I was bailed on those charges again and walked out of there and tried to walk in front of a truck and it missed me.
Here I was standing in front of the Caboolture Police Station in the middle of the road crying my eyes out. I have been locked up all my adult life and now I couldn't even get locked up and I couldn't even die.
What a mess to be in at 2 a.m. in the morning. I was a broken man. I really felt like I was a "LOST CAUSE".
I went home and made up my mind to give my Mum her Mothers Day card. I would take it personally to her and this time I would see my Father and tell him not to shoot me but leave me to deal with the situation and I would force the Police to shoot me.
I caught the train from Caboolture down to Bald Hills to see them, the night before Mothers Day. This was the 12th May 2001.
