hey everybody what's up? nothing much here.. i forgot that i had a convo that i had with some weird chick that imed me the other day... the conversation is scary tells ya how fucked up our youth really is.. click for conversation well that's all for today.. i'm gonna enjoy my sugar rush among other things.. till tomorrow.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey everybody what's up? nothing much on this side.. i guess i'm just pretty tired.. i haven't done anything today really but i'm still tired from lastnight's lack of sleep.. oh well it happens.. i might go to the beach tomorrow but who knows with my family's warped up mind set.. is it me or has august gone by very fast? to me it seems so.. oh well but i'm just crazy right? i saw van wilder lastnight night.. and i guess it didn't "suck" or i should say it was better than i was expecting... tonight i might see snatch.. i have it basically for a week so i can see it any time.. tomorrow is the day for my new layout crap to come out.. i changed it a tiny bit.. the pic is different of course, oddly different.. but i guess you peeps will see that tomorrow.. i'm adding 2 new peeps to the blogs i read... i would of done it a few days ago but i just figured i should wait till the new layout was coming out.. yup it's scary me having patience for something.. even when i was a child i was impatient.. i get that from my dad's side of the family.. i seem to of acquired all the faults of my family... ok for example, short stature, short temper, cheating on significant other & impatience all stem from my father's side of the family... then the faults on my mom's side are short term memory, talking loud, slow metabolism, being chubby/fat, being nosy & gray hair. i don't have all these faults though. the ones i actually didn't acquire were cheating on significant other, being fat/chubby (well i was but not anymore...) gray hair. i think cheaters should be killed, i don't have gray hair but that's because in my father's side of the family gray hair isn't that bad at all.. i think my dad got his first gray hair when he was in his late 40's or early 50's. hell his hair is only gray in the front a bit. now my mom on the other hand she's had gray hair since she was 15.. i think she started really getting bad gray hairs in her late 20's.. isn't that sad for her? she lives dying her hair.. every month she dyes it.. i haven't dyed my hair in ages.. never will again either.. i finally have my natural hair color and not one hair is gray, woohoo.. well now it's time i depart.. but i will probably blog later so you can watch out for that unless i get lazy.. well in any case ya still know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey peeps.. what's up? nothing much here.. thank goodness is finally friday right? well in a sense i'm happy but in another sense i'm not.. see i got an unexpected visitor today.. you women know exactly what i'm talking about.. the monthly visitor as some people call it.. of course for you males who know nothing of what i'm talking about i can sum it up in just a few words, my period!!! damn it wasn't even supposed to occur till next month.. so i've had it twice this month already!!! TWICE DAMNIT!!! that's never happened to me before.. geezous.. urg.. all right i'm sort of calm now.. so i will continue.. at least i get to pig out till monday.. that will be fun.. i've rented van wilder & snatch so that should keep me busy this weekend.. these movies better not suck or i will kill the first person i see.. anyhow.. so i guess this will be a good time to relax finally.. a long weekend for basically everybody... labor day weekend, now why the hell do they call it labor day if you basically "don't" work that day? i mean can't they use words properly in english anymore? some doesn't even make sense.. for instance, take the word read... it has two meanings.. ain't that just dumb? it's no wonder how anyone becomes an expert in this language.. i was born in the united states but when i first started kinder i knew nothing of english... since my folks are cuban how could i learn it from them? hell they refused to learn for themselves so go figure... well i managed somehow to learn.. my mom says that the first week of kinder i already knew how to say stuff.. i don't know how i learned though since my teacher was american... she didn't know a pip of spanish so i'm still baffled on how i acquired the learning of this wonderful language called "english". now i know more english than spanish... sometimes i think the more english i learn the more i forget how to say things in spanish.. everybody thinks i'm american when they see me.. cause they are "shocked" when they hear me speak spanish.. i guess not everyone down here is hispanic.. 99.9% are though.. but oh well.. i love my cuban roots but i am not cuban.. i consider myself just a human.. can't really live with labels.. they suck! society likes to group us and that's why i shy away from that.. cause that leads to conforming which i can't stand! ok so remember everyone when you are asked what "race" you are tell them human.. cause honestly the only race on earth that we "currently" know of is the human race.. being of another "culture" doesn't mean that you're from another race.. but i guess when people just want to be "racist" (another improper use of the english language) what people in reality are being are just bias towards a certain culture.. but people that don't believe in evolution and only in the bible wouldn't understand that as truth or whateva.. ok i think i've said enough.. now i will go.. if later at night i have some words of wisdom for you i will blog otherwise till tomorrow ya know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey everybody.. what's up? nothing much here.. i just can't believe how loud my family is... i mean sure i talk loud but it doesn't sound you're in a fight with me when you speak to me.. speak to any member of my family and it's like they are your worst enemy in the loud department.. they'll make you go deaf in a second... they have been yacking away for like an hour or so with no change in volume.. only difference is there are more people now.. i guess they like the loudness.. anyhow too much distractions are making me blahish.. i'm gonna go and see if i can go see my niece and nephew.. my nephew has been calling tata since yesterday by the way i'm tata.. that's what he calls me or stuff.. anyhow plus it's been one whole day without seeing them.. i could go crazy ya know.. well if i see them and have some intresting stuff to dish out i will.. otherwise till tomorrow.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey everybody.. what's up? school sucked plain and simple.. it seemed just ehh.. weird... i guess cause i hadn't had a class since mid-june... all i know is that i was really tired when i got home.. i guess it's gonna take getting used to again.. just as i was loving my summer break of sorts.. i'm not even in the mood to blog.. i'm sleepy in a way... if i go to sleep now i'll wake up at 1 in the morning... anyhow i must stay up and read or something.. maybe that will help me get some inspiration to write "anything".. well till tomorrow ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey everybody.. what's up? nothing much on this side.. just thinking about that grape kool-aid i had lastnight.. see the thing is it was without sugar, it had "fake sugar" aka nutrasweet or whateva it's called.. the stuff that's in equal.. anyhow.. the kool-aid was good but it was like sugary.. it tasted like real sugar.. scary i know.. me and avid diet drinker of stuff and even they fooled my taste buds .. but whatever.. it's good so that means since i'm craving it i'll drink that and not crave real sugar.. damn real sugar i'll damn it to hell and back for being so good... you know i can't wait till the new fall season starts, well mostly cause i miss friends, 24 & will & grace.. and since friends last season is this coming one i want to get into it already... well i have nothing else on my mind.. i do start school again tomorrow.. hopefully i'll remember to wake up.. i'm sooo not used to school anymore.. well i'll have to get used to it quick or i'll fail this semesters classes.. now i'm gonna go.. if i have any sort of info to blog on later i will.. otherwise till we meet again.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey what's up everyone? nothing much here just bored is all.. i had that barcode made up a few weeks ago but since my lazy ass is lazy i didn't put it up till today.. if you click the pic it takes ya to the website i made it at.. anyhow.. so you ask how i am? lol.. well i'm ok.. i had the pleasure of going with my mother to walmart and do some shopping there.. woohoo.. note my sarcasm.. now i'm waiting for my niece and nephew to get their butts here, cause mercy is bringing em cause she's gonna pay for the garbage and water bill which is close to her house so she's gonna go to my house and then just go home again walking.. she lives a block away that's why i go see them everyday.. otherwise i wouldn't visit them constantly.. heck if i stood on my roof i could see their house from my house... or if the house in front of ours was torpedoed.. but you get what i mean right? and guess who's here now? anyhow we all had some fun.. i'm so tired.. i'm not hungry though so that's good right? i've been eating too much cheesecake for the past 2 days.. and cheese is badddddd and so is sugarrr.. but i still adore em both.. anyhow now i'm off.. i'll blog later if something tickles my mind which hopefully will happen.. till then.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
well hello peeps, what's up? nothing much here.. i finally got my digital cam to work on my new computer.. i'm sooo happy.. now i can take pics again.. actually i took a pic of myself i was bored.. so sue me.. anyhow i haven't been in a blogging mood in ages.. i don't know what's up with that.. i guess i just don't have much to talk about.. i cleaned up my desks in my room.. they were uhm.. "cluttered" with crap, well not literal but you understand... i'm thinking when i put up the new design thingy in september that i should archive my blogs every week, that way the load time is diminshed and plus that way no scrolling like hell to find something i wrote 2 damn weeks ages ago.. anyhow now i'm off.. if i come up with more "ideas" later i'll share them with all of you.. anyhow till we meet again.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
well hello peeps, what's up? nothing much here.. i went out today with jimi and i'm dead tired.. i'm about to watch ocean's 11 again for the zillionth time and eat some french bread pizza.. yum.. anyhow.. just wanted to say hurricane andrew sucked and i still remember it clearly.. nothing bad happened to my house but family of ours did get theirs practically destroyed.. it's sad.. anyways now i must go.. don't really have the energy to blog.. if i do later i will but otherwise till we meet again...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey peeps what's up? nothing much here.. remember when i said i would elaborate on friday about what i would crave when i would watch a movie.. well this is what i crave therefore if i watch that movie i will eat that particular food... makes the movies all that better.. here are a few..
movie
food
mission impossible pt 1
papa johns or little cesar's pizza, popcorn
ocean's 11
french bread pizza, hundred grand
clue
rice & beans w/shrimp, popcorn, twix
while you were sleeping
macaroni & cheese, ben & jerry's totally twisted ice cream, hundred grand
back to the future pt 1
ben & jerry's totally twisted ice cream
nice huh? anyhow that's all i have to offer today.. till tomorrow you know what to do..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey peeps what's up? nothing much on this side of town.. only thing that's up is that i've been working on the new layoutish thing.. and i'm sort of already done.. so that gives me time to do nothing.. yup.. nothing at all.. what a wonderful thing.. note i'm being fairly sarcastic... but anyhow.. at least tomorrow i will be eating some nice shrimp chinese fried rice, yummmmmyyyyy.. and maybe a little cake or something along those ends.. yup saturday is the i better treat myself to something good or else i will kill everyone kind of days... so my sugar rush will be present tomorrow night and i'm sure you will see it unfold before your eyes as i blog "under the influence" of sugarrrrr... well i'll blog later i've got nothing else to do but stare at my screen and think.. lol.. till later you know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i took this and never posted it.. what a dork i am.. this is an old pic too.. few months.. yup i actually wear a shirt with my site's addy on it.. well not all the time.. but i want to make the point across to someone in the very near future if things go as i observe... anyhow that's all i have for tonight.. till tomorrow..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
so what's up peeps? nothing much on this side.. though i finally got my results from the doctors and it says the tests were all normal so i don't have some weird ass thang going... aint it great? also i haven't had as many dizzy spells either and my sleeping has improved dramatically.. i just hope that it gets better from here on... i went to barnes & noble to buy 1984 and then i decided i'd go all out and buy 3 other books.. one is about how to do a regression on yourself with a cd to guide you.. the others are one about meeting and working with spirit guides.. yeah i'm all into that stuff. go figure.. not that i believe but i am always thirsty for some new knowledge or understandings & last but not least the last book is about the zodiac killer, i can't wait to sink into that book... not that i'm a crazy person.. well actually neveruhmmind.. so.. seriously though i went on a nice frenzy in these book purchases.. i'm gonna start on the regression today if i remember.. well now i will go... i'll blog some later... till then you know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey what's up? nothing much here.. now if only i could of lived in the 1950's... i've always wondered if i may actually have lived in a past life, if past lives do exist...
i'm still iffy on that but it doesn't mean it's not true.. i'm open to whateva intrigues my eye.. i just hope that my existence has a purpose.. every time i watch the golden girls i get a huge craving for cheesecake... i haven't had any in months.. but every time i go out i decide not to.. i'm a dumbass... i also get other weird cravings when i watch a particular show or movie.. since i'm tired i'll leave my elaboration for friday, if i remember... now it's time to chill... well catch you all tomorrow.. till then ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
what's up peeps? nothing much here.. nothing new has happened here on this side as of yet.. though my niece janet had a throat and ear infection that caused her to get a fever but she's fine now... she's on some good ass antibiotics that make her laugh... oh well that's good i guess, better than crying.. i need to start to get to bed earlier since i start school again in one week.. i really hope my semester teachers don't suck.. cause if they do i will have them hanged.. or something.. well now i will go.. can't think of much to say.. i'll try to have some better words with me next time i blog.. till then.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
isn't this sign just adorable? what's up peeps? you know lately i've been having some weird flashes of my pasts lives or something.. at least the flashes that are the ones where i die right there and then.. it's a weird feeling i get when i have these different flashes throughout the daytime.. am i just hallucinating or something? have any of you ever had those kind of flashes? they are sort of hard to describe, like the way they feel... just peaceful in a way.. i'm probably just out of my mind but well.. must be some vertigo effect or something.. at least instead of getting dizzy spells i get these new found past live flashes.. the way i see it it's not bad at all.. maybe i can resolve some fear with these flashes.. if i remember any of these flashes i'll be sure to post em.. but with my memory don't await them.. well now i'm off to lala land with my lalala friends... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
well hello peeps, what's up? nothing much on this side... well today i haven't really gotten much done.. went to see my nephew & niece, and i'm working on the new pic/layout type thing for next month.. so really i haven't done much on the productive side.. i can't think of anything good to do.. not even the dishes need to be dealt with today and well my room isn't that messy and my brain isn't that hyped up to do much but just stare at the computer screen... i would watch tv now but i hate watching tv unless it's primetime... i know that's just weird but i've changed so much throughout my years.. all the patterns i had established from childhood have slowly withered away into the endless array of the night... ok that was a little poetic there.. but you get what i mean, i'm sure.. it's like things i would routinely do like a few years ago has now long been forgotten and not practiced.. for instance, i used to watch 2 soap operas about 2 years ago; days of our lives & passions.. now i've long forgotten the soap operas and could care less who comes back from the dead or who disappears this time... now it's a rarity if i watch "regular" tv at all.. usually i tape things and i'll watch it taped but that doesn't count much.. i remember about a year ago that i would watch diagnosis murder and now i'm oblivious to when it's even on... i remember from time to time but it's not the same.. i've lost interest for the television. on a monday night i tape wwe raw, and i'll watch the occasional monday night football game, then comes tuesday night where i will watch the show 24 on fox, on to wednesday which i don't watch any tv on that day, thursday brings the best tv day yet.. we have friends and will & grace which i tape and wwe smackdown which i watch on upn. then friday comes along & i watch nothing, unless i rent a movie or grab one from my collection and put it in the vcr type thang... saturday is the same as friday unless it's football season which where i will watch football... sunday of course i will watch the dolphins lose if it's football season or wait till the night falls into place and watch futurama if i remember, simpsons (won't miss a show) & malcom in the middle if i'm that bored. i used to average about 8 hours of tv during the day and now it's rare if i average 3 hours.. it's weird how i've lost my love for television.. i guess all these crappy new shows just don't do well with me... or maybe just maybe i'm growing up.. and well becoming a full grown tight ass err.. i mean adult.. seriously though i just think i can do without tv. all i need is the internet to keep me wired... now i will use all my wisdom up and think for a while, i'll blog later with some other rants of sorts, till then.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
so what's up peeps? nothing much here.. today's day has gone by fast but it has been all like if i was in a dream state.. i know that's odd and all but that's how it has felt.. i don't get it.. i guess it's better not to question these things... you know what sucks though my lip got bit when i was trying to bite an apple.. it bled and still bugs me.. the thing is this happens quite frequently to me when i eat an apple... do i need lessons on how to eat an apple or what? oh well.. i'm sort of enjoying my new e-machine but that only thing that sucks is that i can't get my digital camera to work with it.. i tried downloading the new driver that is needed and it just won't work.. urg.. it's pisses me off but i guess i'll just have to see if i can figure out what to do.. in the meantime that means no webcam on site and no new pics of me or anyone... the bright side to this e-machine though is that my web connection is great now.. i get on really quick and it doesn't knock me off much... so gotta give e-machine some props there... now i'm off.. there is a chance i might actually blog later.. might have something in my mind or maybe some intriguing new theory on life or things.. so catch you when i do.. till we meet again ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
well hey peeps.. what's up? nothing much here just wanted to say hey again to everyone.. i've been quite a lil out of it for the past few days mainly cause i've been out of my daily rotinue in more ways than one and plus the weeekend just screwed me up sort of... it wasn't that bad of a screw up but i was a little too active in the sugar department.. i eat so much sugar i think you can make candy with my sweat.. but i "enjoyed" myself.. guess that's a good thing.. well now i'm gonna go buy stuff.. i'll blog later of course till then you know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
well helloooo everyone.. it's been like ages since my last blog... i've been all pissy and weird for the last few days but now i am a bit better... see i decided to get myself a new comp... so now i have an e-machine.. yes i know those suck but it was fairly cheap and has windows xp so go figure.. well i just wanted to let you all know that i'm back finally to blog constantly again.. i know you all missed me i'm sure.. well i missed all of you as well... it sucks not to be able to be on when i want, especially with my laptop that really sucks.. but there was nothing i could do at the time.. but now i'm better.. so starting tomorrow expect more weird things coming out of my head.. till tomorrow though you know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
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i'm sooo annoyed by everything right now. my computer is like dead right now.. i'm on my laptop right now.. see my desktop decided to act stupid and fuck up.. and now i had to purchase the internal power supply cause the one in there sucks err i mean DIED! and since i'm not fond of smoke coming out of my computer when it's turned on i had to order it.. and if i had enough money to get a new computer i would but i'm not well funded right now... you know bad things always happen on 15's... the stupid ides of august is today.. all ides are bad luck.. urg.. how i hate it.. i really need to calm down but it's sooo hard to.. i just feel like i need a hug.. and since i don't have a girlfriend to give me one i have to settle for none at this time.. ::cries:: alright i am calm now.. well to an extent.. i hate this laptop.. it's old, sucky, and sucks.. i'm in such a ranting mood but i rather not rant anymore and bore you people to death.. so if i calm down i'll be blogging tomorrow, hopefully i will be chilling.. well till my calmness returns... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
If i was a serial killer i would be The Zodiac Killer.
Over the course of almost 9 years in the 1970s the Zodiac Killer took the lives of over 13 people, either stabbing or shooting them to death in or by their vehicles. All the targets were the same, couples in cars off rural roads.
Taunting cops the Zodiac Killer would send in encrypted messages to the local papers, describing how his past victims had died, and who would come next if they didn't post his message on the cover of the newspaper the following day. The only surviving witness described the zodiac killer as a heavy set man in a self fashioned hooded jacked that covered his face, brandishing a crossed circle that he always signed his letters with.
After 1978 the killings stopped, the Zodiac's case was never solved.
hey everyone, what's up? nothing much here.. it's a hot one today in sunny south florida.. geez does the good weather in miami consist of 93 degrees? i mean at night it's freaking 83.. isn't that just wrong??? so let me tell ya about my great day.. me & jimi went to breakfast at denny's.. of course i got told if i was "dieting" still and i'm like uh.. no.. every damn time i go there they tell me if i'm still dieting, that i'm gonna disappear and what have i done to lose so much weight.. it's really getting annoying now.. heck i even got one of the waitresses giving me money so i can buy her a product that helps bind fat cause i guess she can't find it... it's not that damn hard! but i'm ok.. i'm calm.. well i just also found out that my niece is gonna be medicated to calm her down from her temper tantrums that are caused by autism.. it sucks that a little girl has to endure all this crap at the early age of 2.. it pisses me off how assholes can get away with murder and nothing happens to them but a little girl that has just begun to live gets autism.. that's why sometimes i just hate everything.. everything is unfair.. but i'm just a person in this fucked up world.. i should have magic powers.. those would rule.. i'd make every person that tried to hurt a child die slowly.. like by denying him or her oxygen till they were dying.. but i would keep the torcher going for like days and then i'd let them finally die when i beat the fuck out of them! ok i need to become calmer.. but it's not working.. so i'm gonna go.. i'll blog later about how fucked up this world is.. oh wait i do that every day, well till later...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi everybody what's up? nothing much here.. i'm full as some big ass cow or something.. i ate some good ass yogurt.. love yogurt.. i think yogurt is my favorite food now... if i would of been told to eat yogurt a few years ago i would of laughed in your face.. now i can't get enough of it.. but that's just cause i'm on crack or something.. go figure.. i was wondering if i should ask jimi to go thrifting tomorrow or somewhere just to chill out... i haven't gone out with him since monday.. plus i have to try to spend as much time as i can with him since he'll be gone in december.. ::cries:: anyhow.. enough of that.. now i will go.. have nothing really to comment on right now or express.. maybe tomorrow i'll have boat loads... till then ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi peeps, what's up? nothing much on these side except my parents endless battle in cooking a meal for a man who's gonna head on off back to cuba where he lives... they have made basically a feast for this man.. no one else is here basically.. it's like 8 people to eat here and as many as probably 30 could eat with food left over.. my parents like to overdue it i guess.. they have fried every damn vegetable known to man and fried pigs meat, yuk! they of course also did some white rice and red beans, which is a traditional thing, but then again over indulging is their specialty. the smell is all around the house.. it's probably gonna stay there for days.. but i'm used to it seeing that every day we cook something different in this house.. the cuban experience is one no one forgets. so if any of you have the chance of dining with a cuban at their home with their cuban food that they actually struggled to make then by all means seize the chance to enjoy it.. i don't recommend it too often though, but once in a while it doesn't do one harm.. well now i'm off to do some things, like put gas in my car and other such tasks that have awaited me for a few days now.. i'll be blogging later with a recap of what occurred and other developments that i find interesting or not.. till then you know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi peeps.. what's up? nothing much here.. i got blood taking out of me today.. 4 tubes full of it.. they sucked me dry i tells ya.. anyhow i slept in as well.. woke up at 9:48 in the morning.. that's late for me.. i had to rush to shower and haul my butt to the clinic place before the time for the tests expired.. but i got there right in the nick of time and got blood drawn and left them a nice urine sample.. yes this is all gross for you peeps but oh well.. you are reading on so you must be a bit curious... there's really nothing to discuss right now though.. the dolphins lost.. now i must kill someone.. they always seem to lose, doesn't matter what.. and yet i love them.. i guess i like to be disappointed, it's my lot in life... well i might blog later if i'm in the mood or find some interesting new developments arising.. otherwise till next time, you know what to do...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
it's time to finally see my miami dolphins battle the tampa bay bucs... i know it's preseason but they better win or else i will kill someone.. yes i'm the biggest football fan.. most guys get stunned when they find out i like football.. well i'm a lesbian but still a lot of lesbians are not into sports at all.. i'm of course the exception, plus i'm just the coolest person alive.. there was a hint of sarcasm there, hope you detected it.. lol.. well i'm off to see the game.. till tomorrow... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i am as refreshed as a summer's day... wow.. i slept so great lastnight.. it's unbelievable.. i was gonna start the lucid dreaming 30 day program yesterday night but figured since i've had bad sleepless nights for so long and finally i was sleeping good lastnight i didn't bother starting it.. so i think tonight i will... i had so many dreams which i will not discuss right now obviously.. plus i only remember mere fragments.. yeah that's it.. but seriously i feel sooo refreshed right now.. it's unbelievable... after my bout with sugar lastnight i got thought i was gonna have a sleepless night.. see the sugar got me low after the rush got down.. i got really depressed... it wasn't good at all.. i think i cried myself to sleep or close to that.. it was just really bad.. i seriously don't understand it.. but hey i'm feeling great now.. and i've made a list consisting of four things i will not eat for at least a whole month... the list is as follows...
food i cannot eat for longer than a month
twix
100 grand
yummy bread from sedanos
doritos or any type of chips
yes i am determined to keep promise too.. i can't be eating that much cause then i feel bad afterwards.. well i'm gonna go now.. i'm gonna head off somewhere to find things i need to shop for.. i'll be blogging later, till then you know what to do..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
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oh so many twixs in my tummy! i can't stand it.. i have a sugar rush of sorts that's expanding itself as we speak and i feel like puking sort of.. i shouldn't of eaten sooo many twixs.. i seem to never learn my lesson.. oh boy.. i deserve this punishment of sugar flowing endlessly through my blood system.. it's sooo hot in this house too.. i'm full of rants that won't even come out of my mouth... i feel weird with all this sugar inside me.. is there such a thing as sugar poisoning? if there is i must have it or am close to inventing it... i hope this sugar doesn't keep me up all night.. i'm already having a horrible time falling asleep like a proper human being.. oh well nothing i can do but take it like a woman.. now i will go.. i'm not enjoying the typing, it's making me irritable.. hopefully tomorrow i will be in full recovery of this sugar overload, till then you know what to do..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey what's up? nothing much on this side of town.. well obviously i didn't go to the beach... might as well gone since obviously it didn't rain.. urg.. i hate it.. when i go it rains and when i don't it doesn't.. i guess it wasn't meant for me to of gone.. oh well.. nothing i can do but bitch about it.. i'm in the last stages of my recovering from smoking cigs.. 3 more left and never again will i waste my time with that junk... now i must go since i have nothing to really talk about.. i'll blog later when i'm sugared up or something.. have fun peeps.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
honestly how does this test make any sense? oh well i took it anyways cause i'm high on sugar.. i'm also as hot as the sun.. it's hot in this damn house, it's never hot in this house.. but i guess i should never say never.. fuck it right? anyways they are giving mrs. doubtfire for like the 12th time this month on fx. i like this movie and all but come on how many times can you show a movie in a month? ::sighs:: you all want to know what? i think i miss "that chick" that invited me to play pool.. what bugs me is that i refuse to even talk about meeting her cause it seems like it would be like a date and i hate dates and all that other stuff... i'm interested in her, just scared... honestly i would just love to have this chick in my life as a good friend.. i would be totally satisfied with that... but then again i'm dumb.. i'm gonna go now.. i'm sort of not in the mood to do anything.. i feel sort of out of it... i'll blog tomorrow since i've decided not to go to the beach cause of the rain that's gonna fall.. till tomorrow ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i am soooooo not gothic... oh well... it's only a stupid online test but whateva.. not that there's nothing with being gothic.. better than being called a trendy person.. god i hate trendy people... but that's another story.. i would of thought if i got gothic as my alter-ego i would get count chocoula (or however it's spelled) as my cereal mascot.. go figure though.. these tests are junk.. but i seem to take them out of bordom or sugar rushes.. see that's why you must say no to sugar.. it's too addictive and makes you do things you normally wouldn't do aka the online quizzes... anyways i'll blog later.. unless i die.. now i'm off to buy some stuff that i need.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi peeps.. i'm gonna let you all in on why i'm stupid.. i just noticed that well ALL blogs basically have a date on them and then just titles on what to talk about under the same date... so i've been stupid since january.. that's exactly what i am.. the smiley has it right.. shame on me!!! i always considered myself smart.. i guess i'm just very slow and well my brain cells have died off the cause of course too much weed which i don't do anymore at all.. yup clean from the drug department for ever.. still i would of thought i would of picked up on this sooner yet it took me nearly 9 months to figure it out... 9 FREAKING months.. oh but i'm calm.. sooo sooo calm.. so from now on you peeps will be seeing this format instead of the old one.. god i'm stupid.. soooo soooooooooo stupid.. well now i will go.. i have to recollect my thoughts and stuff... i'll blog later, hopefully my brain would be dead by then...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i love these walmart yogurts..
by PhScKo posted on 8-9-02 @ 7:50 p.m.
yup i'm addicted to the walmart yogurts i don't know what's the deal with them but they are delicious... that's probably just me being crazy... i know yogurt is supposed to taste like crap but to me it's like awesome... and the funny thing is i eat the fat free ones and they still taste great to me... i know something has to be wrong with me or wait maybe there is something wrong with the people that don't like yogurts period! hmmm.. i never it under that perspective... oh tomorrow i'm gonna go help my mom shop at some places and accompany her to the cemetery to visit my grandma... she hasn't been there in months and she wants to clean the grave thingy and i guess put some new flowers or something... it's not a big thing to my mom anymore.. like she doesn't cry or anything like that when she goes.. it's been 17 years since she died... shit i just noticed that's like a whole lot of years ago.. damn i am getting old.. i still remember the day she died.. i was 6 but i knew what was up in a way.. anyways let me not go into that matter.. i got invited today by "someone" if i wanted to go shoot pool with them tomorrow and i said i couldn't.. technically i can't cause i already promised my mom i would be the cook tomorrow... and since i don't go out at night i had to decline.. i think i mostly said i couldn't cause i'm an idiot and i'm probably scared of where this might lead to.. this "someone" is someone that's very cool.. but friendship is all i want from this chick for now.. and i know that's what's she's offering but i'm a dolt i swear! but i did tell her i would go another time.. so maybe next week me and her can hook up for some pool and chill out.. she wants me to smoke some weed with her.. but i don't think i can smoke weed again, i said i wouldn't and i really don't have the need to.. ok enough of this person.. now i'm convinced that i need to stop smoking cigs.. i get hungry when i smoke cigs and i always thought it was the other way around that i wouldn't be hungry, go figure.. my body works in mysterious ways... ::sighs:: geez i've been sighing all day.. i don't know what's up with that.. i need to meditate i haven't done that in sooo long that i think my body is in dire need of some meditative routine to relief itself from crap that it's gone through lately... see when i was having a really bad time dealing with a depressive state back a few months ago meditating relieved it and the depressive episodes seized.. i'm not depressed or anything though but i haven't been able to sleep good on a regular basis.. i mean sleeping good once a week isn't my idea of a good nights sleep.. and it's not really insomnia cause i do get sleepy it's just that i wake up every like 20 minutes and it's annoying the hell out of me.. anyhow i think this rant has lasted longer than i intended so i will end it at that.. i don't have any clue if i will be blogging again tonight.. if i do then that will be that, otherwise i'll be doing this tomorrow... till then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
the chinese buffet experience version 2 w/mother...
by PhScKo posted on 8-9-02 @ 2:01 p.m.
hey peeps what's up? nothing much.. so it wasn't that bad going with mom to buffet.. she didn't take her sweeeeeet ass time as she usually does.. so i can guess all and all it wasn't that bad.. now i'm just bored out of my mind... i can't figure out what i should do to entertain myself... i feel like smoking a ton of cigarettes but that's bad.. plus i'm all nice smelling right now so i don't want to ruin that by smoking.. oh well i guess i'll end up being bored anyhow.. i'm probably gonna go to bed early tonight, i need to catch up on my z's.. i just haven't been sleeping well at all.. i think i need to start taking more sleeping pills or something.. but i don't want to infect my body with toxicants cause that's just bad for my system.. well i'm gonna head off now.. i'll blog later when i can remember what i wanted to talk about, lol.. catch you on the flip side..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey peeps what's up? nothing much here.. i know i don't usually do the friday five but i was terribly bored at the moment and plus the question wasn't that moronic so i figured what the hey.. so enjoy this crap and i'll blog some more later... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
1. Do you have a car? If so, what kind of car is it? yes i own a crappy 1987 olds cutlass, the piece of shit doesn't even have air and it sucks damnit!!!
2. Do you drive very often? unfortunately i have to cause i must get around somehow and walking isn't an option in this city.
3. What's your dream car? 1965 cherry red mustang.
4. Have you ever received a ticket? sort of cause of an accident i had...
5. Have you ever been in an accident? read above question... it wasn't my fault, stupid guy charmed the cop into believing i hit him instead of the other way around.. damn old prick head!
what to do?
by PhScKo posted on 8-8-02 @ 6:41 p.m.
hey peeps what's up? nothing much on this side just wondering something... see i have a hypothetical question to ask you people... lets say you sort of liked someone maybe.. or whateva.. and if you have a blog and you want to show them should ya? i mean later on would it be regretted that they can see what your thoughts are and stuff? well it's just "hypothetical" anyways so who knows.. nothing like that is happening in my life cause i don't really like anyone right now.. but one day it could happen.. so i need to be prepared or something.. anyways i'm hungry as heck right now.. funny thing is i just finished eating.. ::sighs:: on thursdays for some stupid reason i start getting big time hungry.. i'm going to eat tomorrow at the chinese buffet place again.. and my mom is treating me.. big whoop.. i really rather not go but she hasn't gone yet so i'm gonna be nice, yup me being nice that's a first, lol... ok i'm done for today i think.. i'm sort of not in the mood to do anything but sleep since i haven't been sleeping well.. till tomorrow ya know what to do...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi everyone.. as annoyed and tired as i am my mother decides to drag me to a few stores just to piss me off.. that's just like a mother to do such a thing.. then when i drive her sorry ass there and put up with her and even help her with her stuff she says i have the nerve to give her an attitude and that she doesn't want me going with her again.. i'm like what attitude? and she always says i'm not going with her.. then when she remembers she has to go somewhere she'll get her servant err i mean me her beautiful daughter to drive her and all will be forgotten.. and the funny thing is i put up with this shit. i guess it goes with the territory of being a "good" daughter or whateva.. i don't hate my mom or anything like that though.. she just irritates me to the point of no return.. but i guess all moms do at one time or another... so far that's been my day and taking care of my nephew.. but that's always fun.. now i'm gonna sit and relax or clean my messy room which has been needing a cleaning for like months now.. i've just been too lazy to get working on it.. so i guess i'll give that a whirl.. i'll let ya all know if i succeeded or if i decided to put a lazy face again.. i'll be expressing myself later... till then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
yo quiero sugar/rant of century...
by PhScKo posted on 8-7-02 @ 9:15 p.m.
hi peeps.. what's up? nothing much here.. i'm sooo tired right now and craving sugar once again.. what's wrong with me? i went through a long period where i didn't want sugar in my system period and now that's all i want!!! i don't get and no one ever will i swear.. i might be going to the beach on sunday.. but knowing my luck the plans will change and i'll end up not going.. shit happens, a lot, go figure.. listening to phil hendrie is calming me down a bit though.. i don't think anyone i know besides my bestfriend listen to the phil hendrie show.. he's the funniest sob on the planet... i seriously recommend his radio show to everyone who's in dire need of a good laugh or laughs for lack of a better word. i can't believe tomorrow is thursday already.. i couldn't picture this week going by any faster if i would of dreamt it but it did.. i've been pondering if i should start my lucid dreaming exercises tonight or wait till next week and start fresh.. i'm just in such a rush to start things sometimes but i guess it runs in my cuban blood.. so let me in a nutshell tell you what happened on monday to me.. see i was at home with my grandfather and my parents had just left to my aunts house to visit her when a little before 9 p.m. eastern standard time there's this huge ass explosion as if some bomb was dropped and then BOOM lights go out.. well i thought the worst of course, i thought oh great someone bombed my house and we're all gonna die! well everyone in my neighborhood including me and my grandfather immediately go outside to see what the hell it was.. and i notice that there is lights in some of the houses near me but not in my house and a few others beside ours.. so one of the neighbors near me describes what he saw which was like fire and sparks coming from the back of the location of my yard so i go and check it out.. then my back door neighbors come out and me with a flash light see the problem as they do as well.. one of the things just blow out from its place cause it "over charged" or whateva the florida power and light people decided to conquer up as what happened and that the problem would be fixed in 3 hours.. well at 12:55 a.m. it was fixed.. try sleeping inside a house in the miami area with no air coming in your house.. it was about 83 degrees at night that night.. we were all sweating like dogs till the power came back on which finally made it bearable to live again and finally sleep.. but since i was already all scared and pissed i didn't sleep very well.. i hate my neighborhood so much! this has happened several times actually... plus our lights go out every damn like month for hours.. i think the company does it on purpose cause they are just so damn fuckin cheap! oh but i'm calm.. soooo calm.. anyways that's what happened in a nutshell.. i'll remember that day for the rest of my life.. oh how i loathe florida.. oh how i loathe it... well i'll be going now. enough rants for this evening.. catch you all tomorrowz unless i die or my power goes out again for millions of hours.. till then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
oh so tired...
by PhScKo posted on 8-7-02 @ 4:38 p.m.
well what's up? nothing much on this side.. i just sort of got back from walmart with my mother.. i'm tired well reasons are cause she made me walk the damn place for like 3 freakin hours.. plus my lack of sleep is getting to me.. i think i slept 3 hours last night.. isn't that just plain sad? anyhow there's nothing i can do.. i just gotta see if i can fall asleep earlier or something.. it's raining again here in good ole florida but then again when isn't it? it's always to the extremes down here.. either there is a drought that lasts for months where you can't even use water unless it's totally necessary to having days of non-stop rain and having lake okeechobee or however it's spelled being drained cause now it's "overflowing" with water... sometimes this place just irritates me.. and then there's the traffic you get down here.. GOD!!! i need to stop ranting but it seems there is nothing else to do but rant about this place and everything that surrounds it... i still need to rant about what happened on monday but i am not gonna do it now.. i'm too blahish to even attempt a crack at it... well i'm gonna go.. i'll blog later if i'm not too tired...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
today was cool
by PhScKo posted on 8-6-02 @ 7:25 p.m.
well what's up? nothing much here.. i went on a nice trip to sweet tomatoes today with my bestfriend and his sister for his b-day.. i had some yummy ass yogurt ice cream.. 3 times.. big portions.. too yummy for words.. anyways after we went to barnes and nobles and i bought a latin to english dictionary and a lucid dreaming book.. anyhow that was my day.. i also chatted online... my original planned blog for this evening was gonna be a rant of what happened lastnight but i'm too tired to bother on with it.. i might talk about it tomorrow if i'm up to it.. but otherwise it may never be spoken of... now i'm gonna listen to phil hendrie, read some blogs and go to bed... tomorrow i might actually get to go to walmart.. and i get to take care of my nephew until mercy comes back with my niece from therapy... so till tomorrow you know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
happy b-day jimi!!!
by PhScKo posted on 8-6-02 @ 9:35 a.m.
happy b-day jimi.. hope it's a greattttttt one.. and plus it has to be since you'll be spending it with lil ole me.. if anyone wants to visit jimi and wish him a great b-day this is his blog -->mechanical jive... so give him a piece of your mind or i'll kick all your asses.. well not literally... well maybe.. anyhow i'm off to see the wizard of oz.. well acutally to get in touch with jimi.. catch you all laterz... in the meantime... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
sleep is calling to me
by PhScKo posted on 8-5-02 @ 8:10 p.m.
so what's up peeps? i forgot to say today what a great nights sleep i had.. i had a ton of dreams all fairly weird but cool in all perspective... tomorrow i must be aware that it's my bestfriend's b-day and i must behave.. yup.. i will try to be very nice to him.. not that i'm mean to him but i have to make an extra effort cause it's his special day tomorrow.. i don't really like when my b-day rolls around.. i usually have the worse days on my b-day.. lets just put it this way i almost committed suicide on one of my b-days.. yes that's how bad it got once... and by almost i mean i was "stopped" right before the trigger was pulled.. i know it sounds stupid to even want to commit suicide and believe me i know this now but in that period in my life i didn't know any better.. i was young, definitely unwise and confused about so many things around me... but i'm way beyond that now.. plus on most of my b-day's someone seems to piss me off or something always goes wrong.. last year on my b-day nothing bad happened.. i think that's the first b-day i remember not shedding a tear.. scary in deed.. but i usually prefer my b-day's to end quickly cause i know there's a huge chance something will go wrong... and since i like to be on the safe side of things and all.. anyhow i think i will be going to bed in a few minutes and just listen to phil hendrie till i fall into sleep... i hope i have cool ass dreams like the ones lastnight.. those were cool.. they weren't even sexual.. odd yes and just chilling... i haven't slept so good in years.. too bad having to go pee woke me up.. i hate when that happens... oh well.. catch you all tomorrowz, be good...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
so what's up peeps? nothing much here.. i'm cooking some ground beef and white rice.. not together but you know what i mean right? yes a cuban cuisine... i didn't have to do any beans cause there was left over from yesterday.. tomorrow is my bestfriend jimi's birthday.. he will be 24 years young... we don't know what we will be doing tomorrow.. just hope it doesn't suck for his sake... i'm so tired right now.. i feel like crashing and waking up tomorrow morning... too bad i can't do that.. but hey it's a nice thought... well i think i'm gonna rest for a little now since i'm tired.. i might go see my niece and nephew later on.. and i'll blog later unless i'm dead or tired or both.. so catch you all laterz, till then... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
while you were sleeping...
by PhScKo posted on 8-4-02 @ 7:20 p.m.
hi everybody... guess who's gonna watch while you were sleeping? yup you've guessed it.. ME! i totally love this movie to death.. i don't know what it is about it that just keeps me wanting to see it over and over again... i was gonna listen to phil hendrie but this movie has got a hold on me.. i don't even own it.. i should get it.. well my cousin owns it and she lives a block away so why bother right? anyhow i'm sooo hungry i could eat a moose.. well if he was made out of chocolate maybe.. anyhow i'm gonna go.. just wanted to let you all in on that little tid bit.. but honestly isn't there a movie out there that make you people just love it and wanting to see it over and over again? even though you know the outcome and the story by heart but there's just something about it that you just can't point out that makes you want to watch it besides that.. i have that with ocean's 11 as well.. but still.. i'm sure you folks out there must have a movie like that in mind.. inquiring minds want to know aka ME! so let me know, i'll be more learned then.. well now it's time to head off to watch it.. i will blog again tomorrow, as for today the possibility is zero.. till tomorrow...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
philosophicalness
by PhScKo posted on 8-4-02 @ 5:20 p.m.
hi peeps.. what's up? nothing much here.. today has been one of those days where everything philosophical comes out.. all my conversations have been deemed in that direction.. that's cool though i love those type of conversations... they are always interesting and fun all in one... well i think my sugar low is actually beginning right now.. i can feel it eating away at me... i know i shouldn't of engaged in a sugar fest yesterday but it was sooo hard to resist.. sugar is sooo addicting.. i found that out the hard way... oh well shit happens.. and so do other things.. but it's all good.. i learned that sugar is our enemy.. bad sugar.. bad bad sugar.. but worse things have happened so no more on this sugar subject.. now i'm headed off.. don't know where.. but somewhere.. probably the kitchen.. i might blog later if i'm eager to.. or if i'm amused by something... catch you all laterz.. till then...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
the sugar low begins..
by PhScKo posted on 8-4-02 @ 9:53 a.m.
i'm already feeling withdrawal symptoms from no sugar.. ok i'm sort of exaggerating but soon they will come i'm sure.. aint that shopping cart big? still not big enough for all the groceries my mother buys when she goes to "walmart" alone and doesn't invite me when i need to go the most.. well she hasn't gone in like weeks but still... seriously though when she buys there we usually need two shopping carts to fit the stuff in.. hell we average 200 plus dollars just on groceries when we go there.. yes she buys stupid junk she won't eat but buys cause it's healthy.. she claims she wants to be healthy yet she eats grease filled stuff.. if she would try but she doesn't even attempt to... and by try i mean actually start eating right like she claims every week she will do.. what bothers me about it is that she says she's gonna diet yet as she says it she stuffs her mouth with fried pork... that's just gross.. especially to me.. i'm the closest thing to a vegetarian in my family as it comes.. i only indulge in "roast beef" and rarely and occasional bout with chicken if i'm in the mood and turkey.. hell my parents claim i don't eat meat even though i obviously do.. but to them if i don't eat a whole plate full of meat everyday it's not eating meat... oh and the meat has to be the greasiest ever for them to approve of it's great taste or whateva.. i swear i don't know how my family hasn't died of a massive heart attack from the overload of cholesterol and fat in their veins... i'm no angel in the "healthy" department though but i try my best not to stuff myself every single day with stuff that will eventually lower my life span by 20 damn years!!! oh my god i sound like a grown-up.. could it be happening? this transformation into full adult hood? NOOOOOOOO!!! i thought maybe at the age of 30 i would start but not at my 23 and a half years of existence... oh dear god have mercy on me!!! but seriously i just think grease is nasty.. but that's my take on it.. i'm sure there are a lot of people out there that disagree with me and that's fine.. i respect that.. just as long as they don't shove the grease down my throat i'm fine with it.. but my parents have almost by force forced me to eat the meat they cook.. i think not even on a dare i would eat the stuff.. don't get me wrong their cooking isn't bad at all especially if my dad is the one cooking.. it's just the content of it.. the grease is just that bad.. it's like grease is a side dish that's connected to the meat!!! ok enough of these grease filled rants.. i'm off to finish on my abs and then shower so i can get out of this house and smoke myself silly and shop along the way ... well i'll catch you all when i get back if i survive the hectic shoppers on the verge of insanity over the latest sale on granny panties... till then ya know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
this is what happens when you enrich your body with endless amounts of sugar...
by PhScKo posted on 8-3-02 @ 11:40 p.m.
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yes sugar is a powerful drug that makes ya do stupid things like take a zillion quizzes and stuff like that.. i have had more sugar today than i had all last month i think.. no more sugar till next week or i will die.. anyhow catch you all tomorrow...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i'm gonna gain 10 pounds...
by PhScKo posted on 8-3-02 @ 4:39 p.m.
what's up peeps? nothing much here.. just tired.. i went and bought some more 100 grands.. so that means time to get some fat in me and bloated and all that bad yet good stuff.. also i'm gonna be eating some digorno pizza.. nope not delivery it's digorno.. i'm sorry but i had to mock the commercial.. anyhow i'm also probably having some papaya shake.. yup from the fruit.. yum yum.. i love shakes.. they taste good and stuff... plus i haven't had one in ages... this should satisfy my sweet tooth for a while... well that's what i have planned for tonight.. an eating frenzy and ocean's 11 all wrapped into one.. i'm obsessed with hat movie.. i know it by heart and it's just great! well my time here is done, i'll catch you all tomorrow when i'll surly be more bloated and irritable.. till then ya know what to do..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
the grandest news...
by PhScKo posted on 8-3-02 @ 10:06 a.m.
does anyone want to take a wild guess on who has their period? if you said me you win! well not really win anything but whateva.. well my chances are slim to non on going to wal-mart... but don't worry i will get back at my mother for being a bitch.. she will pay dearly.. see i don't like going to walmart alone cause of the fact that when i go to stores alone something terrible usually seems to happen.. like for example my weird bout with vertigo.. it seems to appear only when i'm in stores alone.. so therefore i try my hardest to be accompanied by some person to help me if my body decides to act dumb. anyhow so i guess i'll just go to winn-dixie and buy groceries there.. well now i'm off.. i'll blog later about how i'm gonna destroy humanity... catch you all laterz.. till then you know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
so the movie was good.. not great.. but good.. it had it's suspense and all that other stuff.. so all and all it's worth paying 5 bucks for... i'm full of chocolate.. yup i had some 100 grand and i want some more.. i'm addicted to the stuff.. but that's just cause i'm crazy.. plus 100 grands are the best stuff ever made!!! anyhow i'm gonna go now.. i might watch another movie or just sit on my bed and stare at the wall.. either way it's time for me to head off.. if i don't go to walmart tomorrow i will kill someone.. that was just one of my random thoughts.. well till tomorrow ya know what to do..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
much better...
by PhScKo posted on 8-2-02 @ 9:01 a.m.
finally i feel so much better today that i have for a couple of days.. i don't know what has been up with my health lately.. i'm just glad i have more energy today.. i'm going to watch signs today with jimi. i hope the movie lives up to its expectations.. plus mel gibson is a really good actor.. anyhow that's it for now.. hopefully when i get back from the movies i'll blog again and let you all in on the details of how the movie was or whateva.. well till then you know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
feeling blah as heck...
by PhScKo posted on 8-1-02 @ 4:41 p.m.
i don't even know what's wrong with me lately.. i feel like i'm seriously dying.. i'm not really depressed or anything like that but i'm certainly weak as heck!!! i find myself not having any energy during the day and i feel like fainting almost every second of the day... i think i'm lacking protein or something.. or maybe i'm just dying.. i'm eating healthy and all but the wanting to faint hasn't gone away.. i hope it's not vertigo.. if it is i'm screwed for the most part... well i want you all to think for a second about something.. if you had one day to live what would you do? i've thought about this a lot and i honestly think i would spend it with my niece and nephew.. i wouldn't be having sex or anything like that or killing anyone but spending it with the 2 loves of my life junior and janet.. i know it sounds lame to want to spend it with my nephew and niece but they are more important to me than anything else in my life... maybe i'm just one of the few people out there that care about being with family instead of going on a spree the day before death.. not that anyone else has thought this.. if you have then i would like to know what you would do? any input is cool with me.. well now my body is telling me to go lay down.. i'm sooo blah right now.. i feel like just dying.. that's how bad i feel.. i hope my condition doesn't worsen.. well till tomorrow..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey peeps.. what's up? nothing much here.. thank goodness is finally friday right? well in a sense i'm happy but in another sense i'm not.. see i got an unexpected visitor today.. you women know exactly what i'm talking about.. the monthly visitor as some people call it.. of course for you males who know nothing of what i'm talking about i can sum it up in just a few words, my period!!! damn it wasn't even supposed to occur till next month.. so i've had it twice this month already!!! TWICE DAMNIT!!! that's never happened to me before.. geezous.. urg.. all right i'm sort of calm now.. so i will continue.. at least i get to pig out till monday.. that will be fun.. i've rented van wilder & snatch so that should keep me busy this weekend.. these movies better not suck or i will kill the first person i see.. anyhow.. so i guess this will be a good time to relax finally.. a long weekend for basically everybody... labor day weekend, now why the hell do they call it labor day if you basically "don't" work that day? i mean can't they use words properly in english anymore? some doesn't even make sense.. for instance, take the word read... it has two meanings.. ain't that just dumb? it's no wonder how anyone becomes an expert in this language.. i was born in the united states but when i first started kinder i knew nothing of english... since my folks are cuban how could i learn it from them? hell they refused to learn for themselves so go figure... well i managed somehow to learn.. my mom says that the first week of kinder i already knew how to say stuff.. i don't know how i learned though since my teacher was american... she didn't know a pip of spanish so i'm still baffled on how i acquired the learning of this wonderful language called "english". now i know more english than spanish... sometimes i think the more english i learn the more i forget how to say things in spanish.. everybody thinks i'm american when they see me.. cause they are "shocked" when they hear me speak spanish.. i guess not everyone down here is hispanic.. 99.9% are though.. but oh well.. i love my cuban roots but i am not cuban.. i consider myself just a human.. can't really live with labels.. they suck! society likes to group us and that's why i shy away from that.. cause that leads to conforming which i can't stand! ok so remember everyone when you are asked what "race" you are tell them human.. cause honestly the only race on earth that we "currently" know of is the human race.. being of another "culture" doesn't mean that you're from another race.. but i guess when people just want to be "racist" (another improper use of the english language) what people in reality are being are just bias towards a certain culture.. but people that don't believe in evolution and only in the bible wouldn't understand that as truth or whateva.. ok i think i've said enough.. now i will go.. if later at night i have some words of wisdom for you i will blog otherwise till tomorrow ya know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey everybody.. what's up? nothing much here.. i just can't believe how loud my family is... i mean sure i talk loud but it doesn't sound you're in a fight with me when you speak to me.. speak to any member of my family and it's like they are your worst enemy in the loud department.. they'll make you go deaf in a second... they have been yacking away for like an hour or so with no change in volume.. only difference is there are more people now.. i guess they like the loudness.. anyhow too much distractions are making me blahish.. i'm gonna go and see if i can go see my niece and nephew.. my nephew has been calling tata since yesterday by the way i'm tata.. that's what he calls me or stuff.. anyhow plus it's been one whole day without seeing them.. i could go crazy ya know.. well if i see them and have some intresting stuff to dish out i will.. otherwise till tomorrow.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
.. but whatever.. it's good so that means since i'm craving it i'll drink that and not crave real sugar.. damn real sugar i'll damn it to hell and back for being so good... you know i can't wait till the new fall season starts, well mostly cause i miss friends, 24 & will & grace.. and since friends last season is this coming one i want to get into it already... well i have nothing else on my mind.. i do start school again tomorrow.. hopefully i'll remember to wake up.. i'm sooo not used to school anymore.. well i'll have to get used to it quick or i'll fail this semesters classes.. now i'm gonna go.. if i have any sort of info to blog on later i will.. otherwise till we meet again.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
well hello peeps, what's up? nothing much here.. i finally got my digital cam to work on my new computer.. i'm sooo happy.. now i can take pics again.. actually i took a pic of myself i was bored.. so sue me.. anyhow i haven't been in a blogging mood in ages.. i don't know what's up with that.. i guess i just don't have much to talk about.. i cleaned up my desks in my room.. they were uhm.. "cluttered" with crap, well not literal but you understand... i'm thinking when i put up the new design thingy in september that i should archive my blogs every week, that way the load time is diminshed and plus that way no scrolling like hell to find something i wrote 2 damn weeks ages ago.. anyhow now i'm off.. if i come up with more "ideas" later i'll share them with all of you.. anyhow till we meet again.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i took this and never posted it.. what a dork i am.. this is an old pic too.. few months.. yup i actually wear a shirt with my site's addy on it.. well not all the time.. but i want to make the point across to someone in the very near future if things go as i observe... anyhow that's all i have for tonight.. till tomorrow..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
so what's up peeps? nothing much on this side.. though i finally got my results from the doctors and it says the tests were all normal so i don't have some weird ass thang going... aint it great? also i haven't had as many dizzy spells either and my sleeping has improved dramatically.. i just hope that it gets better from here on... i went to barnes & noble to buy 1984 and then i decided i'd go all out and buy 3 other books.. one is about how to do a regression on yourself with a cd to guide you.. the others are one about meeting and working with spirit guides.. yeah i'm all into that stuff. go figure.. not that i believe but i am always thirsty for some new knowledge or understandings & last but not least the last book is about the zodiac killer, i can't wait to sink into that book... not that i'm a crazy person.. well actually neveruhmmind.. so.. seriously though i went on a nice frenzy in these book purchases.. i'm gonna start on the regression today if i remember.. well now i will go... i'll blog some later... till then you know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey what's up? nothing much here.. now if only i could of lived in the 1950's... i've always wondered if i may actually have lived in a past life, if past lives do exist...
i'm still iffy on that but it doesn't mean it's not true.. i'm open to whateva intrigues my eye.. i just hope that my existence has a purpose.. every time i watch the golden girls i get a huge craving for cheesecake... i haven't had any in months.. but every time i go out i decide not to.. i'm a dumbass... i also get other weird cravings when i watch a particular show or movie.. since i'm tired i'll leave my elaboration for friday, if i remember... now it's time to chill... well catch you all tomorrow.. till then ya know what to do.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
isn't this sign just adorable? what's up peeps? you know lately i've been having some weird flashes of my pasts lives or something.. at least the flashes that are the ones where i die right there and then.. it's a weird feeling i get when i have these different flashes throughout the daytime.. am i just hallucinating or something? have any of you ever had those kind of flashes? they are sort of hard to describe, like the way they feel... just peaceful in a way.. i'm probably just out of my mind but well.. must be some vertigo effect or something.. at least instead of getting dizzy spells i get these new found past live flashes.. the way i see it it's not bad at all.. maybe i can resolve some fear with these flashes.. if i remember any of these flashes i'll be sure to post em.. but with my memory don't await them.. well now i'm off to lala land with my lalala friends... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
See what Care Bear you are.
I Will Die of Natural Causes.
If i was a serial killer i would be The Zodiac Killer.
it's time to finally see my miami dolphins battle the tampa bay bucs... i know it's preseason but they better win or else i will kill someone.. yes i'm the biggest football fan.. most guys get stunned when they find out i like football.. well i'm a lesbian but still a lot of lesbians are not into sports at all.. i'm of course the exception, plus i'm just the coolest person alive.. there was a hint of sarcasm there, hope you detected it.. lol.. well i'm off to see the game.. till tomorrow... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hey what's up? nothing much on this side of town.. well obviously i didn't go to the beach... might as well gone since obviously it didn't rain.. urg.. i hate it.. when i go it rains and when i don't it doesn't.. i guess it wasn't meant for me to of gone.. oh well.. nothing i can do but bitch about it.. i'm in the last stages of my recovering from smoking cigs.. 3 more left and never again will i waste my time with that junk... now i must go since i have nothing to really talk about.. i'll blog later when i'm sugared up or something.. have fun peeps.. make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
what is your alter-ego
personality?
take the "what cereal mascot are you" quiz
By Milek
that's exactly what i am.. the smiley has it right.. shame on me!!! i always considered myself smart.. i guess i'm just very slow and well my brain cells have died off the cause of course too much weed which i don't do anymore at all.. yup clean from the drug department for ever.. still i would of thought i would of picked up on this sooner yet it took me nearly 9 months to figure it out... 9 FREAKING months.. oh but i'm calm.. sooo sooo calm.. so from now on you peeps will be seeing this format instead of the old one.. god i'm stupid.. soooo soooooooooo stupid.. well now i will go.. i have to recollect my thoughts and stuff... i'll blog later, hopefully my brain would be dead by then...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi everybody... guess who's gonna watch while you were sleeping? yup you've guessed it.. ME! i totally love this movie to death.. i don't know what it is about it that just keeps me wanting to see it over and over again... i was gonna listen to phil hendrie but this movie has got a hold on me.. i don't even own it.. i should get it.. well my cousin owns it and she lives a block away so why bother right? anyhow i'm sooo hungry i could eat a moose.. well if he was made out of chocolate maybe.. anyhow i'm gonna go.. just wanted to let you all in on that little tid bit.. but honestly isn't there a movie out there that make you people just love it and wanting to see it over and over again? even though you know the outcome and the story by heart but there's just something about it that you just can't point out that makes you want to watch it besides that.. i have that with ocean's 11 as well.. but still.. i'm sure you folks out there must have a movie like that in mind.. inquiring minds want to know aka ME! so let me know, i'll be more learned then.. well now it's time to head off to watch it.. i will blog again tomorrow, as for today the possibility is zero.. till tomorrow...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
hi peeps.. what's up? nothing much here.. today has been one of those days where everything philosophical comes out.. all my conversations have been deemed in that direction.. that's cool though i love those type of conversations... they are always interesting and fun all in one... well i think my sugar low is actually beginning right now.. i can feel it eating away at me... i know i shouldn't of engaged in a sugar fest yesterday but it was sooo hard to resist.. sugar is sooo addicting.. i found that out the hard way... oh well shit happens.. and so do other things.. but it's all good.. i learned that sugar is our enemy.. bad sugar.. bad bad sugar.. but worse things have happened so no more on this sugar subject.. now i'm headed off.. don't know where.. but somewhere.. probably the kitchen.. i might blog later if i'm eager to.. or if i'm amused by something... catch you all laterz.. till then...
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i'm already feeling withdrawal symptoms from no sugar.. ok i'm sort of exaggerating but soon they will come i'm sure.. aint that shopping cart big? still not big enough for all the groceries my mother buys when she goes to "walmart" alone and doesn't invite me when i need to go the most.. well she hasn't gone in like weeks but still... seriously though when she buys there we usually need two shopping carts to fit the stuff in.. hell we average 200 plus dollars just on groceries when we go there.. yes she buys stupid junk she won't eat but buys cause it's healthy.. she claims she wants to be healthy yet she eats grease filled stuff.. if she would try but she doesn't even attempt to... and by try i mean actually start eating right like she claims every week she will do.. what bothers me about it is that she says she's gonna diet yet as she says it she stuffs her mouth with fried pork... that's just gross.. especially to me.. i'm the closest thing to a vegetarian in my family as it comes.. i only indulge in "roast beef" and rarely and occasional bout with chicken if i'm in the mood and turkey.. hell my parents claim i don't eat meat even though i obviously do.. but to them if i don't eat a whole plate full of meat everyday it's not eating meat... oh and the meat has to be the greasiest ever for them to approve of it's great taste or whateva.. i swear i don't know how my family hasn't died of a massive heart attack from the overload of cholesterol and fat in their veins... i'm no angel in the "healthy" department though but i try my best not to stuff myself every single day with stuff that will eventually lower my life span by 20 damn years!!! oh my god i sound like a grown-up.. could it be happening? this transformation into full adult hood? NOOOOOOOO!!! i thought maybe at the age of 30 i would start but not at my 23 and a half years of existence... oh dear god have mercy on me!!! but seriously i just think grease is nasty.. but that's my take on it.. i'm sure there are a lot of people out there that disagree with me and that's fine.. i respect that.. just as long as they don't shove the grease down my throat i'm fine with it.. but my parents have almost by force forced me to eat the meat they cook.. i think not even on a dare i would eat the stuff.. don't get me wrong their cooking isn't bad at all especially if my dad is the one cooking.. it's just the content of it.. the grease is just that bad.. it's like grease is a side dish that's connected to the meat!!! ok enough of these grease filled rants.. i'm off to finish on my abs and then shower so i can get out of this house and smoke myself silly and shop along the way 
... well i'll catch you all when i get back if i survive the hectic shoppers on the verge of insanity over the latest sale on granny panties... till then ya know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
You are a real bastard without morals. You're very self-centered and you'll do anything to get your way. Take The "Which WWF Wrestler are you?" Quiz.
Potman
Which Season are you?
does anyone want to take a wild guess on who has their period? if you said me you win! well not really win anything but whateva.. well my chances are slim to non on going to wal-mart... 
but don't worry i will get back at my mother for being a bitch.. she will pay dearly.. see i don't like going to walmart alone cause of the fact that when i go to stores alone something terrible usually seems to happen.. like for example my weird bout with vertigo.. it seems to appear only when i'm in stores alone.. so therefore i try my hardest to be accompanied by some person to help me if my body decides to act dumb. anyhow so i guess i'll just go to winn-dixie and buy groceries there.. well now i'm off.. i'll blog later about how i'm gonna destroy humanity... catch you all laterz.. till then you know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
finally i feel so much better today that i have for a couple of days.. i don't know what has been up with my health lately.. i'm just glad i have more energy today.. i'm going to watch signs today with jimi. i hope the movie lives up to its expectations.. plus mel gibson is a really good actor.. anyhow that's it for now.. hopefully when i get back from the movies i'll blog again and let you all in on the details of how the movie was or whateva.. well till then you know what to do... make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...
i don't even know what's wrong with me lately.. i feel like i'm seriously dying.. i'm not really depressed or anything like that but i'm certainly weak as heck!!! i find myself not having any energy during the day and i feel like fainting almost every second of the day... i think i'm lacking protein or something.. or maybe i'm just dying.. i'm eating healthy and all but the wanting to faint hasn't gone away.. i hope it's not vertigo.. if it is i'm screwed for the most part... well i want you all to think for a second about something.. if you had one day to live what would you do? i've thought about this a lot and i honestly think i would spend it with my niece and nephew.. i wouldn't be having sex or anything like that or killing anyone but spending it with the 2 loves of my life junior and janet.. i know it sounds lame to want to spend it with my nephew and niece but they are more important to me than anything else in my life... maybe i'm just one of the few people out there that care about being with family instead of going on a spree the day before death.. not that anyone else has thought this.. if you have then i would like to know what you would do? any input is cool with me.. well now my body is telling me to go lay down.. i'm sooo blah right now.. i feel like just dying.. that's how bad i feel.. i hope my condition doesn't worsen.. well till tomorrow..
make sure you spread the good karma, valedico...