movie talk..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. well nothing to really talk about but decided i'd say some stuff anyways.. i have been lazy in the past few months.. well in some aspects that is.. see i've wanted to see that sandra bullock movie two weeks notice and well i still haven't gotten around to watching it.. and i wanted to see sweet home alabama when it first came out and well i never got to see that and now it's out on dvd, so hopefully i will not be as lazy and pick it up maybe this weekend.. though i don't know if i'll be in a romantic comedy kind of mood.. if anything i'll just watch mission impossible pt 1 which i've been wanting to see again or something along those lines.. and i have decided that ocean's eleven is probably my favorite movie all time.. but knowing me that can change tomorrow.. it's still on my top 3 favs. though i don't know if clue lost it's place cause i think while you were sleeping is now number 3. i love that movie and i see it basically every month so go figure.. it's a really good movie, sappy in a way but it's just one of those movies you gotta watch over and over again...superbowl sunday ruled!!!
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. just wanted to say how about them bucs? raiders got whooped by their old coach, it that just like a fairy tale ending? well anyhow i enjoyed it very much, hope you peeps did too...euphoric as ever!
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. ever since i donated blood i've felt like awesome.. i will make it a thing now that ever time i can i will donate blood.. plus it's not always that i feel like a million bucks ya know.. my parents are coming home tomorrow.. i don't know at what time yet but boy will they be in for a surprise when they get here and feel the temperature outside.. it's gonna be really cold down here.. lowest temperature in years.. about 35 as a low.. probably even lower in some areas.. i hope i'm not too cold cause then that means i'll be whining about the weather and i'll be all grouchy and stuff.. plus i want my car to work and in cold weather it seems not to want to start.. oh another good thing is my coughing has seized for the moment.. last night i didn't cough one bit, i still didn't fall asleep till like midnight cause well that happens.. but no coughing episodes so hopefully i've gotten rid of this cough/cold for good..i donated blood today, woohoo!!!
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. i donated some blood today, aint that cool? yup cause we saw the blood mobile and well i had never donated blood so i sort of begged lisa and well she gave in.. who can resist me? lol.. anyhow so i gave blood, woohooo!!! i feel like alive, great, awesome.. like a rush a high, it's greattttt... and plus my blood will save a life that's the most important thing of all.. i have to drink lots of fluids and stuff so i won't die but that's all good... but what a great day today has really been.. we ate at a pasta buffet place before going to the blood thingy, well not that we planned the blood thingy but still.. and i can donate blood again march 18 2003... can't wait.. now i'm sooo psyched about it... anyhow it's great.. i rented signs so mercy can finally see it.. see she's a deprived old hag, lol.. anyhow i was nice enough to for her.. aint i just the sweetest thang? anyhow.. i feel like celebrating by going to donkin donuts and getting me a delicious blueberry muffin.. yumm.. i got one of those yesterday and let me tell you they were yummyyyy... you know what sucks about today? well i'm gonna tell ya, i can't watch 24 cause they aint gonna be giving it.. aint that a drag? it won't be back on the air till feb. 4.. oh well i've got to look on the bright side, at least they haven't cancelled it.. i guess the perspective is always good when it's a positive one...my day as it seems..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. just tired from being out with lisa and having her drag me to like all these bad places where the size of underwear is like size 30.. damn i hadn't seen big ass underwear like that in my life, geez... anyhow.. i guess i had fun.. i'm just tired and i think i sort of over ate.. oh well.. it happens.. i think it's golden corral's fault for having such yummy food... well i want to talk about something besides the day i had.. i want to try and understand why i've lost my inability to write songs.. well i haven't written one in ages.. i've started them and haven't finished any.. something is wrong with me.. am i lacking inspiration? cause when i've had inspiration, usually a girl is involved in there somewhere and well i write like crazy.. just seems i don't have that anymore.. i think i've lost my touch.. if i did it sucks.. i don't know how to bring back that urge to write again.. i'm not gonna drink cause that's not gonna do it.. drugs isn't gonna do it either, sex, hmm.. sex might but i aint having any right now.. oh well.. might as well not since well i aint horny or anything like that.. i just wish i had that part of my life back, the writing part that is.. i miss it a lot.. but i don't know how to bring it back, any suggestions?i feel weird..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. waiting for the rest of the bucs vs eagles game to resume.. it's half time so that's why i guess i'm blogging or whateva.. i feel weird today.. i don't know what it is about today, but there's like this weird vibe going about... i feel like going to blockbuster or hollywood video and renting the movie maverick.. i saw that tnt was playing it and had forgotten what a good movie that was.. mel gibson and jodi foster, great pair, and funny ass movie.. i might rent it tomorrow cause today i'm too tired to go out.. anyhow.. this weird vibe is just strange.. it's like i'm not depressed or anything i'm just like not high but feeling light headed but in a good kind of way, am i even making any sense? probably not but oh well.. just felt like putting that out for the sake of just doing it... my folks leave at midnight.. ha.. one whole week without them bugging me, finally rest!!! or so i hope... they are gonna freeze their buns off while i warm my sorry butt here as the weather gets warmer and warmer each day...one day till they leave for georgia..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. just really bored & freezing.. it's 53 degrees right now.. it only got to like 55 i think.. isn't that like a record or something? anyhow my parents are going for one week to georgia to visit cause they like doing weird things like that.. plus we have family there so they are staying in their house.. they are going to freeze their buns off.. i would of gone there but i have school to tend to.. plus who's gonna take care of my aging grandfather? well i could of gone and my aunt could of taken care of him or my cousin but i still have the issue with school so i have to stay.. believe it or not i've never left the state of florida in my life.. the farthest i've gone is orlando and that's only mid-state... how i miss disney world.. best place on earth, if you're a kid or have a kid mentality.. anyhow gotta love disney.. well i just wanted to rant about the weather.. i hate it this cold.. ever since i lost a zillion pounds cold weather is horrible for me.. see now the weather drops to 60 and i'm freezing my buns off.. before 40 degrees was a delight, scary huh? i guess since i'm only skin and bones now my body reacts differently to cold weather, go figure...thoughts i guess..
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. just thinking again.. yeah i know it happens a lot sometimes.. see i had this particular dream.. it's not recurring but the same aspects have been present in two dreams straight.. well i keep having a dream about one of my family members, the husband of one of my second cousins.. i was pretty close to him.. well i hadn't really been thinking about him but two days straight i've had dreams about him... last night's dream was in a way significant because i got to hug him for a long time.. it felt great... i knew in the dream he was dead but me seeing him was like the biggest thing in the world.. i've had similar dreams where i've known he was dead and have hugged him and talked to him.. in this dream i said something to him but i don't remember and he said nothing.. he has usually talked to me in my dreams, yesterday was different.. i don't know if that dream has any sort of significance or meaning but is it really a coincidence that i've dreamt about him 2 days straight without really thinking about him or anything like that? i just find that odd.. i don't know if i'm being sent a message in that dream or not.. a few days before he died he asked about me, my parents had gone to visit him cause they were gonna go to cuba a few days later and knew he didn't have long to live.. he died in 97 though and i dream about him not a lot, persay but enough to think maybe there is a message behind my dreams.. who knows, maybe i'm just crazy, and then again maybe i'm not...2 years since my accident..
hey everyone what's up? today marks the 2 year anniversary of my first & only car accident to date.. it was a tough day, nothing really bad happened, no one got hurt, hell it wasn't really my fault yet i still got the fault thrown in my face.. i saw a car accident similar to the one i had today and all those feelings came back.. i felt sorry for the people involved.. i hate driving, yet that's the only way to get around this damn city..stupid ass cold!
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. i think i officially have a cold.. urg.. that means that for the next few days i'll be coughing, and not being able to smell, taste or feel good.. doesn't that just suck? oh well.. it was bound to happens sooner or later, i mean everyone has a cold down here.. i was gonna blog yesterday but i felt weird and stuff.. i wanted to talk about a dream i had the other night but now my image of it has died down.. i've been thinking about someone lately, not the person i dreamed about but in a similar case of sorts.. i don't know why i think about her, but sometimes little glimpses of her flash inside my head.. it's not a bad thing or anything, just guess i miss her a bit.. she hasn't been in my life in a while now.. it's for the best i'm sure but ya know it's like why i think of her makes me think that maybe she's bound to be in my life again.. am i even making sense? well in any case i wish she was.. it was her choice not to be in my life and that's fine but thoughts just keep getting compressed in my head and stuff.. i'm sure that happens with everyone once in a while when they think of a person from their past.. guess it's just me and my sentimental way of thinking or being or whateva.. heck maybe one day she'll want to be in my life again in some form but i'm not gonna force her, it's her choice but as i'm thinking back i don't think she would want to, she has her reasons i suppose, it's all good anyhow.. i miss her but that's normal in my situation.. oh on a lighter note jimi started school today.. i hope it all went well for him.. if not i already suggested to him he can burn the school down.. it's a thought, right? anyhow now i'm off to rest my throat, since it's actually bothering me, it's all scratchy and stuff, stupid cold.. it's all lisa's fault, lol.. and no i don't want to get you drunk to take advantage of you.. that would be uhm.. perverted since your with hubert and well my friend and most of all my bestfriend's sister!!! plus i don't like blonds, oh wait.. your not blond, lol.. sorry i had to... well i hope i feel better and if i don't you'll probably be hearing some blogs with me whining even more than usual...it's been a while...
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. i haven't been in the mood to blog lately because well i just haven't... what sucks is that my creative writing class turned out to be the worse thing that could possibly happen in that damned school. the teacher that is teaching that class is the same teacher i had a few years ago as my english teacher which i had to drop cause well he had it in for me.. he hated me cause i was "different".. well can you imagine my surprise when i saw him again? well he obviously remembered me since he said and as he said this he looked directly into my eyes, he said that he didn't want "slackers" in the class.. and i'm like damn what a fuckin prick.. hell he doesn't even know me and plus he can't even speak english properly, stupid asshole.. see he has a jamician accent and well my autistic niece can speak better english than him.. but anyhow.. i had to do the logical thing and drop his sorry ass class.. i hate that bastard more than anyone i've ever had as a teacher.. he should die NOW.. hell i'd kill him if i could get away with it.. he's the only prick teaching the class too.. sucks sooo badly.. well i feel better now that i let that out.. well hopefully one day i'll be able to take creative writing just not in this college..hot in here!
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here just hot... my mother refuses to turn the a/c on claiming it's cold outside.. it's about 75 degrees and in florida that is hell!!! i'm dying in here.. no wind is coming from outside so it's pretty hot, don't it suck? i have to suffer with her wants cause she's the boss of me.. for now that is, lol.. but what can i do? can't complain too much or i'll get my ass kicked out, maybe.. so today went like this, my niece janet's first day of school.. she's autistic.. well it went fairly well for her, she supposedly played with the other kids and got along well so that's a good sign.. plus that puts mercy at ease now since she was worried it wouldn't go well.. well i went to lunch with lisa you can guess where we went, the usual place we love, sweet tomatoes.. yeah we go all the way to another county just to eat lunch.. yeah and i had to drive cause hubert had the car, again.. i say kick hubert's ass and show him who's boss.. so tomorrow i start the new semester.. i soooo hope my classes don't get canceled.. i have physical antropology and creative writing 1. i've been trying to get those two classes for years now, lets hope they are still there tomorrow... i did check today though and those classes are still on my schedule as planned, so maybe they won't be cancelled.. well now i'm gonna go read a bit cause i need to unwind a bit.. hopefully tomorrow's day will not be filled with disapointment...the let down has occurred...
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. as you may all already know the results of the fiesta bowl were not in my favor.. it's the officials fault though, calling a bad call.. gee does it always amount to bad calls in deciding who wins a damn football game.. it's sad really.. pathetic.. i think the football officials should get glasses or some optical lens to make them or "aid" them in seeing correctly.. but i can't dwell on their loss, it's just a game right? but it just pisses me off that the game was decided on a bad freaking call.. that's just ridiculous... well i probably won't be talking much about sports till the superbowl cause honestly i'm tired of it.. the up side to yesterday was that i got to talk to jimi for like 4 hours so that was awesome.. i obviously miss him not being here now.. cause whenever i want to just chill with him i can't.. but oh well can't dwell on that either.. at least i can talk to him online and on the phone till we see each other, hopefully in the spring, but who knows.. i haven't had much sleep for a few days.. i don't know what is up with that.. the funny thing is that right now i'd love to just go to sleep since i'm dead tired but since it's not dark out i can't fall asleep.. sucks doesn't it? oh well it happens..the fiesta bowl...
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. as we all know the fiesta bowl is tonight at 8 p.m. and well the university of miami plays ohio state.. now we all know who i'm rooting for, yup my hometown players of miami of course! but not because they are from here but because i love the players.. they sooo rule and if they don't win disappointment will gush through my veins like the dolphins had accomplished to do.. but well there is a history with me and university of miami in a way.. see back in 1990 i was rooting for them and well they lost cause all the players were like drunk or something and lost the chance for a national championship, after that i hated the organization till a man by the name of ken dorsey stepped in as qb for miami.. that changed my way of looking at miami and figured i'd put the past behind since no one that was on that team them had anything to do with them now.. so basically i started cheering for them again... but anyhow i think tonights game is gonna be good.. everyone is predicting miami to win, but who knows what will happen... the year miami brought my hopes down they were supposed to beat their opponents by a lot yet they lost by a lot instead.. but that's the past right? but i've heard history repeats itself.. hmm.. i just hope it's the good kind of history that gets repeated like last year's history, where they won.. but the way my luck is going the only history that might repeat itself is the negative one...
some good ole fashioned chinese fried rice
hey everyone what's up? nothing much here.. i'm about to go eat some homemade chinese fried rice that my uncle made for us... yummy.. today's day didn't turn out to be so good though in the middle part of it.. me and my mom got into a horrible fight.. hadn't had one of those in ages.. well we are sort of ok now but i know i said some thing i regret now.. it sucks how easily i can lose my temper over trivial things.. i hate that about myself and i've been able to control it as of late, with the exception being today obviously.. i really need to meditate and put this horrible incident in the past and try to make things groovy again with mom.. i do love her very much, it's just sometimes i get frustrated and i can't control myself and i say things that shouldn't of ever even been thought of.. let this be a lesson to me to gain more patience and understanding or suffer my own mental doom...jimi & me chit chat..
hey everyone i just got off the phone with jimi woohooo!!! yeah we talked for like an hour i think that was cool.. hadn't had that much convo since he was last here.. so obviously i enjoyed myself.. i'm sooo tired today.. i didn't even do much yesterday and all but still i'm tired.. i didn't drink cause that's well not my style anymore.. i haven't spent a new years eve that i enjoyed in a long time.. i think i actually enjoyed the 1999 waiting for y2k to strike us down.. but well i guess i'm not meant to have a good one till later on.. well i'm not doing anything else today, i went to hot topic and bought me two shirts and socks.. one shirt is a married with children shirt and the other is a donkey kong shirt.. i used to love that game back in the day.. well actually i still enjoy it.. but anyhow.. now as i am very tired i will go rest and ponder what i will do later..happy new year!!!
hey everyone happy new year to you & yours...