freedommmm...
well it's been a long freakin time once again... i've just not been up to bloggin recently.. not that i haven't had time or things to talk about cause believe me i have had tons, but i just haven't gotten myself to doing so... what i mostly want to discuss is a type of person.. i don't know if this is either current in any of your lives or has passed before long ago. i think there's always a person in our lives in one point or another that knows how to get us from inside... you know emotionally... like play with our emotions cause they know we are vulnerable or just always give in to them.. i had that type of thing going on a while back mostly year and half or so ago.. looking back i don't know why the hell i ever gave in to her.. i mean how could she control me so badly? i had always said that she would never get the best of me again and every single time i felt for it, hook, line and sinker... but at least it's finally over now.. i haven't fallen for that in a while now and even when i do talk to her i am not feeling like i did back then.. i guess i've finally grown inside and know better than that.. so now i can finally look forward and know i have my freedom, finally...