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| Part 9 Farewell | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Aug. 16 In the morning, I am wakened by a weird sloshing gurgling sound running through the hull. Ah, the smell of diesel in the morning. The fuel truck has arrived. There is some last-minute packing. Bernard shows up with the oilcoat I forgot in his car yesterday -- the weather was too fine to even think about it. How in the world am I going to cram it into my suitcase?? I had to sit on it, as it was. People are having breakfast, the merchandise is being put away, & 2 new passengers have arrived. As they introduce themselves, I hate having to add, "...and I'm leaving." There was room, I was invited, & today I really don't want to go home. There is a very weird sense of not belonging anymore as the crew have their capstan meeting & discuss getting underway. |
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| I take my stuff to the hotel, & come back to see the ship off. They are getting the gangplank aboard, & mate Caleb is standing holding it when passenger Erin, the last of us last 3, finally skips off. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Hoisting in the gangplank. There's your last chance to get ON... | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| All packed & nowhere to go. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Bounty drifts away from the dock. I stand on the solid, unmoving shore and watch the gap grow. There is a feeling of inexorable separation, a rending sense of loss. When the gap widens to a distance no longer jumpable, it is clear that I am ashore again, left behind not by choice but by the nagging call of life in the real world, of duty back in another life. Oblivious to the hundreds of festival-goers behind me, I stand on the dock and cry as my ship slips away down Belfast Lough toward open sea and new adventures. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Europa, & aerobatic display. I hung around till all the ships had left, but after a few minutes' conversation with the security people, I turned around & Bounty was out of sight. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| When I signed on for this big scary voyage across an ocean, I figured that it would either cure me of liking tall ships, or ingrain it for good. Hiding tears behind my sunglasses and wishing I had run away to sea for just a little longer, I know that I am not cured. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| I wander around the tent market near the wharf. There's an arm-wrestling championship going on, & there are tons of craft & souvenir vendors. For the festival-goers, the activities & fun will continue, but I feel quite bereft. So, it's off to the Holiday Inn Express for a very short stay; I'll have to get up at 4:20 to catch my early flight. It'll be like getting up for watch... only there is no watch. |
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| Shane the Irish Sheep is happier to arrive in Halifax than I am. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Holiday Inn Express, downtown Belfast. Nothing wrong with the hotel; I just don't want to be here. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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