Dawn remained in the hospital for a week following her surgery. The doctors wanted to closely monitor her and the baby to make sure there would be no more complications. The doctor let her leave the hospital under two conditions: that she stay off her feet and no stress. Dawn and AJ both promised to follow those rules and she was finally released.
AJ had moved all of Dawns and Ariannas belongings back home while she was in the hospital, that way he could bring her back home to the house that they shared and she wouldnt have to worry about anything.
As they pulled into the driveway, Dawn felt a pang of fear run through her. She wasnt sure why. AJ sensed her uneasiness. He put the car into park and took her hand in his.
"Whats wrong, Angel?"
"Im not sure," she said, still staring at the house. "Its just been awhile since Ive been back here you know, like lived here".
"This is our home, baby. You belong here. You, me, Arianna, and the baby .were a family. We belong together."
He gently placed his hand on her stomach.
"I know", she looked over and smiled at him. "I dont know what my problem is. I just I dont know".
"Everything will be fine", he smiled. "Youll see. I promise Ill take care of you".
"I know you will", she squeezed his hand as she looked back towards the house.
"Hey," he brought her hand to his lips and tenderly kissed it. She looked over at him. "I love you".
"I love you, too", she replied without hesitation.
He leaned over and placed a soft kiss on her lips.
"Mmmm, just wait until we get Arianna in bed tonight", he said with a sly smile.
"We cant, Alex "
"Ahh, shush. I told you that I was gonna take care of you and thats exactly what I intend on doing."
Dawn chuckled.
"So, are you ready to go in?" AJ asked as he caressed her cheek. "Theres someone in there that really wants to see you".
Dawn smiled, "I know. I wanna see her, too. Lets go".
"Okay, stay right there. Dont move", he commanded.
Dawn watched him, puzzled. He got out of the car and walked over to her side and opened the door. He helped her out of the car and closed the car door. He grabbed her bags from the backseat and put his arm around her waist, helping her walk.
"Alex?"
"Yeah?"
"Are you hungry?" She asked as they approached the door.
"Umm, I hadnt thought about it, but now that you mentioned it, yeah, kinda. Why?"
"Well, Ive had this taste for a Romanburger all day. I dont know why ."
"I know why".
Dawn looked at him, puzzled.
"Because Dominic wants Mr. Hero", he smiled as he patted her stomach.
They both laughed as he put her bags down to open the door.
"Let me get you inside and settled, then Ill run up there and get some food".
"Thank you, honey. What would I do without you?" She teased.
"Youll never have to find out", he kissed her lips and opened the door.
The second they entered the house, they heard Arianna scream.
"Mommy!!!"
She came running down the stairs and barreling around the corner with Denise following close behind.
"Mommy! You home!!"
Arianna can running into her arms as Dawn bent down to give her a hug.
"Hi baby! I missed you! Have you been a good girl for Grandma?"
She stroked her hair as the little girls arms remained locked around her neck.
"Yep! I a good girl! Right Gwamma?"
She looked up at Denise who smiled down at her.
"Yes you were. You missed your Mommy, didnt you?"
"Yeah. I miss eeeeveybody. Only me and Gwamma here", she looked back at Dawn sadly.
"I know honey", Dawn stroked her hair. "But now were all home together. You, me, Daddy and Grandma".
AJ helped Dawn back to her feet then bent down to pick up Arianna.
"Come on, munchkin. Lets go put Mommys things in her room".
He picked up Dawns bags and headed up the stairs with Arianna.
"Mommy sweep in my room", Arianna stated.
"No, I dont think so", AJ chuckled.
"Yes, Daddy. I take care of Mommy. Me."
"Wheres Daddy gonna sleep? Hell be lonely."
Dawn and Denise heard AJ ask as their voices got further and further away.
"Umm, I give you my teddy bear, Daddy. You sweep in your bed. Mommy sweep in my bed".
"Wheres Ari gonna sleep?"
"Wif Mommy!" The little girl insisted as Dawn and Denise laughed.
"She really missed you", Denise said as she kissed and hugged Dawn. "How are you feeling?"
Dawn sighed, "Okay, I guess. Im tired .and hungry".
"Why dont we go in the kitchen and Ill make you something to eat".
"No, thats okay. Alex is gonna go up to Mr. Hero for me in a little bit. Ive had the taste for a Romanburger all day, and I dont even really like them!"
"Sounds like the little one is getting pretty demanding", she laughed. "Well, lets go sit down, you need to get off your feet".
They walked into the living room and sat down on the couch.
"Alex is so excited about you coming home, and about the baby. I dont know if he told you yet or not, but hes already bought the baby a little hockey jersey".
Dawn laughed. "He is so sure that this baby is going to be a boy. I just hope hes not disappointed if its not."
"Nah, it wont really matter to him. Hell get over it. You see how he is with Arianna."
"Yeah, I know. Hes amazing with her".
Dawn looked down at her hands then back up at Denise.
"Has Alex mentioned anything to you about not touring anymore? Like leaving the group?"
"He hasnt come out and said that, but hes hinted at it. I think he just really wants to be home with you and the kids".
"I know, but I dont want him giving up his career. This is exactly what I was afraid would happen when we first got together. He would give up everything for me. Thats what I didnt want. Denise, we have to do something".
"Honey, you know Alex just as well as I do. When he makes up his mind to do something, no one is going to change it. I think maybe after youre home for awhile and things die down, maybe hell realize that youre not going anywhere and he doesnt need to be here every waking moment. Right now, his focus is getting his family back together and making you happy".
"I know, and I understand that, but Ill only be happy if he's happy. He loves performing. He cant live without it. Hell be miserable ."
"Just ride it out", she leaned over and patted Dawns hand. "His life is changing. His priorities are changing. He just needs to figure out how to fit it all in and make it work. Hell be fine. Give him some time".
Dawn sighed.
"Yeah, I guess. I just worry that hell make a big mistake and regret it later".
"Alex is a very impulsive person. Its a good thing that he didnt decide to bow out before the tour. By the time the tour is over, things will be different. Everything will be back to normal for both of you and he wont be so scared of losing you."
"Do you really think thats why hes doing it?" Dawn looked at her sadly.
"I know it is. I know my son and I know that he makes a lot of decisions with his heart, not his head. He almost lost you, and thats whats fresh in his mind. That pain is still there and it will be for quite some time. Whats important now is that youre both committed to each other and to making things work. Just concentrate on that for now and everything else will fall into place in time", she smiled as she squeezed Dawns hand.
"Yeah, youre right. Lets take things one at a time. Now we have to just work on where we go from here. Its not easy, Denise", she shook her head and ran her hand over her face.
"Nothing in life thats worth having is easy, sweetheart, especially love. You two have a lot of work to do, but you love each other very much and youll pull through this".
Dawn looked over at her and smiled, "Thank you, for everything".
"Oh, no need to thank me, you know Im always here", she leaned over and hugged her.
Just then, AJ and Arianna came racing down the steps. They ran around the corner and both scurried over to the couch, one on each side of Dawn.
"Ha ha! I won! Mommy sleeps with me tonight!" AJ teased.
"No fair!!" The little girl whined as she crossed her arms, "Daddy cheated! He bigger an wuns fasser!"
Dawn laughed and looked over at AJ.
"You know where shes going to end up tonight, dont you?"
"Yeah, I know, I know", he groaned.
"Well, Im off to get some food. Mom, do you want anything?"
"No, honey, Im gonna head home and let you guys relax."
AJ bent down and kissed Dawn.
"Romanburger?"
"Yeah, thanks. Oh, and a large Iced Tea."
"Iced Tea?" He gave her a puzzled look. "Since when do you drink Iced ..nevermind", he chuckled. "Ill be back!"
He grabbed his keys and walked towards the door.
"Oh! And can you get me an order of mozzarella sticks, too?" Dawn yelled after him.
"Anything else, Dominic?" He teased.
Dawn laughed, "Yeah, can you stop at Burger King and pick me up one of those peanut butter cheesecakes?"
"Your wish is my command, my lady. Im leaving now! If your little heart desires anything else, my cell is on!"
"I love you!" Dawn called after him as he opened the door.
"I love you, too!" He yelled back as he closed the door behind himself.
Later that evening, after Dawn and AJ put Arianna to bed, they were laying in their bed,
listening to the radio. Dawn wanted to get up to take a bath, but she didnt have the
energy. Not to mention, she was quite comfortable where she was, snuggled up in AJs
arms. They lay there in silence, simply enjoying being together. AJ gently stroked her
hair as she lay between his legs, running her fingers softly up and down his arm.
"I could lay here like this forever", Dawn finally broke the silence.
"I know, me too. Ive missed this", AJ replied.
Dawn turned her head and looked up at him. He caressed her cheek as she placed a tender kiss on his lips.
"Me too", she whispered when she broke from him.
His fingers tangled with hers as he rested his hand on her stomach.
"Hey!" He exclaimed.
"What?" Dawn looked up at him.
"You have a little belly!"
"Umm, yeah. Well, I am pregnant", she chuckled.
"No, I know that, I just mean that I didnt realize that you were showing already".
"Yeah, well, after your first baby, you show sooner because your body is already stretched out".
"Huh, I didnt know that", he placed his other hand on her stomach and pulled the material of her shirt tighter across her belly so he could see it.
"Wow".
Dawns hand rested on AJs as he continued to rub her stomach.
"Can I see it?" He asked softly.
"Are you just trying to get me naked?" Dawn teased.
"No", he sighed, "I just wanna see your belly. I missed a lot of this with Arianna".
Dawn looked up at him and smiled.
"Okay".
AJ smiled as Dawn sat up to unbutton her shirt. She removed her shirt and AJ sat next to her. She lay back on the pillow as he sat staring at her stomach in awe.
"Wow. Theres a baby in there".
Dawn chuckled.
"Yep".
"Hes so small right now".
"Hes supposed to be. Im only four months along".
"I wonder if he can hear me?"
"Im sure he, or SHE can", Dawn smiled as she took AJs hand and placed it on her stomach.
"Hellooo in there", AJ sang as he leaned closer to her stomach.
Dawn laughed.
"Just wait until it starts moving around and kicking. Thats when the fun begins".
"Will he start moving soon? You havent felt him kick or anything yet, have you?"
He looked up at her.
"No, not yet. In the next couple months, Im sure".
"I cant wait to feel him kick", he looked back down at her stomach and cleared his throat.
"Hey, Dominic, this is your father speaking, you and I need to have a little talk", he began. "When you start kicking and moving around in there, I want you to take it easy on your mother. Shes been through a lot lately and I dont want you turning it into a kickboxing class in there".
Dawn laughed as she watched AJ and listened to him intently. He turned his head and gently laid it on her stomach. She stroked his hair as he remained still, as if trying to hear something.
"This is amazing", he said softly, not lifting his head.
"Yeah, and we did it together".
AJ lifted his head and looked up at Dawn. She continued to stroke his hair as they looked into each others eyes.
"Everything Ive done in my life so far, pales in comparison to this", he looked down at her belly. "We created another person", he said in disbelief.
Dawn just watched him, the look of amazement apparent on his face. He rested his head back on her belly and began singing softly.
"You and I must make a pact,
We must bring salvation back,
Where there is love, I'll be there.
I'll reach out my hand to you,
I'll have faith in all you do,
Just call my name and I'll be there."
Dawn closed her eyes and sighed as she listened to him sing to their child.
"Let me fill your heart with joy and
laughter,
Whenever you need me, I'll be there.
I'll be there to protect you,
Just call my name and I'll be there."
AJ kissed her belly and whispered, "I love you, little one."
He looked up at Dawn and smiled when he saw she had fallen asleep. He kissed her forehead and snuggled next to her pulling the covers up over them.
"I love you, Angel," he whispered kissing her cheek.
He slid his hand under the covers and onto her tummy, rubbing gently.
"I love you, Dominic," he smiled.
He closed his eyes and sighed contentedly, quickly drifting off to sleep.