectives and come up with valid arguments for both.. but i will not take sides on this one... wow i just noticed that i've been talking for like ages on this blog... so i guess it's time to end it huh? i know i had more to say but i don't remember anymore... i guess eating chinese food made my brain want to blog huh? anyhow now i will be going until tomorrow where hopefully i'll have more things to blog about, but until then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i ate
by PhScKo
posted on july 6, 2002 at 7:10 p.m.
preparing for the beach
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posted on july 6, 2002 at 3:50 p.m.
hey what's up? nothing much on this side.. i just came from one of my "adventures" with my
mom of walmart... i hate going with her but when i really need to go there i hate paying so i have her pay... lol.. i know it's mean and all but that's what mom's are for... plus she drives me crazy so it's only fair she pay.. tomorrow i'm going to the beach and i have to start getting everything ready... i'm probably taking a book to read as well... but with all these loud cubans i doubt i'll get any real reading done... hopefully i'll be able to rent a bike there and ride it for a while since i haven't ridden a bike in over two years... it's supposed to rain tomorrow, a lot too.. an 80 percent chance to be exact but whateva if it rains it rains, i just hope it doesn't thunder.. if it does then we're all screwed! anyhow i'm gonna go now so i can start on my arm curls while i still have energy... see i'm not eating today at all i've decided.. since i binged yesterday it's only fair i don't eat till tomorrow.. sounds good right? well it is to me.. i'll just drink liquids that won't make me gain weight like diet soda and of course the great heabal teas.. yummy white tea.. that shit's the best.. speaking of it i think i'll have some of that for dinner.. i'll be blogging later... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
this damn hero song...
by PhScKo
posted on july 5, 2002 at 8:26 p.m.
ted williams dies..
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posted on july 5, 2002 at 2:40 p.m.
Williams, the Boston Red Sox revered and sometimes reviled "Splendid Splinter'' and baseball's last .400 hitter, has died at age 83.
Williams, who suffered a series of strokes and congestive heart failure in recent years, was taken Friday to Citrus County Memorial Hospital "where he was pronounced deceased,'' said sheriff's department spokesman Lt. Joe Eckstein.
He underwent open-heart surgery in January 2001 and had a pacemaker inserted in November 2000.
The Hall of Famer always wanted to be known as the greatest hitter ever, and his stats backed up the claim.
A two-time MVP who twice won the Triple Crown, Williams hit .344 lifetime with 521 home runs -- despite twice interrupting his career to serve as a Marine Corps pilot in World War II and the Korean War.
He had 145 RBI as a Red Sox rookie in 1939 and closed out his career -- fittingly -- by hitting a home run at Fenway Park in his final major league at-bat in 1960.
Williams' greatest achievement came in 1941 when he batted .406, getting six hits in a doubleheader on the final day of the season.
Williams contended his eyesight was so keen he could pick up individual stitches on a pitched ball and could see the exact moment his bat connected with it.
He also asserted he could smell the burning wood of his bat when he fouled a ball straight back, just missing solid contact.4th of july...
by PhScKo
posted on july 4, 2002 at 4:04 p.m.
wow!
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posted on july 3, 2002 at 7:08 p.m.
so what's shaking everyone? nothing really on this side... except i guess the constant rain that keeps falling... i don't understand why it rains sooo damn much here in florida! i mean at least we should get some snow in winter and not so much rain in the summer, doesn't that sound like a nice compromise? it does to me at least.. oh well.. nothing i can do yet till i manage a way to control the weather.. anyways i have no idea what i will do tomorrow on the "great" fourth of july... note i'm being extremely sarcastic... i'm not very patriotic to start of with... and what is up with these terror alerts and crap? do you honestly think that we are gonna get hit when everybody knows about it? i mean is bin laden that dumb to call a massive attack on the united states when they are expecting it? hell bin laden isn't gonna strike the u.s. again till all these bull crap about attacks calms down a bit, meaning maybe in a couple of years.. give it 5 years or more... point is the more the u.s tries to scare the citizens the more they have control over them, think about it... i can't wait till the 2004 elections.. so finally a "real" president takes office instead of having ole monkey head bush running the country! i mean fuck i'm tired of bush's stupidity. does he even know what state washington d.c. is located in? well actually it's like bordering 2 states right? but i think it's like in maryland mostly.. but anyways bush probably thinks washington d.c. is located in washington state! hell many americans think that too which is fairly sad to say the least.. but then again americans are stupid.. most of them anyways.. i'm american, sort of.. i was born in this hellish country and my parents are cubans.. oh yeah how great i must be off.. i must be the stupidest creature on the face of the earth, but actually i'm not.. i'm pretty smart and the cuban blood flowing inside me hasn't made me an ignorant human being. well i shouldn't be so mean to cubans but it's true.. cubans judge too much that's what makes them so fuckin ignorant in my eyes and in the eyes of many others. alright i think i'm done now.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hello
by PhScKo
posted on july 2, 2002 at 9:30 p.m.
what's up everybody? nothing much here.. just finished working on the august edition of my website.. i've got it set for august already.. i was bored so i made it.. i already did the july version of the site which is what you see now so don't expect anything new till august... i might add a new section or something like that but it's very unlikely right now.. if you can think of something i can add by all means let me know and i'll consider it or do it or whateva... i think i'm gonna have to re-install my aol cause it's acting goofy.. all the stuff i have saved on the top keeps disappearing ever time i switch sns... pisses the fuck out of me!!! that's how come i hate aol so damn badly.. they don't know how to make a good program even if they had einstein... but i shouldn't complain cause i'm the idiot that stays with the mother fuckers right? oh well what can i do? anyways my goal for saturday is to get to 110 pounds.. right now i'm at 113... do you peeps think i will make it by then? i don't think so but i might get to at least 112 if i'm lucky and i don't cheat and eat a hundred grand... i'm addicted to those suckers!!! but they are sooooo good... but i will leave it at that.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
food tastes good
by PhScKo
posted on july 1, 2002 at 6:37 p.m.
first day of july!
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posted on july 1, 2002 at 1:00 p.m.
what's up everyone? nothing much here.. i haven't blogged in a few days cause i've been feeling pretty weak.. i didn't even eat at all yesterday cause i was really feeling bad so go figure that i wouldn't blog... i went to the bank with jimi today cause i needed to cash a check his mom made out to me cause i paid for him last semester with my credit card. anyhow i also went to the library before that to get the book kidnapped which i'm going to start reading today.. well i'll blog later cause right now i'm not feeling great.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...