| Untitled 1 Fear and trembling fill me as you look into my eyes How can I feel so much so fast? The inevitable rejection, it's coming soon, Makes me wonder why I spend so many of my thoughts on you. Just let me go gently before too much is at stake. Then I can take out these green contact lenses. I knew that there was a reason I shouldn't have gone home with you. I'm not asking for your heart, Just give me mine back before you go. I don't want to be another girl in the book, another notch on the bedpost, One that you worry about that causes you tension. I can't keep doing this; I want things as they were. Or I want them to be as wonderful as I know they can be. I can't do anything this in between. I'd rather not be stuck in the middle of all this, And I know you won't choose. So, I guess I have to choose for you. Not that I want to, but you've given me no choice. I'd rather it just be a different one. |