LOST

I�ve lost so much throughout the years
Love, friends, my mind
And everything I�ve lost
I�ve yet to regain

Over two months ago, I lost �The One�
You know, the one you think you�ll be with forever
Things were going great
But then, once again, I screwed up

Four years ago, I lost my mind
I suddenly perceived the world differently
Emotions were dead to me
I felt nothing and knew nothing

All my life, friends have come and gone
The most recent to go hit me the hardest
Gods I miss her, she was such a great friend
Isn�t it odd how you promise to keep in touch, but drift apart?

I don�t know where my life is heading
Things keep falling apart
And no amount of super glue or time will fix it
All I can really do is keep fighting for what I still have

Everyone loses something or someone in their lifetime
Those missing objects, no matter how big or small
They take a piece of the person with them
Isn�t it funny how this world works?

I�ve lost so much, and I�m only fourteen
Which scares me, makes me think
What will I lose next? Will I ever be the same?
I�ve wandered from that road known as life, and now I�ve lost myself�

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Written in 2002.