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Part 9   Farewell
Aug. 16
In the morning, I am wakened by a weird sloshing gurgling sound running through the hull.  Ah, the smell of diesel in the morning.  The fuel truck has arrived.  There is some last-minute packing.  Bernard shows up with the oilcoat I forgot in his car yesterday -- the weather was too fine to even think about it.  How in the world am I going to cram it into my suitcase??  I had to sit on it, as it was.
People are having breakfast, the merchandise is being put away, & 2 new passengers have arrived.  As they introduce themselves, I hate having to add, "...and I'm leaving."  There was room, I was invited, & today I really don't want to go home.  There is a very weird sense of not belonging anymore as the crew have their capstan meeting & discuss getting underway.
I take my stuff to the hotel, & come back to see the ship off.  They are getting the gangplank aboard, & mate Caleb is standing holding it when passenger Erin, the last of us last 3, finally skips off.
Hoisting in the gangplank.  There's your last chance to get ON...
All packed & nowhere to go.
Bounty drifts away from the dock.  I stand on the solid, unmoving shore and watch the gap grow.  There is a feeling of inexorable separation, a rending sense of loss.  When the gap widens to a distance no longer jumpable, it is clear that I am ashore again, left behind not by choice but by the nagging call of life in the real world, of duty back in another life.  Oblivious to the hundreds of festival-goers behind me, I stand on the dock and cry as my ship slips away down Belfast Lough toward open sea and new adventures.
Europa, & aerobatic display.  I hung around till all the ships had left, but after a few minutes' conversation with the security people, I turned around & Bounty was out of sight.
When I signed on for this big scary voyage across an ocean, I figured that it would either cure me of liking tall ships, or ingrain it for good.  Hiding tears behind my sunglasses and wishing I had run away to sea for just a little longer, I know that I am not cured.
I wander around the tent market near the wharf.  There's an arm-wrestling championship going on, & there are tons of craft & souvenir vendors.  For the festival-goers, the activities & fun will continue, but I feel quite bereft.
So, it's off to the Holiday Inn Express for a very short stay; I'll have to get up at 4:20 to catch my early flight.  It'll be like getting up for watch... only there is no watch.
Shane the Irish Sheep is happier to arrive in Halifax than I am.
Holiday Inn Express, downtown Belfast.  Nothing wrong with the hotel; I just don't want to be here.
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