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So Complicated
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news charlie james matt lyrics chart_positions gallery diary_dates gossip media fansarea games guestbook contact_us links site So�. One year on from when Laura and Kaci met Matt and Charlie and a year from when they discovered Lauren and James were dating.
Charlie and Laura are now in a �serious� relationship, and share a house with James and Lauren who are also both very much a couple. Kaci and Matt share a flat together and have decided just to be mates.
~*~
�You up to much tonight?� Asked Matt as he sat down beside me on the sofa.
�Uh� Not really �� I replied. The phone started to ring so I made my way to the other side of the room and answered it.
�Uh huh. Yea, course. I don�t think it�ll be a problem.� I watched as Matt began to sit up and try and make out what the conversation was about.
�I�ll see you later then. Ok babes, love you, bye� I put the receiver down and took a seat on the sofa again. �Well�NOW I have plans.� I smiled.
��Yea?�
�Yea� Lewis is coming round tonight� So do you think you could go out tonight?� I gave Matt my puppy dog eyes. �Pwease...!�
�Awww I hate it when you do that!� He hit me with a pillow.
�Hey� That�s mean!�
�How about I go out tonight to make up for it?�
�Awww you�re great, you know that?� I gave Matt a hug and went into my room to decide what I was going to wear.
I started to take clothes out of my wardrobe and placed them on my bed. After about 20 minutes of thinking, I narrowed it down to a purple sparkly dress and a denim mini and a gypsy like top.
�Matt come here a sec!� I stood beside to door waiting for Matt to come in.
�What do you want?� He asked
�What am I going to wear?� I held up the two outfits.
�Well�You wear the mini and the top and I�ll wear the dress.� Matt took the dress from my hand and ran into his room. I head the door shut and lock.
�Oi! That�s not funny! You�re gonna rip it you spaz! I�m gonna fucking kill you!� I banged on the door, as loudly as I could, but in the end I knew that he wasn�t going to unlock the door, so I let him get on with it and made my way back to my own room and sat on my bed and started to read a magazine.
Around five minutes later the door opened. I didn�t look up to see who it was. I knew who it was. Matt. And I especially didn�t want to see him in a dress � MY dress.
He sat down beside me. I didn�t move � I was mad, I paid loads for that dress and now its probably stretched.
�What�s up eh?� Matt placed his hand on my shoulder, but I just shrugged it off and continued reading my magazine.
�Pleassssseeeeeeeee�� I head him plead, so I turned to face him.
�W� Where�s the dress..?�
�Uh��
I got up and ran to his room. My dress was on the floor � ripped. Although it was just a dress, it was special to me. I dunno why, but it just was.
Matt stood in the doorway, just watching me as I went through his wardrobe.

After a while of searching I found one of his favourite shirts and ripped it. I thought I would make us even, and I was waiting for a reaction, but I got nothing. He just stood there. I felt kind of guilty. He ripped my dress by accident, and I ripped his shirt on purpose.
�Oh god� I�m sorry Matt, I�m so sorry.�
�We�ll call it even.� He said as he picked up the shirt. He examined it. �You could of ripped this much better though! I am very disappointed in you and your ripping skills! Haven�t you learnt ANYTHING?!� He joked.
�Well anyway� I�m going to get ready and you should bugger off soon too, Lewis will be here in like� Half an hour.�
~*~
It was 9pm, I was now ready, Matt had gone and I had the place to myself for� 2 minutes.
The doorbell rang and I answered the door.
�Hi babe.� I said as Lewis made his way into the living room. I shut the door behind me and took a seat next to him.
We started to talk about what ever and I went to kiss him, wanting to make the night interesting�
�Not tonight, k?� Lewis stood up.
�Why not?� I asked
�Because�Because�..� His mobile started to ring. He answered the call.
�I haven�t yet. I�m going to though. Just give me 10 minutes ok. Yea, see you then.�
I stood behind him �WHAT haven�t you done yet?!�
�Well�The thing is�. That�that��
�That you�ve found some body else who you�ve been seeing behind my back, and now, now your telling me its over between us, after so long together, its over. Is that what you�re trying to say� Well is it!?� I shouted.
�Yea, kinda�
�GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE THEN.� I watched as he left. He didn�t care how I felt. Did it really mean nothing to him? Did I really mean nothing to him? I really couldn�t take it. How long was this going on? Why didn�t he tell me? Who was it?
I reached into the cupboard and found Matt�s �Secret� stash of alcohol and took it into the living room.
I just sat there in silence�thinking. A few hours had passed and I was now curled up on the sofa crying. I felt awful. What did I do wrong? Was it my fault that he left me?
I looked at my watch. It was 1:05am. I must of fell asleep. I started to cry again, I felt so alone. I heard the front door open and Matt walked into the living room, obviously not expecting to see me crying with his stash of alcohol.

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